Last day of 2011

and today will be the last day of 2011.

so many memories.

so many sweet memories.

so many uncountable, indescribable beautiful moments/events.

thank you, friends and family.

may 2012 be good to all of us.

may the friendship we built in G7 ends.

may the friendship of TABOs bring us around the world.

may the love between us last.

xo.

three days :)

for the past three days, took part the open day event in taylor's college.

for the past three days, ran up and down to mph and store room and office.

for the past three days, ive been the student helpers leader. leadership skill is needed then.

for the past three days, ive been using walkie-talkie and i never like it.

for the past three days, i met new people in college, about 25 of them. :)

for the past three days, i kinda enjoy what am i doing thought it is effing tiring and...tiring.

for the past three days, i know i am trying my best to do the best but im not sure whether i succeed. i never bother to polish my leadership skill until now. hehe. very good experience indeed.

for the past three days, i get to know good and nice and FUNNY student helpers.

for the past three days, i realized some people like to act like a boss. #likeaboss Dislike.

overall, i like working with the people!

they are helpful and the same time, funny and funny.

thank you taylor's.

at least i have some good memories before i leave. :)

love, self. :)

all about letting go?

there are so many so much of ups and downs in life.

uncountable i guess.

i am 18 this year, there are also ups and downs in my life throughout the years.

there are more to come i believe and i am sure.

that is for sure, without doubt.

but there are also things that are worth to keep with us;

there are also things that are worth to forget about it.

maybe.

it depends on how we judge the things happened.

but, but, there are things that we wanna forget about it so BADLY;

we just failed big big. isn't it?

and that, take time.

take long time to vanish from our mind.

maybe we will never forget about it, we can never forget about it totally.

they will just stay in our mind forever, forever.

just random post.

x.

65th

ribena

pre-resolution 2011

let start with pre-resolution of year 2011.

• South Australian Matriculation seems to be the biggest, boldest, largest, hugest thing in my life for 11 months.
• The assignments, the proposal, the practicals, the class tests etc. they are all pathetic to me, until now.
• the classmates from Johor, Pahang and Kelantan are unforgettable. i will go one by one later this.
  
• the lecturers, from the one we all hate the most in January became the one we love the most, Ms Ng. the strict Ms Tan but somehow lame in the end of year. the fatherly and motherly Mrs Ong and Mr Ng. plus the maths studies Ms Soh, the godlike patience she has! :)
• the laughters, more than half of the jokes are lame shitz.
• throughtout the year, the 11 months, i've learnt to get my butt up from failures. failed maths class tests throughout the year and i remember i passed only once or twice. the physics that almost drive me crazy, the one i almost give up. same goes to maths studies. i just don't understand why i can't get a single thing understood for maths studies, everything to me is like some weird thing and something crazy in life. the chemistry, the one important subject to me in the future. i still have feelings on pharmacy. still have it.
• wake up from my laziness. wake up from my weakness. wake up from dream.
• one thing more, learning and learning and trying to control my bloody high temperature tempered.
• learnt to manage a relationship and still learning. an endless journey, so much to learn, so much to take, so much to let go...so much of confusion in between. but thank god, someone wake me up.
• actually, there are so many more that i can't think of it.

daisies, i love.

just to enhance my blog.

是个故事

这是个故事，爱情故事。

我的舅婆太得了肾病。

一星期里的三天必须去医院洗肾。

这是件很辛苦很痛苦的事，更何况她是个老人家。

她说，幸好我的老公救了我。以前，全世界的人都叫我不要嫁给他叻。

人老了，感情依然浓厚。

我想，可能是因为舅公太他是名警察，所以大家都不鼓励她跟他在一起吧。

但是，可以从她的一句话知道，她非常骄傲地说舅公太是她的老伴。

the g7

5 more days till the SAM programme ends. :)

within the year, from the first day of class till now.

the people i met, from the question "hello,what's your name?i'm huiying." to "hi, bat po!"

it took us 9 months or less to get this close.

the lame people in class, i don't think i will forget about them. my first punjabi friend, my first kelantan friend, my first johor friend and one from pahang, and they made up a group called Boo Yeah. funniest thing ever.

the girls in class, ohmai, i haven't got this big bunch of girlfriends before. not in primary school or secondary school. 9 girls in one group. so called heart-to-heart talk. the gossip session. 9 times more than the past 11 years. lmao. oh, almost 9 of them are from johor.

basically, the class is full of nice people. not to forget the lame, weird, funny, loud etc etc ones!

after finals, we are gonna go catch our very own dream.

then there will be people going new zealand, uk etc.

how far is that? i've got no idea. just hope that we can keep in touch all the time. :)

at least, update a little about our life once a while.

so ze girls, we should have a promise to each other.

like what qiansin said, a trip to somewhere few years later. :)

alright, it's study time again.

<3

all about dream.

"Maybe I'm dreaming you. Maybe you're dreaming me; maybe we only exist in each other's dreams and every morning when we wake up we forget all about each other." - Time Traveler's Wife.

Dream big, start small. Pay it forward. - Ms. Ng's video.

Somethings are meant to be remember.

二人同行

我相信，当两个人在一起，

只要有一个愿意牺牲，

一切都会美好。

一直都相信。

当我说，我愿意牺牲。

就让我去吧。

我有自己的方法来习惯你的习惯。

只是希望一切一切的牺牲，你能用心看到。

不要糟蹋。

就够了。

其实，要的并不多，

但是， 往往要的不多就很难得到。

二人同行－郭美美

end of june.

wanted to blog using my mother language.

but oh well, i'm simply lazy to type han yu pin yin.

the month of June is coming to an end.

the month of July is around the corner.

there are a mountain of work waiting to be done.

and recently, chemistry lecturer is kinda crazyyy.

pile of exercises she asked us to do, try she said.

but i guess i stared at the paper...die.

mathematics is just weird to me.

i simply don't get it why people wanna make mathematics THAT complicated.

why the mathematicians come out with such weird equation, concepts, formulae etc..

that seriously pull down my confident to score good result in finals.

i can't give up, i just can't.

love,how's your love life?

i'm enjoying mine. :)

fights, can never be avoided.

they just come anytime.

and you just have to be ready what to do on that time!

and later, you will know more about him or her.

this is true.

i spare some time on here.

and today, i am lazy to do anything. :\

write up tomorrow. fingers crosseddd. :)

人

我想，她也很矛盾吧。

毕竟，没有人想要被朋友们身边的人忽略。

have you ever think about it

what is life?

life is something weird.

a mixture of weird, fun, ups, downs, cool, etc..

it's weird after all.

hmm.

当冬夜渐暖

很多事情不是谁说了就算　　即使伤心结果还是自己担　　多少次失望表示着多少次期盼　　事实证明幸福很难　　我们之间不是谁说了就算　　拉扯的爱　徒增结局的难堪　　一百次相爱只要有一次的绚烂　　下一次会更勇敢　　当冬夜渐暖当大海也不再那么蓝　　当月色的纯白变得阴暗　　那只是代表快乐不再那么简单　　当冬夜渐暖当夏夜的树上不再有蝉　　当回忆老去的痕迹斑斑　　那只是因为悲伤从来都不会有答案　　我们之间不是谁说了就算　　拉扯的爱徒增结局的难堪　　一百次相爱只要有一次的绚烂　　下一次会更勇敢　　当冬夜渐暖当大海也不再那么蓝　　当月色的纯白变得阴暗　　那只是代表快乐不再那么简单　　当冬夜渐暖　当夏夜的树上不再有蝉　　当回忆老去的痕迹斑斑　　那只是因为悲伤从来　都不会有答案　　当冬夜渐暖　当青春也都烟消云散　　当美丽的故事都有遗憾　　那只是习惯把爱当作喜欢　　重要的是我们如何爱过那一段

- 孙燕姿

这首歌仿佛在说着我们每一个人曾经失败的爱情故事。

不是吗？

of people.

people leave.

people around you leave one by one,

don't they?

they don't stay by your side all the time.

they leave one by one.

but i really hope they stay.

especially those i was close with.

but this sounds a little impossible.

because they had left,

for a long time.

and i realize,

only now.

perhaps,

im the reason they leave.

maybe not.

environment is why i guess after all.

maybe not too.

it remains a mystery in life.

i guess.

whenever you saw a message on their fb wall or twitter.

somehow you will wanna know what is going on in their life now, eagerly.

but you'll never know.

this is part of life.

APRIL

thinking back to high school.

in the month of april, we are probably hanging around making jokes, singing songs, gossiping, laughing in school. and not doing any homework.

now in college, it seems like nothing is slowing down.

the time is like flying.

so much thing to do, so little time.

this month, will be a tough month for me.

ONLY FOR ME, FOR SOME REASON.

ugh i how i wish spril ends quickly.

end beautifully.

end as i wanted. :')

xo.

don't stop believing.