have you ever think about it

what is life?

life is something weird.

a mixture of weird, fun, ups, downs, cool, etc..

it's weird after all.

hmm.

当冬夜渐暖

很多事情不是谁说了就算　　即使伤心结果还是自己担　　多少次失望表示着多少次期盼　　事实证明幸福很难　　我们之间不是谁说了就算　　拉扯的爱　徒增结局的难堪　　一百次相爱只要有一次的绚烂　　下一次会更勇敢　　当冬夜渐暖当大海也不再那么蓝　　当月色的纯白变得阴暗　　那只是代表快乐不再那么简单　　当冬夜渐暖当夏夜的树上不再有蝉　　当回忆老去的痕迹斑斑　　那只是因为悲伤从来都不会有答案　　我们之间不是谁说了就算　　拉扯的爱徒增结局的难堪　　一百次相爱只要有一次的绚烂　　下一次会更勇敢　　当冬夜渐暖当大海也不再那么蓝　　当月色的纯白变得阴暗　　那只是代表快乐不再那么简单　　当冬夜渐暖　当夏夜的树上不再有蝉　　当回忆老去的痕迹斑斑　　那只是因为悲伤从来　都不会有答案　　当冬夜渐暖　当青春也都烟消云散　　当美丽的故事都有遗憾　　那只是习惯把爱当作喜欢　　重要的是我们如何爱过那一段

- 孙燕姿

这首歌仿佛在说着我们每一个人曾经失败的爱情故事。

不是吗？

of people.

people leave.

people around you leave one by one,

don't they?

they don't stay by your side all the time.

they leave one by one.

but i really hope they stay.

especially those i was close with.

but this sounds a little impossible.

because they had left,

for a long time.

and i realize,

only now.

perhaps,

im the reason they leave.

maybe not.

environment is why i guess after all.

maybe not too.

it remains a mystery in life.

i guess.

whenever you saw a message on their fb wall or twitter.

somehow you will wanna know what is going on in their life now, eagerly.

but you'll never know.

this is part of life.