有人说，不管你对任何事情有多么信心，把握十足，你还是必须给其他人一点的空间，也给自己多一点的空间，打开心房，听听别人对那件事的看法与想法。

有的人把爱看的太理所当然。
有的人觉得自己被爱是理所当然，他人爱他是理所当然。

真的是有那么的理所当然吗？
是否应该再更深一沉的思考这个问题呢？
是否在忙碌到茫然的生活里又忘了珍惜这回事？

Merry Christmas

12.12.12

只想在这个角落纪念这个日子。没什么特别事情发生。

最近真的很忙很忙。忙课业。忙东忙西忙得一头雾水。唉。

生活太过充实了。哈哈。


二零一二年十二月十二日。

01122012

It's going to be a wall of words post just because I am too lazy to transfer the photos from my phone. My Canon G11 is in the factory now I guess. Aiksss. 

It was yesterday, the first day of December! *joy* 
December is always a happy month to me and probably everyone in the town. December the last month of each year; December, all the past has got to end; December is Christmas month with pretty decoration around the town and in the mall! I love the decoration ever since I pick up a little of photography. I wanna take good photos and nice photos of the decoration. *joy* AND ALSO GETTING PRESENTS, LITTLE PRESENTS FROM RELATIVES. :) 

But this year, December seems to be a hectic month to me, from heaven to hell. *Metaphor* 
This year's December, I am going to have my finals for my degree first semester. This finals results will bring me to place I want to go only if the results turn out good which also base on my hardworking-level. Ugh. This year of December, I don't get to celebrate Christmas with 100% of  joy. Sad. Also, I won't have the chance to countdown for 2013. DAMNIT! I hate my finals timetable very very much. Put me in depression but still, have to work very hard for it. Pray. 

So, on the first day of December - back to back events. :) 

I had my Biochemistry presentation in uni. 1st of December is a Saturday. On a Saturday, waking up early in the morning and I woke up late, dressed up properly and head to university for the 4 minutes of presentation. So, at first, i was not nervous at all because I am always at the end of the name list so always have my own sweet time reading my notes again and again. But  most of the time, I look around, stone around and fool around. Till when it's going to be my turn, I start to be nervous. Reading and practicing my presentation again and again, changing seats around and grabbing my friend's hand and say "我很紧张!" LOL. Typical human beings. 

Anyway, the presentation turned out good. Dr Adeline clapped for me. Hahaha! Proud. Just that I screwed up at the Q&A session. And thank God, the other lecturer left earlier. Thank God. x100. :) 

Then, right after the presentation, we surprised Siew Ern and Yuit Ying, the December babies with 2 cakes from RT Pastry that I bought day before. Lily suggested to surprised them - one day before. Lol, so it was kinda last minute plan. On the day before the surprise, I facebook chat almost everyone in class and some also helped me to pass the message. So, yeah spreading the message wasn't difficult at all. Thank you to technology. It was kinda last minute plan but still manage to  surprise them SUCCESSFULLY. *Joy*

Then, after presentation and surprises, few of us went for lunch. After that, Lily, Kai Yen, Su Min and Tsong came to my house with a very good reason - to kill time and to see my house and see my messy room before the Beauty and the Beast Musical starts in the evening. Played Twister for a while and look through Kai Yen and my secondary life photos. Haha! Photos really bring back a lot of memories and laughter. 

Around 5pm, we head to Sunway for dinner with Siew Ern and Sylvi. Dinner served at Foong Lye Taiwan Cuisine, I love the place veryyyyy muchhh. Niceeeee foooood. Then, we rush to the musical because we were taking sweeeet time to eat and do some billing. Girls. :) 

Musical was good. 


End. Thanks for reading. 
Now, I shall continue my bloody lab reports. 

Of worry

Augustine Ow Ji Tsong

"Hey peeps, Dr Adeline is asking how can we help her help us in Biochemistry. She's really worried, as it seemed that our batch has the worst result compared to earlier batches this far."

So a friend posted this on Biosciences Facebook page. 

Dr Adeline is one of our Biochemistry lecturer. From the post on top, I am starting to worry, way more than Dr Adeline. 

For one reason I am worry about my Biochemistry more than Dr Adeline is that I AM THE ONE WHO IS GOING TO SIT FOR THE FINALS AND I AM ONE OF THEM WHO GOT THE BAD RESULT IN THIS BATCH. :( 

Anyhow, glad that Dr Adeline is worry about results and is WILLING to help us to improve! 

I rarely find lecturers who really care about students. Ok, maybe they are helpful but sometimes they tend to ignore your question as if we are asking some dumb-ass or shitty question. Come on...we are still learning. Mind sharing more of your knowledge? Like, puh-leeeez. 

So, how can Dr Adeline help us in Biochemistry? Biochemistry is one subject that full with pathways and reactions that happen in humans body. So, that also mean, every shit from Biochemistry textbook is FIXED and you have to REMEMBER every single steps and catalyzes and what if this enzyme is absent what will happen to the body etc. There's no way you can make up your own answer. The answers are all from textbook so we have to eat up the book and lecture notes in order to pass this subject. (My point of view.) 

I suck in memorizing things. I meant, everyone suck in memorizing more than 10 PATHWAYS that happen in body right? A pathway might take off one whole page to explain. Imagine that. Just imagine that. So, I actually don't suck in memorizing things but I suck in memorizing SUPERDUPERALOT of pathways and all of them are different. 

So, how to improve? I guess...more tutorials will help. 

p/s: Not only tutorials with FULL OF QUESTION and then ask us to find out the answer by ourselves. Please provide us with the best answers!  

Blahh. 

I just finish a session of Biochemistry and I doubt that I will remember it tomorrow. Geez. 

But still, I hope I remember everyday what I read. 

Wuuuus. 

Taken with toycam. 

内心

有没有试过突然间觉得很闷？

有没有试过突然间觉得心里不舒服？

有没有试过突然间很想跟人说话但又不懂要说些什么？

有没有试过突然之间觉得你其实很寂寞？

有没有试过突然间觉得很想哭？

有没有试过突然间觉得。。。莫名的心情低落？

现在的我，正在写着这片部落各的我，

觉得非常闷，非常寂寞，很想哭，心情也莫名的低落。

我很想找个人来聊天但我真的不懂要说些什么。

就很想跟人说说话。

才跟男朋友聊了一会儿，一直等着他的来电，但最后我没说上十句话。

只是我这电话，听着他的呼吸声和笑声。

我不懂他在笑什么。

我问他，他说我可爱。

我当时真的找不到笑点。也不想笑。

话没说上几句便挂上了。

现在想跟他说话，他却倒头大睡了。

唉。

朋友；

我不想打扰。

唉。

但是真的很想找个人说说话。

有时候，人就那么奇怪。

连自己想要什么都不清楚。

自己迷失在自己的世界里。

这，算正常吧。

最近，有点烦。

烦课业，烦朋友，烦自己；

什么都拿来烦一番。

应该是自找麻烦。

人嘛。

有时候，很无聊，很无助。

burp.

I am so sick of doing research for these few days (about one week). First, I do research like a mad cow just to finish up my Biochem assignment last week and yes, finally done! Praise Lord. Now, I am finding answers for Microbiology discussion. My goodness. So damn sick of it. The worst part of doing research is that the website/e-book show you  A WALL OF WORDS and you have to find the main point only. I hate that sooooo much. I hate reading from computer. I don't even watch drama/movie on computer and now I have to read every single word on computer and some of the words are damn small and packed. Double omg.

I've lost interest in doing research, I kinda lost it for this moment and my friend asked me to imagine doing that for the rest of my life....May I cry? Lol.

So what I am trying to say is, sometimes we do things is just for the sake to finish it and get it done and then wait for the results/grades; it's not because of interest. People always say do what you like. Rubbish. We can't always o what we like, we can only always like what we do. bahhhh.

Love does not exist without hate; Hate does not exist without love.

Enough of whining and now, back to discussion.

短发短发

Snap snap snap!

So I'm in charged in taking photos in the kids camp for three days in church. I have to say, it's tiring. I work, I volunteer to take photos in the camp from 830am till 5+pm from Friday until tomorrow afternoon.

The first day I saw the kids, I was thinking, this coming three days is going to be havoc no doubt.
Indeed, it's havoc. There's no such thing as silence throughout the camp. Lol. Expected though. The first day I was damn sleepy and tired to take photos because the night before i was rushing my bloody biochem assignment that took me about a week to finish! But the photos turned out quite good. And then, today's photos are much better as I got enough of sleeeeep. Praise The Lord perhaps. :)

I guess this is a very good camp for kids. The main thing they teach is love and forgive, which are the two things all of us need to know and learn and practice. Forgiving someone is not easy, is never easy. So yes, the teachers sort of train the kids from now...so, I think it's good.

All right. I just wanna crap and trying out the blog apps on iPad.

Hmm. Shall post up some photos soon I guess. :)

COLDWAR

Since I can't concentrate on my homework (too tired&sleepy). I am gonna blog!

I finally manage to catch a movie with the boyf today at Paradigm Mall. We watched COLD WAR, a Hong Kong movie about cops and cops. I would say that's a good movie. Very exciting! With Aaron Kwok inside, he looks very manly in the movie. He is not the normal Aaron we usually saw on tv, dancing gayly and wearing weird concert outfits. There are quite a few manly man in the movie like Tony Leong Ka Fai, Chin Ka Lok,Eddie Peng, Andy Lau (only a few scenes) and Ariff smth.

I have to say they all have good acting skills. Like WHAO. I love the way they act but Eddie Peng and Ariff are still new new boy in movie industry so their acting was okay. It was a little too much in some scenes. I remember clearly Ariff a ICAC officer talks like a PROMOTER in a scene with Aaron Kwok. -_- But anyhow, he looks good.

Ok. I am sleepy. Ciaoz.

我相信，每个人都曾经有一个很要好的朋友；但是，久而久之便成了普通朋友。我一直都有尝试着晚会当初我们拥有的友谊。我一直都有主动去和你说话，在面子书和whatsapp。 你从不主动来找我。只要我想起你，或是做着某样事情想起你，都会发简讯给你。过了一段时间，重复的一个动作，没有一丁点的好的回应，我问我自己，是不是应该停止这一切的主动。我觉得我的主动有点太傻。有点对他们来说是多余。

#lcwmc

So, Dato' Lee Chong Wei and his long-time girlfriend Wong Mew Choo finally tied a knot. :)
LCW is the world's first badminton player, he is known by the world, so of course his wedding will be the big news for this month. Biggest news in fact. 

What I am going to share on this post is that I see a lot people commenting about their wedding in every aspect. 

1. "Old people tend to say that if the wife has a bigger mouth, the husband's hard earn will be eaten up."
I saw this somewhere on Facebook. What-the-heck! Like that also can comment?! Everyone has their right to choose their life partner I believe and I too believe that none will like the others to judge their love ones. When I saw this status on Facebook, I was like..lol? Oh please. 

2. WHY ONE'S WEDDING MUST SHOW ON LIVE?!
Funny line I find. Dato' Lee is known by the world. Don't you think he has the responsibility to tell people that he is going to another stage of life? Or do you prefer him to marry secretly and then tease/curse him saying that he got no balls to show who is his wife or say that he has zero responsibility blablabla. Then the history replay - Andy Lau's secret marriage for years which causes so many aunties cried for him. I just don't get it. I think his wedding is beautiful and his wife too!

3. WHY IS THERE A BLOB SITTING BETWEEN THE LOVE BIRD?!
I laughed a little. No comment, too funny. I also think WHY? Doesn't make sense at all. 

Just saying. kthxbai. 

CONGRATULATIONS TO DATO LCW AND DATIN WMC. 

我该怎么说？我该从何说起？
这时的我，是多么的无助，

唉。

words

Words do cut someone's heart. 

The people I always hang out with will probably know that I sometimes talk without thinking or maybe I talk too much of nonsense. So yes, I joke around all the time. Whatever jokes come from me are plain jokes. I didn't mean to provoke anyone, its just for entertainment. I never meant to hurt anyone. Never. What I found out recently is...sometimes jokes hurt. I've been thinking how often my jokes can hurt someone. A few times. You might say making fun of people is not funny. I have to agree now.




And I did it again today.

Shall I stop making stupid jokes? I think I have to stop it before I hurt someone else and lose friends.
Then, that's the biggest and saddest joke in my life.

Also, I got the harshest words today. Oh wells. Lesson learnt.

Note to self: Tell a safe joke.

Tuesday

So what can I update? I always wish to be a blogger perhaps a part-time or just someone who likes to crap on the blog and then become famous like Chuckei, Cheeserland and etc. Ahaha! Joke. 

I had the best Tuesday so far. 

郁闷

最近，觉得郁闷。

什么垃圾嘛。

我多想天天开心，天天快乐。

但是，要面对的事情实在是太多太多了。 

我真的真的真的长大了啦。

该面对的，该自己面对的都慢慢地来了。

啊。坚强一点点。

Forum

I just had my first English Forum this morning, same group with the girls I usually hang out with. All of us, everyone in the class, dressed up nicely and smartly and all looked well prepared for the forum. This forum is  included in our English assessment, each of us has 20 marks maximum. So, do as well as you can and gain as many marks you can. So, my group was the first one to go out and get our forum done. We were nervous, the moderator was nervous until she called our names wrongly and started the discussion roughly. oh wells. That wasn't the main point I write it out here. We end up getting low marks but thank God, lecturer is good enough to give us a second chance to do it again on Thursday.

Wish me luck.

hate this part right here

I never know my second semester in university will be this hectic. Hectic as in I do everything I am supposed to do but I don't know what is the point doing it except for the sake to gain my internal assessment marks. I hate this feeling so much.

Hectic week

This is the worst week for me. Worst. 

Sometimes, we just have to go through every shits.

原本关心他人的心变成了一股怒气。简单的想关心你结果自己被人当成了傻瓜。如果你想要说谎，请找个比较有道理的理由好吗？请你不要侮辱我的智慧。

原来，关心人有时候需要付出代价。

Mix Feeling

I was filling in the university application forms - University of Adelaide, RMIT, UniSA etc.
I was having mixed feeling.
I was thinking, I will be very happy if I get offer from Adelaide (my first choice for my current course).
I was thinking, I will be quite sad if I get a rejection letter from any of them especially Adelaide.
I was thinking, I will be feeling a little of heart broken in the same time if I got an offer letter.

I was thinking, will we make it through?
Long distance relationship has never been my choice. Never.
But if I really get to Adelaide, I can never run away from this.
Since the day I am with him, I wish for a long lasting relationship.
Who like LDR in fact? Who go through LDR successfully? I don't see a lot of examples.

I was thinking, will my parents be good in homeland?
I am worry of my dad's diet, health, work and temper.
I am worry about my mom's everything. She is soft-hearted. She is just too good. If ever anyone in the house never think with the brain...this house will be chaotic.
I am worry about my brother's studies. He is one typical boy.
I am worry about my sister. The most. Too long story to write here how much I care her and a little too much that even I can't stand.

mixed feeling.

x.

忘了

有些事，不是说忘了，就会真的忘了。
有时候，越是说要忘了，越是忘不掉。

有些事，不需要忘记。

Why am I still there?

I've been to university for about 7 months already. I still miss college life; I miss the classmates in college, so damn much. It;s not like I don't have any friends in uni. I have. I have a bunch of them, as crazy as me, as funny as me. I am grateful to have them. Life in uni is much more tougher than in college. The reports are killer. The assignments are still ok to handle, well trained during college. I miss my college Physics lecturer, Mr Ng even thought I totally suck in Physics! I miss him after looking the pictures in a friend's fb. I miss my Maths lecturer also! Gah, I basically miss everything in college. College is the best time in my life.

Why am I still there? My heart my mind I meant.

One more thing I miss a lot. I miss someone. I miss a girl. I miss my high school breast friend, Cat. I don't know how we get so close. I can't remember. I always do stupid things and I love doing it with her. We even pretended to be lesbian in Genting Theme Park, acted wet kiss on the ride then people start to pointing at us. Yes, we are that crazy. I miss everything we do. I miss her so much. I miss playing around with her. We are still under the same uni but we seldom see each other. She is busy with her studies/club; I am busy with studies/reports/assignments. Sometimes, life sucks. We seldom talk. We seldom go out together. It has been some time that we hang out together...it has been some time, really. She is moving on in her life, she never stops meeting new people, she is damn out going, she is damn active outside...

why am I still there? 


Life has to go on. It has to go on, no matter what.
Nothing is slowing down. 
I have to move. 

感情事

“凡事触动感情的事情，都会留在记忆中。”

没错。凡事触动到感情的事，就是无法把它给忘掉。

亲情，爱情及友情，没有一个是例外。

一位亲人走了；一个曾经爱你的人离开你了；一个曾经是你的好朋友变了

这些都需要感情。需要感情来维持你想要的好关系。

然而，我们永远无法知道未来，过后会发生什么事情。

直到我们放了很多很多的感情去维持一段好关系时，对方悄悄地走了。。。

那一种的悲伤或懊恼，是无法在短时间内释怀放下的。

其实，需要多久的时间来释怀，没人知晓，就可能连自个儿也不会知道。

我们只能给时间多一点时间来淡忘那些触动感情的伤心事。

I've got quite a lot to blog.

but I am on the wrong timing where I don't have the mood to do so.

rough enough

So, October is here and the first week of October is going to end and the first week of October has been rough to me. Real rough.

Of friends

"Don't put too much trust on your friends, they might leave you one day..." This is what my boyf always mumble behind my ear and honestly, I hate it very much.

I love friends. I love people. I love the people around me. I do not like people say bad about my friends. I love them. Hence, I think my boyf is green with this. So, he made up all this nonsense. Haha! But somehow it is true...people change and then they leave.

Anyway, the main reason I am writing here again is - I MISS LEE PHAIK YAN.
The breast friend of mine. I met her in secondary school and got close during Form 4. Thanks to Choir Club!  How is she my breast friend? She always poke my boobs and I do back the same thing to her. Other than boobs, we did a lot of stupid-est things in front of our close friends like Zhu Wei, Gina, Phuah Sheng, Wai Kynn and a lot more. We act as if we are a pair of couple hardcore kissing on the train in Genting! We did a lot of crazy things together. I don't know how we get along...it just happen. Like magic. Then, after SPM we went swimming together along with her brother. Then, before the SPM we study together until 4am. Then, we went Broga Hill with a bunch of monkeys and take 100000 of pictures! Ahh. Life. That is life with her.

But ever since I get into college and uni, the distant between us is getting further. I don't get to see her often. Perhaps university is too huge to bang on her. But still, when we meet up we are still good friends. :)
Heee. I miss those days. I really do.

p/s: Zhu, don't get jealous about it! I love you too! :)

旅行去咯！

“下次，我们一起去吧！”

这句话，最近满常说对朋友们说。

疯婆子

我真的快疯了。脑快爆了！ 我需要一些些的改变！我真的需要！








啊。

小事

1 部落格隔着一段时间了。因为没时间。因为抽不出时间。因为。。。任何理由都可以完成这个句子。其实，有很多想分享。但是，每当来到电脑前什么也打不出来。懊恼啊！

2 最近很迷Instagram。真想把我自己给杀了！呵呵。

3 有些心事很想很想跟好朋友分享（诉苦）。但是，想了想说了出来，不见的有任何的改变，所以就。。。算了。啊，说到这儿，有一个朋友在FB上写了一句很好笑但有很真的一句有没有试过不想讲出心事，因为知道讲了也不会有人明白，讲了也无补于事，讲了也没分别，只会让自己越想越多，越来越苦。。。到最后也是自己吃大便。。。我最喜欢最后那三个字！第一次读到觉得很好笑，现在很适合用在自己的身上，更好笑。生活就是如此无奈。 

4 有时候，我会想到一个陌生的城市。是不是很有感觉？我很三八。有时候，会乱想。但是，总是只有想没行动，因为害怕咯！

5 有时候，我会想到底命运是不是都已经安排好了呢？

6 ”其是女人应该受受保护“ 最近很喜欢这首歌，《保护》。是一个朋友的朋友唱的！不错哦！ 

7 我很烦。我很烦。我想大喊！

熄灯。

Tired -

Tired is an easy word. Tired is also a hurtful word.

I am pretty sure every one of us here, we always say that we are tired; we are tired of everything and the tired word goes on and on. It's endless. Hence, I say tired is an easy word. We just say it out. Just do it, like Nike.

But how is it a hurtful word?
I am pretty sure again that we tend to say "I'm tired lah, mi/di" to your parents is not a not-so-nice way. In fact, we did it in a rude way. Maybe not you but I did it when I was in the teenager stage where I start to act weird and act cool which is so not cool. By that time, I never realized every time my mom asked me to do something or my dad ask me to do something, I said "I'm tired lahhh..."continue mumble* in a rude way (in front/at the back) to them. And the other one is...probably my mom asked me what I wanna eat for dinner for tonight. I might replied in a rude and impolite way just because I am tired of my home works and some shitty school problems. Yes, now I see I was rude and I am still sometimes rude (doing the same thing) now. Now I realized. After I eyed this situation and conversation between a girl and her mom. I've got an urge to scold her in her face but then I didn't.

Few weeks ago I was reading a book from a church mate, Sharleen. It says, Teenagers tend to think it is so difficult to cop with the parents but they never know how hard parents try to cop with the teenagers instead. I just roughly type out what the book mentioned. We are selfish, people are selfish, I am selfish, we always think of our self and sometimes only our self.

I suddenly lost my mind and I guess I have to stop here.
Just a reminder to all: Never left your parents behind.
Just a reminder to me: Control the mood. :)

xoxo.

Second and tough

I just started my second semester of Food Science with Nutrition. Initially, the course was known as Food Science and Nutrition, now they changed it to Food Science WITH Nutrition because there will be more nutrition information for us. Is a nay or yay? Both I will say, is a YAY and a NEY. Yay because we will be more nutritious in a way and Ney...we have more things to learn which means more  information to squeeze into the brain.

Second and tough. That's what my lecturer told us. I am taking 6 subjects included kitchen operation.
Kitchen operation sounds cool when your friends are taking it. It's not so cool when you yourself is taking it. We have to stand for 4hours straight during kitchen class. I was having the briefing in kitchen last Friday and stood for 1hour plus...and I can feel my legs are tired. Try to imagine 4hours, standing on the same spot for 4 hours, no chairs to rest the butt for 4 hours. I go MAMAMIA.

6 sucjects: Biochemistry, Microbiology, English, Introduction to Halal Food, Kitchen Operation and Chemistry.

The other day I was talking with my one and only hansem best Singh friend, he is always destroy people's mood. He told me "With biochemistry and microbiology, you sure die!" Yes, my best friend tell me that. Forever the same and never will change. Thanks, bro.

Oh wells. I can see my upcoming days in Uni will be tough.
crossed fingers.

"So long farewell to you, my friend..."

One by one, they are leaving for studies. 

All the best to them.

I kinda suck is writing these days. 

太轻松

人越是轻松，越是觉得不轻松。

关心？

我正是家里的大姐，下有妹妹和弟弟。我今年19。算是大人了吧。长大应该是件快乐的事但是，我越是成长，越是不喜欢成长。越是成长，得到的关心，关怀就变的越来越少。大概是大家都觉得我长大了，一切都可以自己处理，自己掌握，自己有分寸。并不是这样。有时候，还是会希望有多一点点的关怀，尤其来自家人。就比如说不久前，我的手脚忽然间出现了许多的红斑点，痒痒地，要去药房买药顺便让药剂师看看。心想，天快黑了，应该有人可以会陪我去。结果，还是一个人去了。我不喜欢麻烦多多。出尔反尔的说要陪我去，免了。我会觉得很烦。或许我不够独立，也很依赖。但是，人不是时常都说little thing counts吗？我只是想要多一丁点的关心和关怀。只是这样。在家里的兄弟姐妹我排行最大，这不代表我不需要和以往一样多的关心关怀。


请允许我发发牢骚。也不要误会我家人对我不好，我只事比较贪心，要的比较多。

脆弱

人，真的很脆弱。

短短一个星期，两位亲人逝世了。 

错愕不已。
一接到消息，愣住了。

GC

Hello readers! ( If I still have some of them, haha!) Blog is dead and so are my friends's blog! Please update. Thankiu. :)

So, to make this blog alive. I will blog about Gold Coast, Australia. I went there last Monday night and reached GC in the morning. 8hours of flight is disaster! Especially with AirAsia. The seats are bad and small and the air-cond is damn cold! Geeez. Ok, let's forget about that. It's the cheapest flight if I am not mistaken. So yeah. I went GC for about a week and stayed in Isle of Palm Resort. I would say the place is good, nice scenery. :)

Hmm, would like to share what I like about GC/Australia: -

1. Public toilets
The best public toilets I have seen so far. What i meant in public toilets are those toilets in the theme parks, parks, supermarket and airport. They provide tissue papers which are MORE THAN ENOUGH. The best part for girls, not like LCCT you need to bring your own tissue paper and if you don't have - OPSSY. One more thing, they have enough toilets for everyone, no looooong looooong queue that ALWAYS happened in LCCT. So yes, their public toilets are good! 5 starts rate. Hah!

2. Supermarket
I went 2 supermarkets during the trip - K-mart and Coles. K-mart is good for shopping! K-mart sells a lot of shoes, from flats to high heels, handbags, accessories (something like in Diva), food and many more. The handbags/sling bags are bloooody cheap, one for $8-$19! Freaaaaaky. If I didn't get anything from factory outlet earlier I would grab 5 bags or more in kmart! I got 3 in the end though. Still yay! Coles, so much of food. So much. Too much. And oh, they change their price for food (chips,chocs,nuts,etc) everyday. So if your lucky enough you will get something really cheap like $2 for 5 packets of peanuts which are really nice.

3. Smoke free area
Gonna love this rule! The theme parks or I shall say everywhere I went they got this sign - SMOKE FREE AREA. But I guess is a boo-boo for the smokers. Anyway, they still provide a designated smoking area for the smokers lah.

4. Theme Parks
You buy a bottle of drink and you can refill it for one whole day as long your in the theme park. Don't you think it's damn good? :)

5. The sky is love.

Picutures: -

Isle of Palm Resort

Skypoint, Gold Coast 

Backyard

Paradise Country, Aussie Farm

Paradise Country, Aussie Farm

Paradise Country, Aussie Farm

The place we went to catch yabby and crabs. 

At the border of Gold Coast and New South Wales. 

Beautiful place indeed.

Mount Nathan Winery 

Now you see the sky. Beautiful isn't it? :)

I haven't edit any pictures oh. 

平静

你显得非常平静。仿佛一切一切发生的并没有影响到你。你依然微笑。你依然玩闹。你还唱了《分手快乐》。就好像一切都无所谓。你说，你习惯了。你说，一路来都是这样相处，现在degrade成朋友也没什么不同。我，无言。可能这是你们的相处方法。也或许是你别无选择了。

也或许我把你想得太脆弱了。

啦

这世界怎么那么不公平啊？

Jet

"Look what you have done..." - Jet

yes, look what you have done to me.
a bag of memories.

but thank you so much.
I learnt to hold back.
Which is a good & bad thing.

苦。哭

失恋，真的很苦。
时常听人说，失恋会心痛。
心，真的会痛吗？
会。真的会有一丝丝痛的感觉。

一年多前，体会了那种莫名的痛。
当时，我并没想过我会有那荣幸来体会那种莫名的痛。
分开了不久，心不再痛了，我变成了原来的我，原本疯狂的我。
分开了不久，我有恨他。恨他那么的残忍。恨他那么的干脆。恨他那么的潇洒。

最近，我在放假。我妈叫我整理书房。我照办，因为没事做。
收拾的时候，发现了他送过我的小礼物，是两个可爱的吊饰品。
一瞬间，那么多的回忆涌进脑海。他对我说得每一句话，他做过的每一件事，原本我忘记了的事情，慢慢的浮现在脑海里。又把很多事儿都记起了。
最记得的一个问题： Where is your house ah？
很顺口的我问了一句为什么。
他便告诉我，next time i can drive you around lo。
有点草率的答案。但是，我当时真的满开心的。我说真的，我当时很开心。
记不起来，感情开始变质，对我越来越冷淡。我记不起了。我只记得我当时还抱着一点希望，一切都会过去。我们从没当面说出心里话。从来都没有。。。

一言难尽。只想随便写写。

I am...

Perhaps my mom is right, she always say I am not observant, I am a very slow catcher. I always get annoyed when she say that but now I guess I have to admit I am not observant enough and I am slow catcher. Lol. I've got myself a few prove. -_-

1. RM9.50 for mixed rice

This happened few weeks ago in uni. I was having lunch with boyf at the cafeteria. I walked around the cafeteria, don't know what to eat. I spied the stalls one by one. Yes, I always do that because I always don't know what to eat to fill up my starving tummy and yes, the food are always the same, nothing special. So, in the end, I went to a mixed rice stall. The dishes looked good so I chosen 2 dishes - fried tauhu + vegetables and a fried chicken. My boyf loves this stall very much, he said this is one of the best stall in cafeteria and I also think that's true plus it's quite cheap (reasonable). So normally, myself and my boyf take something similar whenever we come here to eat. It cost us RM4.50-RM5.00. Reasonable right? But why not this time? Because I am blur and not observant enough. I took a bigger size of fried chicken which I think it's the same price and the worker there did not tell me that bigger size of fred chicken will cost me more. so yeah, it turned out to be a very expensive mixed rice. probably the most expensive mixed rice I've ever eat!

2. Buy 1 free 1 Chatime

Just a half an hour ago, I went out to buy Chatime. Fyi, my sister asked me to buy for her. She said that the buy 1 free 1 is still on. So, I was quite boring at home and thinking to go book sop to get something and so, I went out. I reached Chatime. I chose Coffee Smoothie for my sis and Mango Smoothie for my bro. Okay...I was still thinking they have buy 1 free 1 so I was still quite happy, thinking that I am getting something worth it. While waiting the girl to punch in my drinks and the total cost I looked around. Then, I saw 1st-14th AUGUST BUY ONE FREE ONE 6PM-8PM. Jeng-jeng-jeng. I am one who do not dare to change my order in the very last minute. So yes, the two drinks cost RM12.80 in the end which I initially thought that I only have to pay RM5.90...........my goodness. I wanna cry. -_-

I've got one more story but i forgotten. I believe there are more than 3. So not proud of it. 

Oh god, how can I be more observant? Geeez. 

BUT ANYWAY TO THE WORKERS PLEASE BE POLITE AND TELL ME (CONSUMER) ABOUT YOUR TIME FOR BUY 1 FREE 1 AND HOW MUCH IS YOUR BIG FRIED CHICKEN I BELIEVE THERE ARE CUSTOMERS AS BLUR AS I AM. PLEASE. HEHE!

kthxbai. :)

有时会讨厌发脾气的自己。

有时候，会希望近视深一点，这样就会看得少一些。
有时候，会希望耳鸣严重点，这样就会听得比较少。
有时候，会希望情绪少一点，这样感情就会少一点。
有时候，会希望什么都不知道，这样我就会轻松一点。


但是，年龄慢慢的在增长，想懂得比较少，听的少一点，看的少一点都有点不可能。

Famine 30 - a wake up call

Famine 30 - Hunger No More! 你我童行，饥饿不再！

Yes, after so many years of THINKING and HOPING to join this world wide event/activity, I finally did. This event is held from 4th-5th of August at Taylor's Lakeside Campus by World Vision.

Just in case you don't know what is Famine 30. Famine 30 is a worldwide event/activity where people join and not eating in anything for 30 hours. We are only allow to drink water, plain water. We don't do this for FUN. It's a charity event. The main purpose is to help the poor, malnutrition kids especially.To join this activity, we need to gather rm80 from people (outsider) as a donation to the poor kids and families from the poor country like, Indonesia, Cambodia, Ethiopia and so on. The money we gathered is to get them food and a better life of course! Also, we can adopt kids from the poor country. Fyi, there are 925million of people starving outside there! It is not a small number. Check it out more from World Vision website.

If you think not eating for 30 hours is nothing. You are wrong. 30 hours without food and only survive with water is SUFFERING. Plus, we are doing it for only 30 hours, from the activity I got to know that the kids tend to starve for 3 months when the country is having disaster like lack of food resources. 3 months, THREE FREAKING MONTHS. Just imagine it...3 months with no enough food. Ohmygod isn't? :(

Since I just came back from Famine 30, I can tell you how it feels like living without food for 30 hours. The last four hours when we went Stadium Melawati for countdown was DISASTER. I felt so damn freaking weak. I can't think. I can't open my eyes. I just sleep in the stadium ignoring half f the performances on stage. For the first time, I felt dizzy and I can't stand still. The last 2 hours I know I cannot take it anymore, the tiredness is eating me up. So I asked for sweets from friends. I am lucky enough, Kai Yen brought some sweets along. So, for the first time in life, GINGER SWEET tasted like heaven. I never like ginger sweet, I tried before and I think I gave it to my mom. GINGER SWEET TASTED LIKE HEAVEN. I ate two of them! Yes, I was that weak and I need that so much! Then, half an hour before the 30 hours ends, camp leader gave each of us a Massimo bread (Corn flavor) and Vsoy! Before the they countdown for 10 seconds, I already opened up my bread and start to smell it since I cannot eat first. I smell it with Phaik Yan and shared with my friends. Pathetic much? We were that hungry, I was that hungry! Perhaps not hungry, I don't feel any gruu-gruu-gruu in my stomach, I just feel like eating! Another first time in life, CORN bread tasted like heaven too. I never like corn flavored bread, I swear. I hate it. I hate the smell, I hate the very strong and fake corn smell but not this time, not this time. It tasted like I have reached heaven. My goodness, so damn gooooooood. Even my friends said, this is the best-est bread I have ever ate!

Now I know how it feels like for not eating for 30 hours. I am lucky. Perhaps too lucky till I tend to forget how to appreciate things I have around me. Time to wake up.

Famine 30 is indeed a wake up call for everyone. There are really very very very poor people outside there. They got nothing to eat. The kids have no enough nutrition to live healthily. The parents cannot afford to bring the kids to school. They have to cook and eat mud cookies. They don't have a proper shelter. These are all the scenes we saw on TV and might be thinking they are all fake, just trying to touch people's heart. I thought of that too but not now, not anymore. There are such people in this world, at a corner that we all forgot about them. One of the lady from Ethiopia said, 'Don't forget about us". 

"I am not gonna join this next year!" - this is what I said after the activity. I really ought to think thrice before I join next year. Haha! It's not easy okay. There are people took part in this activity for 15 years STRAIGHT. *Salute*

 We have Wang Lee Hom to join us at the countdown this year. He is also the bomb of the activity too. 

The superb crowd in the countdown. 18k of people!

I failed in fasting for 30hours. Only me. My boyf and my friends all go through it! *clap*

Take a break.

I am having a month of break. I am thinking to get myself some part time job, still thinking. Too lazy to move around. So, the first week of break just end. I did quite a lot of outings. In fact, I did not stay at home about about a week. One day after the finals, I went Tjg Sepat and Malacca with friends. Then, the next day I went Famine30.

Skip the two awesome events first.
and let's talk about the Olympic.

Badminton men's single finals. As we all know, everyone in the world who watch the very chi-gek badminton match yesterday, Malaysia lose, Dato' Lee lose to China, Lin Dan. That means Lin Dan got the gold medal and LCW got the silver medal, both for the second time. I don't really watch sports so I don't know much about the rules or any improvement of the player. What I saw on newspaper, twitter and facebook, people do mentioned that LCW bertarung bermati-matian in the match and that's also what I saw from tv. So, I shall say that LCW really did a very good job even he did not got the gold medal. He is still the hero for Malaysians.

Yes, he is still a hero to all Malaysians. Hmm perhaps not all. There are still some brainless people outside there, talking bad about LCW lose in the game. Something like - 'Ohhh noooo, no more Baskin Robin for us!!'. Wtf. Get a life people. If you think it is so easy to win the game, go replace LCW. If you think BR is so important in your life, go work for BR and you can get to eat the ice cream everyday!
Well, this complain is still acceptable. I saw one tweet from a girl saying "OI Chong Wei my grandma very old already ok don't you want her to see you win while she is alive?! You think i will bring the tv to her grave ah" This is WAY TOO MUCH. WAY TOO MUCH. Think about it, what if LCW saw this message. How will he feel? He is already crying in front of so many people. Can't you see the disappointment in his eye? Are you blind or what? Again, if you think it's easy to win the game, go replace and bloody stop complaning. Geez. I guess this tweet pissed a lot people out there. Also, in the same time she is also insulting her OWN grandma and kind of cursing her grandma. Olympic is once in four years. 4 years is not a super duper long time. Time flies.

Girl, think thrice before you tweet and please think maturely! Twitter is not meant for you to critic people in this rude and heartless way. This shows how shallow are you.

kthxbai.

FRoad Trip

FRoad Trip = Food + Road Trip. I randomly came out with this word. BoLiao. 

Homosapiens: Zhu Wei, Kai Yen, Su Min, Ji Tsong, Lily, Yuit Ying, Siew Ern and myself. 

1st August

I am finally done with my finals. Like finally. I am going Tjg. Sepat and Malacca later! Wooooooots.
My girlfriends spammed whatsapp yesterday. Secrets revealed. :)

Ok, I got so many to share and don't know where to start. Awesome.

Hmm. So I finished Semester 1 of Food Science Nutrition. I am done with my first 6 subjects, none of the subject is easy, none of the subject is brain-free; every single subject is tough. Anyway, I hope I pass everything. I have to pass everything. I don't wanna resit; I wanna go oversea. I wanna live by myself. I wanna experience new things in life. Life is too short, is an endless journey. Lol. Back to topic, along Sem 1, I met quite a number of people and became good friends. However, I haven't talk much to my seniors. I feel anti-social. Geeeez. Also, I met weird people. Quite a number as well. As weird as a weirdo. Lalala.

Next, I am still doing good with Mr. Yap. At least to myself, I think we are stronger than last year. Cut down a lot of unnecessary argument. Haha! I know him more now and he knows me more as well. Just hope this will go on until it is meant to be. 

I am still in touch with the G7. So far, my best class! So much of memories and not faded till now.
Yes, we are all separated. Over the sea, over the building and across the street but thanks to technology, we still keep in touch. Now, I see a good side of technology, as long we use it wisely and not vandalise it! :)

Ok, I am not ready for Sem 2. I heard it is tough. Hoho.
God bless me please.

Sunday (29/7/2012) - A cancer fighter, a  birthday, a birthday song, a pray for us from her, a pray from us to her, we all hope she will go thru this tough time and stay strong. :) Appreciate what we have.

生活

有时候，即使自己把某件事情做得很好，准备得很妥当了，你觉得你可以表现了的时候，事情并非你想象的那么完美，还是会碰壁。不管怎样你觉得自己已经充分准备到最后还是会碰壁。

因为只是自己觉得。

战场

我要上战场了。

Know the limit

It has been a busy week. Rushing all the assignments before the Semester 1 ends. I officially hate Biostats. Geez, I rushed the assignment on Friday and I got no idea what was I doing. I swear, I don't know anything about it. Boxplot? Wtheck. Google it if you wanna know how it looks like. 

Ok, forget about. I am almost done with Sem 1. Finals on the last week of July and I am free for 1 month! 

And back to this post - Know the limit. 

Before I start, it's just my opinion. Just my personal opinion. 

Know the limit...

Twitter, Facebook, Tumblr etc. The social network where you can write anything you want, express your feelings as you like, share whatever shit you like, share anything you like you wish and what you wanna show people. I am damn okay with everything but not scolding/cursing your own freaking family! I CANNOT TAKE THIS. Maybe your thinking I am exaggerated on this topic. But I saw a lot of cursing on twitter and facebook recently. Like, whut? And those whoever post something so bloody rude are below 18. Like, whut? Cursing your parents & siblings in PUBLIC where everyone can read? Very cool meh? Try to think, just try to think, the technology your holding to post all these freaky cursing words, you bought that piece of thing yourself? Or your parents bought it for you? Is this how you show appreciation to your parents? I will not say, I never get angry with my parents. I did, but I never curse them online. In fact, I will just mumbled in my mouth what I don't like about them. That's enough. I don't think I need to EXPRESS MY ANGER ONLINE AND CURSING MY PARENTS. That's a fucking big NO to me. Come on kid outside there, who give you money, who pay your school fee, who pay your extra activities fee, who give you a home, who give you a phone, who give you a bed to sleep on it every night, who give you food, who give you a blanket, who send you everywhere...ETC. Try asking yourself for God sake. Stop thinking that your generation and your parents generation is different so you have/you can act like this. Please think thrice before you post something on any social network. Please know the limit. It's common sense. 

Woooh. Just my opinion and would like to EXPRESS MY FEELING. 
yes, sometimes parents do something that doesn't meet our so called expectation but who is perfect? who is perfect? your not perfect so who do you expect to be perfect? i would say, whatever parents did for us, it's for our own good. parents will never like to see us get hurt or hurt us. it might be a little difficult to communicate with the adults at times but just be a little bit more patience. :) 


again, it's just my OWN opinion. 

MAD

I've got friend who never sleep for the whole night to complete assignments. - MAD.

I've got friend who study and fall asleep on the paper with the highlighter pointing on the paper then the next morning you see a big patch of orange colour on her notes. - MAD.

I've got a friend who will turn into angry man from a wise man after a long hectic night. - MAD.

I've got a friend who can finish assignments in half a day! - MAD.

I've got a friend who never stop saying she is such a procrastinator and seems to enjoy being one! - MAD. Lol.

I've got friends who took one night long and not finish one small part of assignment! - MAD.

I've got a friend who is really relax towards assignments and able to finish up in the very last minute! - MAD.

Thank God I met all of them to colour my semester 1.

But still I have to say, the timetable, the assignments from the lecturers are just way toooooooooo much! I am really pissed off. How can be they be so inconsiderate! :\

Hmm. Finals is around the corner and I still have a video to complete and an untouched assignment to complete by next week. God bless me. 

奇怪

我喜欢写生活上发生的事情和我想的乱七八糟。

想问一下，你有没有一个跟你很好的朋友忽然之间变成一个陌生人？
或许没那么严重，只是变成半个陌生人，变得他只是你一个很普通的你认识的人。
我有呢。

我曾经有过一个很要好的异性朋友。我们谈得来。我们唱歌。我们去看演唱会。我们废话连篇。我们笑话一蘿蘿。总之，就很好啦。但是，不知道从几时开始，不懂什么原因，不知道为什么，我们不说话了。

我可以在这儿，简简单单带过一切。
但是，过了那么久，我还是会想到底怎么了？
到底怎么了？我觉得很奇怪。很奇怪。

很多年了，我找不到答案。
也没有任何理由再去找答案。
也没有必要再去找答案。
也不需要知道那原因。

因为这一切都是安排好的。
还是，希望他过的好。

Last 2.

It's gonna be the end of Semester One.
Time flies, enough said.

2 more weeks to go.
2 more hectic weeks to go and it's gonna be the MSOT hectic week.

xoxo.

anyeong haseyo!

I don't fancy korean drama especially the recent ones. The main reason why I don't fancy them is that I think that most of the korean drama these days have the same story line. It's all about love and only love? Am not sure but none of it catch my eyes. So, I am kinda outdated in korean drama. So far, I only watched two korean drama FULL. Autumn in my heart and Stairways to heaven.Only these two. I love both of them.

I watched Autumn in my heart when I was in primary school, when I was 8 or 9 I guess. Every evening once I reached home from school, my mom will prepared my dinner and I will eat and watch in the living room watching the drama. It's about two girls exchanged family when they are still a baby, then one day they realized and yeah the story goes on. Then, one of the girl got cancer and passed away in the end. Of crouse, every drama has a evil character, the one of the sister is evil. Geeeez. It's a sad drama anyway. Song Seung Heon and Song Hye Kyo are the main characters. 

Well, Stairways to heaven is like superb famous. Choi Jin Woo and Kwon Sang Woo, perfect! The story line is about the same as Autumn in my heart, it goes around family members and love. I watched this for 4 times. LOL. I am like addicted to Kwon Sang Woo and Choi Jin Woo. Choi Jin Woo has the most innocent look ever even in the 30s. Thumbs up. 

So, these are the two korean dramas I love and both of the dramas are SAD. They make you tear like a baby. :'(

And both of them are damn old. Autumn in my heart is like 10 years ago. HOHO. 

Soundtrack for Autumn in my heart - Prayer. 

Once the music, the piano starts playing, it touched my heart and attracts my ears. 

说谎

简单来说，说谎是说出一些不存在，不曾发生的事情。
你，有说过谎吗？
我个人相信，每个人都有说过谎。

但是，你有没有想过为什么我们会说谎？
说谎就像一个很‘神奇’的技巧，自然而然我们都会用上它。

我想了想，有的人说谎是因为害怕别人会懂那真相，有的人说谎是因为自卑，有的人说谎是个坏习惯，有的人说谎是因为要被看重，有的人说谎是要成为焦点人物，有的人说谎是要安慰自己。我想，这只是一小部分人为什么会撒谎。也也许，这一些都只是借口，只是私心作祟要保护自己而已，也可能是自尊心很强。这一些的借口的理由，是个无底洞。

说谎，要适可而止。
最好是不要说谎，因为当我们编了一个谎言，我们就必须在编另外一个谎言掩盖上一个谎言，这样的循环式，使用无止尽吧。

小领悟

相聚，离别。
相聚，总是快乐，开心。
离别，总是伤心，难过。

家，永远都在。
家，是避风港。
家，一定要回。

家人，永远都是家人。
父母，要时常回家看看他们。

泪水，代表不舍。
泪水，代表歉意。
泪水，代表开心。

人

每个人的眼睛，有不同的看法。
每个人的脑子，有不同的想法。
每个人的嘴巴，有不同的说法。
每个人的耳朵，有不同的讯息。

每个人都不一样。
但是，请不要以你的个人角度，判断一件事。
但是，就算你已有了你的想法，我也没办法。
只因为嘴巴是你的，耳朵是你的，眼睛是你的，脑子也是你的。

我，能改变什么吗？
所以，我，要，需要，一定要，学习接受批评。

Of shoes/heels

It's just another random post. Since I am lazy to do anything related to Uni.

I love shoes.
A short statement. A simple and clear statement.
I have a lot of shoes - flats, heels, sport shoes and sandals.
Some I wear it for most of the dinners; some I seldom wear it.

Every shoe has story:

I bought this 2 years ago from Nose. I wore this once or twice the most. I wore it for my Form 5's Prom Night. Very classy. Very simple. What I love the most about this shoe is the colour. Dreamy light colour. Easy to match with the clothing. 

From Nose warehouse sales. Cost rm30 only. Thanks to my om who found this. Another simple and easy-matching shoe. Hmm, I wore this for quite a number of occasions before but it's not suitable for standing occasion. -_- My leg hurts when I wore this for a college party last year. But still, it's a very nice heels. One of my favorite. 

This one is the BOMB. Only rm15. Bought it from a flea market at Tropicana City Mall last year. 

I wore it during last year's CNY. It's not really comfortable as it is very slant and the front part of the heels is  very thin. Oh wells, I still like it very much. 

Blue, my favorite color but I seldom wear this. I don't know why! It's quite lovely right? I got this from Italy from a stall by the street. It's really cheap, only 6 dollar. Very comfyyyyyy. I am serious. The sole is soft and comfyyyy. I seldom wear though! Geeez, guess the colour is quite difficult to match and I seldom wear striking color shoe. -_-

One of my favorite but it's getting old. The colour is fading too. I bought it myself from Nose's 50% sales. Rm30. I remember clearly because I called my mom to ask for permission. I bought this for the Prefect's Dinner when I was 16, that means 3 years ago. I also remember that, that night during the dinner, a girl wore the same shoe as me but it's in bronze colour. I wanted the color also but they ran out of my size.

And this is my VERY FIRST HIGH HEEL when I was in Form 4. No, it's not from GUCCI. I got this from a boutique around ss15. My mom and a friend choose this. My dad kinda nag me saying that why buy high heels in the age of 16. Hah! It was for Leo Club's event. So yeah. 

Mind my outfit. It is lazy day. 

六月

六月了。时间过得真快。半年过去了。大学生活也开始了三个月也让我明白什么是忙。
前几天，在收音机听到有人说到，大学忙碌的生活是要磨练我们，因为在社会工作也是如此。
这几个星期，都觉得很压力。很多功课要完成。很多要温习。
我讨厌傍晚六点的课。因为我是在半睡半醒的情况下听课。所以，最后收到的资讯似乎是零。
有够讨人厌！也有点伤心。

啊。

I am 19.

At first, I thought that nobody will have extra time to celebrate my 19th birthday. My A-levels friends are all hardcore-ing for their finals. My SAM friends are busy as well. Myself is busy too. Everyone is busy. So I tell myself, it is okay. Celebration can be later, I don't mind. Except the boyf who is still good-hearted asking me where to celebrate my birthday. In the end, we plan to go Loudspeaker together. Yes, only two of us. And he said he wanna sing for me. So, why not? Hah. though it's kinda weird...but oh wells, since I don't have any celebration with the others.

Then on my birthday, after my class, we head on to Loudspeaker @ ss15. We were looking for parking. Then, I saw Yun and some others in the car. Then, I start to suspect something is going on. I ask Zhu Wei...
Me; Why are they here? No need study for finals mehh?
Zhu; *silent for a moment* Finals must always study one meh? cannot come out one ahh? you finals never go out meh?
Me; No...........
Then he looked away from my eye sight.
Me; YAP ZHU WEIIIIIIIIIIIIII...*laugh*
Zhu; WHATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

So yes, I suspect something is going on but didn't expect much until I stepped into Loudspeaker...
Surprisingly, he lead me to a room. Wth, wehaven't ask for a room and we already have a room. So I thought that he booked a room earlier. I was still neutral.

Room 26.
He kinda push me into the room. Then, I saw the Alvls peeps, Kai Hua and my SAM friends - Chalsy, Ser, Reb and Kairou! I was like.....WOOOOOOOOO. Then, more came - Kai Yen, Su Min, Mabel, Phuah, Gina and Phaik. Whao, my frineds are all good actors. No wonder few of them never wish me at 0000am, 22/5.

So, Zhu Wei was the one who planned this together with a few others friends.

I feel bliss. I feel great. I feel happy. I feel love. I feel friendship.
I am glad to have them all. Really.

God blessed me. I have good friends. I have good boyf. I have lovely people around me.

Lastly, thankyou! :)

Also, my uni friends! Su Min who bought the cake! And all the wishes, funny wishes! Thank youuuu!

xo.

点点滴滴

释怀。
隐约的在我脑海漂浮。

什么是释怀？
活着就是要释怀。
只因为不是每一件事都是我们所喜欢看的，感受的，听见的。
现在读着这篇文章的你也不妨在释怀我的想法，文笔？

释怀，并不简单。
要到达完全释怀的境界，需要的是时间和耐心。

而我，非常需要这时间与耐心。

你，释怀了吗？