梦

“我怕我的梦回飞走。。。” - 叮当， 亲人

听到这句的时候，停了下来。

我有好多好多梦还没实现也很害怕它们会飞走。

你的梦，实现了吗？

啊，突然觉得很压力。

四周围给的压力。

来自四周围的压力。

应该是这首歌给我压力吧。

Karen Mok

在很久很久以前 　　

你拥有我 我拥有你 　　

在很久很久以前 　　

你离开我 去远空翱翔 　　

外面的世界很精彩 　　

外面的世界很无奈 　　

当你觉得外面的世界很精彩 　　

我会在这里衷心的祝福你 　　

每当夕阳西沉的时候 　　

我总是在这里盼望你 　　

天空中虽然飘着雨

我依然等待你的归期* 　　

simple and nice.

"i've learned that you can't please everyone. so don't even try it. it's a waste of time trying to make everyone like you. just be you. i've learned the hard way and in the end, some people are just so full of hate that no matter what you say or do, they'll always have something to say. they'll never like you. so fuck them." - megan fox

i never like megan fox but i randomly found this quote from her on facebook.

pretty true. and im pretty sure that we tried to do this. yes?

it's indeed wasting of time to MAKE (force) people to like you.

that's not even close to possible or MAYBE they will like you.

i've learned that too.

just be yourself.

but how difficult is it to do that and bare that in our mind?

i always hope that people i met will like me, but no.

never happen. not everyone i met, i talked to like me.

thank you megan fox. :)

and also, Happy Chinese New Year to all!

have a great one.

spend time, as much as possible with your family.

xo.

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we always expect people to understand us.

why not another way round?

should try.

no harm anyway.

understandings.

imperfect

im not a perfect to myself.

im not a perfect daughter to my parents.

im not a perfect sister to my younger sister and brother.

im not a perfect lover to my lover.

im not a perfect friend to my friends.

im not a perfect student to my lecturers.

along the journey, i guess all of us tend and try to be perfect in front of everyone.

well, maybe not you but me.

i have high expectation on myself since god knows when.

in the same time, i have high expectation on my sister and brother.

i hope they will be better than me and that will lead them to a better pathway later.

and then, they are able to take care of the family and themselves.

not to say, i am not gonna take care of the family.

just that, i am afraid i can't do it, i can't do it myself.

i tend to give a lot of pressure to my sister and brother, especially my sister.

i really hope she will be well-being girl and then a lady. :)

but now, i realized i gave her too much of pressure that she tend to go against it.

against me.

now, i realized my mistake.

such a big mistake.

that's why i said im imperfect.

i tried to make things perfect but things are always upside down.

perhaps imperfect is perfect for sometimes.

i shouldn't be worry of them, so much of worries.

everyone has their own way of living.

i can't make them do it my way.

and i realized.

终于看开来，开了一点点。

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of people.

everyone has their own attitude and thinking, without doubt.

...

not a good way to start this.

well.

what i meant is,

there are some people tend to hide and not let anyone else know what they had done for other people.

there are some people tend to do thing(good things) in front of people and expecting people give them a big smile and a big round of applause.

but the problem is,

people always don't see what people had done for them yet people always expect the others to say YES, GOOD on what we have done.

YES, GOOD. - how beautiful are these words? how respectful are these words?

each and everyone of us (people) out there always, always want to hear this from others.

so that, we feel RESPECT.

yes?

what i am trying to say is,

we (people) must always open eyes and mind to see what people had done for us instead of whining like a freak out there.

im not excluded in this post.

as this is what i realized this week.

i tend to think a lot when im home alone.

not a bad thing thou. got something new. :)

七百年前

即使以前多么的要好，

今天的我们只能时不时在网上用上那冷冷谈谈的字聊天。

这就是我们常说的 the awkward moment。

就像现在，新年快来了。

我很想把大家拉回来聚一聚。但是，这应该很难实现吧。

因为大家都害怕，都不要，都不想，面对那 awkward moment。

但是，我还是希望我们大家可以一起聚一聚聊天。

七百年后，我们还在一起吗？

let's talk about trust

just hope that i can put more trust on her.

just a little bit more than now will do.

xo.

Daddy's 46th birthday :)

thoughts

things are getting boring at my working place.

repeating the same old things everyday.

meeting different kind of people everyday.

meeting new people are not that bad actually.

just that sometimes, they act weird.

very weird, i meant.

there are few types of people i do not like it at all.

1. those who bitch stare at me and my colleague. this usually happen when they come to the wrong campus and for the wrong courses. i just met one this morning. almost give her a tight slap.

2. those aunties who are super fussy. one freaking piece of form/paper can complain as if the world will end if the forms are not photostatted nicely. o-m-g.

3. those who stareeeeeeeeeee at you and walk away. INTERESTING.

4. those who tell sarcastic jokes and laugh there, alone.

so yeah, these are the few types of human being i don't like to face.

but, in the service line, just fake a smile and everything will be fine.

anyway, this time, my first working life for 1 month plus will be a good experience for myself.

good exposure indeed.

now i know, there are so many different type of people outside there.

everyone is different. everyone has got their very own attitude.

just bare with it. with a bigger heart. with a bigger smile.

everything will be fine. :)

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