428

Not about Bersih. Not gonna talk about the rally. The rally turned out awful. People hurting each other. Enough said.

Anyway, last night was a good night. Simple and nice. With a few friends that I kinda lost contact for years and finally we sat down and joke&talk around. Good. Just good.


See ya! I've got an online quiz tomorrow. xo.

眼泪知道

参与过很多farewell，小六毕业典礼，中学毕业典礼，同学叙别会等等。我可以很肯定地说，我没有流过一滴眼泪。我可以肯定的告诉你，我是带着微笑，开着玩笑离开。但是，今天中午的farewell让我的眼泪流了下来。不是一滴眼泪而是眼泪直流。我没有想过我会流泪，我会哭。从来都没有想过我会有这么一天。哇噻，在台上送上几句鼓励的话时，眼泪忍不住流了下来，真的是在我无法控制我的眼泪。我不懂为什么我会那么感性！旁边参与farewell的朋友们，应该觉得很奇怪为什么我哭吧。经常不去教会的我，和即将离开的她的关系应该不怎么样吧。哭屁啊？但是仔细的想了一会儿，仔细的算了一下，我们认识了有十年。我的妈呀，竟然有十年。十年有多久？其实看起来是很长的时间，但实际上没很久。我从三年级，九岁开始便被我邻居带去这所教会，也是那时候认识了你，芷旋。不可以说我们一起长大，不可以说我们是知己，只能说我们是朋友。现在真的有点遗憾，为什么我去教会的次数是断断续续。若我每个礼拜都有去，每个月我都有去，每年都有去，从不缺席，我想我们应该会是好朋友吧。唉。算了。我记得我在台上说道一句，每次教会有任何活动有你在，我回觉得比较有信心。是的，我会比较有信心，也比较放心，因为那么多年来你是我在教会里比较熟悉的人。也因为这样，有你在我会比较放心。感谢上帝让我遇见你，一个那么乖巧，那么温柔，那么懂事，那么成熟，那么热心的女孩。May god bless you. :)

最后还是那句，学业归学业，真的要懂得处理来自四周围的压力也要独立。

只有眼泪知道我流泪的原因。眼泪知道。

Sweet Nineteenth.

Woke up early today, 6.30am which is a Saturday. Usually, I will sleep for a little longer and later but not for this Saturday. The reason is that I've got a birthday surprise for a good friend. A friend I knew since Form1. Okay, back to the surprise. We all gather at another friend's house in the morning. There are fifteen of us if I am not mistaken. Such a big big gang huh? We combined two gangs or three together to give a big surprise. So, initially the organizers planned to go surprise the birthday girl in a bed room at 8am but some people were a little late so kinda drag a bit of the time but that doesn't matter at all, the surprise was damn successful. Fifteen of us sneaked into her house, thanks to her daddy and then we sneaked into her bedroom. She was still having her very beauty sleep. Lol. Then, we started to sing out loud the birthday song and then, she opened her eyes with a big cheerful smile (laugh). Later on, we all headed to USJ21 for breakfast together.

Can I say it's a productive weekend just because we surprise the birthday girl successfully? :)

Before I sign off, Happy Birthday Yun & all the best in Alvls! xo. :)

曾经

曾经有一位朋友，一位好朋友，一位很好的朋友，我们一起上课 ，一起下课，一起做功课，一起去课外活动，一起玩笑，一起赶project，一起唱歌，一起上厕所等。总之，在学校的时候，我们俩都会在一起，看到她就会看到我，看到我就会看到她。过后，便分班而关系有点儿疏远了。中五过后，我和她更是遥远。唉。

有点难过。真的。我时常在想，什么原因让我们疏远？没答案。
分隔太久太久了。彼此之间的了解越来越少了。彼此之间发生的事情太不同了。
还是， 我们的友谊太薄弱了？

还是，我太专牛角尖了？

谁又会是另一个这样的好朋友？

熄。

啊

太乱了！实在是太乱了！

我的脑袋。

When the lake has crocodiles, life's hard.

I love my blog title. Life's hard. Assignments, essays, syllabus, dreams. All in one. One mistake, all gone. Okay, maybe I am being too pessimist, maybe. I am taking 6 subjects in one time. Craps. I didn't know that when I register. The 6 subjects are, Organic Chemistry, Principle of Science, Introduction of Ethics, Introduction of Biostatistics, Communication in Science and Introduction to Food Science and Nutrition. Every subject has an assignment to be done, something like those I did in SAM. Hectic much? Assignments are still okay, it's free, the informations are all in books and internet. So, it's quite easy and fun to me. What I am worry are the theories. So much of theories, so confusing. Ahhhh. *shivers* Oh wells, the journey has started and I must be stronggggg.

Then let's talk about my classmates. My high school best friend, Kai Yen is with me now, in the same course. Classes are fun with her. Hmm overall, my classmates are still good and friendly. Better than I expected. Some of them are older than me but they are as childish as I am!

That's all about it. My life in Lakeside.

p/s: I dyed my hair maroon red but nobody can see it including me. Sad case.

Recent love.

There are a few singers I love and I hope to see them live once!

1. Jacky Cheung. He is coming to Malaysia this year May 12th. I want to go, obviously. My barbie good friend went last year and she said he was good. Geez, so bloody tempting. So, this year die die also must go. Okay, how I know Jacky Cheung? Hmm probably from my daddy or my uncle friends. Then slowly I fell in love with his songs and his voice. So strong, so stable, so clear. Ahh, just nais. :)

2. Yoga Lin. I knew him from a Taiwan famous singing competition few years ago. That time I was about 15 I guess, my friends and I were damn crazy over him. We even mimic him in class and I always did it well. Haha. Yoga, funny name huh? Anyway, he has his very own style when he is singing. He has a very nice voice too, very soothing. Ever since the competition, ever since he got champion in the competition, I never stop listening to his songs. I even bought his first and second albums but now, I am poor so I stop buying songs albums. I am poor because I failed to save money all the time. Blah, youtube is damn useful these days. :) p/s: I am listening to his latest song on youtube now, right now as I type all these.

3. MAYDAY( 五月天)! 5 in 1 - 5 guys in 1 group! Talented guys, drums & guitars. I like the lead sing the most, Ah Xin. He wrote quite a number of songs for his own group and some other artists. So, can see that he is talented. I only know more about them recently so I don't really know about their earlier songs but they owned nice songs now. They have unique songs. Gonna stick to them more.

Just a random post to kill time in a Saturday night.