奇怪

我喜欢写生活上发生的事情和我想的乱七八糟。

想问一下，你有没有一个跟你很好的朋友忽然之间变成一个陌生人？
或许没那么严重，只是变成半个陌生人，变得他只是你一个很普通的你认识的人。
我有呢。

我曾经有过一个很要好的异性朋友。我们谈得来。我们唱歌。我们去看演唱会。我们废话连篇。我们笑话一蘿蘿。总之，就很好啦。但是，不知道从几时开始，不懂什么原因，不知道为什么，我们不说话了。

我可以在这儿，简简单单带过一切。
但是，过了那么久，我还是会想到底怎么了？
到底怎么了？我觉得很奇怪。很奇怪。

很多年了，我找不到答案。
也没有任何理由再去找答案。
也没有必要再去找答案。
也不需要知道那原因。

因为这一切都是安排好的。
还是，希望他过的好。

Last 2.

It's gonna be the end of Semester One.
Time flies, enough said.

2 more weeks to go.
2 more hectic weeks to go and it's gonna be the MSOT hectic week.

xoxo.

anyeong haseyo!

I don't fancy korean drama especially the recent ones. The main reason why I don't fancy them is that I think that most of the korean drama these days have the same story line. It's all about love and only love? Am not sure but none of it catch my eyes. So, I am kinda outdated in korean drama. So far, I only watched two korean drama FULL. Autumn in my heart and Stairways to heaven.Only these two. I love both of them.

I watched Autumn in my heart when I was in primary school, when I was 8 or 9 I guess. Every evening once I reached home from school, my mom will prepared my dinner and I will eat and watch in the living room watching the drama. It's about two girls exchanged family when they are still a baby, then one day they realized and yeah the story goes on. Then, one of the girl got cancer and passed away in the end. Of crouse, every drama has a evil character, the one of the sister is evil. Geeeez. It's a sad drama anyway. Song Seung Heon and Song Hye Kyo are the main characters. 

Well, Stairways to heaven is like superb famous. Choi Jin Woo and Kwon Sang Woo, perfect! The story line is about the same as Autumn in my heart, it goes around family members and love. I watched this for 4 times. LOL. I am like addicted to Kwon Sang Woo and Choi Jin Woo. Choi Jin Woo has the most innocent look ever even in the 30s. Thumbs up. 

So, these are the two korean dramas I love and both of the dramas are SAD. They make you tear like a baby. :'(

And both of them are damn old. Autumn in my heart is like 10 years ago. HOHO. 

Soundtrack for Autumn in my heart - Prayer. 

Once the music, the piano starts playing, it touched my heart and attracts my ears. 

说谎

简单来说，说谎是说出一些不存在，不曾发生的事情。
你，有说过谎吗？
我个人相信，每个人都有说过谎。

但是，你有没有想过为什么我们会说谎？
说谎就像一个很‘神奇’的技巧，自然而然我们都会用上它。

我想了想，有的人说谎是因为害怕别人会懂那真相，有的人说谎是因为自卑，有的人说谎是个坏习惯，有的人说谎是因为要被看重，有的人说谎是要成为焦点人物，有的人说谎是要安慰自己。我想，这只是一小部分人为什么会撒谎。也也许，这一些都只是借口，只是私心作祟要保护自己而已，也可能是自尊心很强。这一些的借口的理由，是个无底洞。

说谎，要适可而止。
最好是不要说谎，因为当我们编了一个谎言，我们就必须在编另外一个谎言掩盖上一个谎言，这样的循环式，使用无止尽吧。

小领悟

相聚，离别。
相聚，总是快乐，开心。
离别，总是伤心，难过。

家，永远都在。
家，是避风港。
家，一定要回。

家人，永远都是家人。
父母，要时常回家看看他们。

泪水，代表不舍。
泪水，代表歉意。
泪水，代表开心。

人

每个人的眼睛，有不同的看法。
每个人的脑子，有不同的想法。
每个人的嘴巴，有不同的说法。
每个人的耳朵，有不同的讯息。

每个人都不一样。
但是，请不要以你的个人角度，判断一件事。
但是，就算你已有了你的想法，我也没办法。
只因为嘴巴是你的，耳朵是你的，眼睛是你的，脑子也是你的。

我，能改变什么吗？
所以，我，要，需要，一定要，学习接受批评。

Of shoes/heels

It's just another random post. Since I am lazy to do anything related to Uni.

I love shoes.
A short statement. A simple and clear statement.
I have a lot of shoes - flats, heels, sport shoes and sandals.
Some I wear it for most of the dinners; some I seldom wear it.

Every shoe has story:

I bought this 2 years ago from Nose. I wore this once or twice the most. I wore it for my Form 5's Prom Night. Very classy. Very simple. What I love the most about this shoe is the colour. Dreamy light colour. Easy to match with the clothing. 

From Nose warehouse sales. Cost rm30 only. Thanks to my om who found this. Another simple and easy-matching shoe. Hmm, I wore this for quite a number of occasions before but it's not suitable for standing occasion. -_- My leg hurts when I wore this for a college party last year. But still, it's a very nice heels. One of my favorite. 

This one is the BOMB. Only rm15. Bought it from a flea market at Tropicana City Mall last year. 

I wore it during last year's CNY. It's not really comfortable as it is very slant and the front part of the heels is  very thin. Oh wells, I still like it very much. 

Blue, my favorite color but I seldom wear this. I don't know why! It's quite lovely right? I got this from Italy from a stall by the street. It's really cheap, only 6 dollar. Very comfyyyyyy. I am serious. The sole is soft and comfyyyy. I seldom wear though! Geeez, guess the colour is quite difficult to match and I seldom wear striking color shoe. -_-

One of my favorite but it's getting old. The colour is fading too. I bought it myself from Nose's 50% sales. Rm30. I remember clearly because I called my mom to ask for permission. I bought this for the Prefect's Dinner when I was 16, that means 3 years ago. I also remember that, that night during the dinner, a girl wore the same shoe as me but it's in bronze colour. I wanted the color also but they ran out of my size.

And this is my VERY FIRST HIGH HEEL when I was in Form 4. No, it's not from GUCCI. I got this from a boutique around ss15. My mom and a friend choose this. My dad kinda nag me saying that why buy high heels in the age of 16. Hah! It was for Leo Club's event. So yeah. 

Mind my outfit. It is lazy day. 

六月

六月了。时间过得真快。半年过去了。大学生活也开始了三个月也让我明白什么是忙。
前几天，在收音机听到有人说到，大学忙碌的生活是要磨练我们，因为在社会工作也是如此。
这几个星期，都觉得很压力。很多功课要完成。很多要温习。
我讨厌傍晚六点的课。因为我是在半睡半醒的情况下听课。所以，最后收到的资讯似乎是零。
有够讨人厌！也有点伤心。

啊。

I am 19.

At first, I thought that nobody will have extra time to celebrate my 19th birthday. My A-levels friends are all hardcore-ing for their finals. My SAM friends are busy as well. Myself is busy too. Everyone is busy. So I tell myself, it is okay. Celebration can be later, I don't mind. Except the boyf who is still good-hearted asking me where to celebrate my birthday. In the end, we plan to go Loudspeaker together. Yes, only two of us. And he said he wanna sing for me. So, why not? Hah. though it's kinda weird...but oh wells, since I don't have any celebration with the others.

Then on my birthday, after my class, we head on to Loudspeaker @ ss15. We were looking for parking. Then, I saw Yun and some others in the car. Then, I start to suspect something is going on. I ask Zhu Wei...
Me; Why are they here? No need study for finals mehh?
Zhu; *silent for a moment* Finals must always study one meh? cannot come out one ahh? you finals never go out meh?
Me; No...........
Then he looked away from my eye sight.
Me; YAP ZHU WEIIIIIIIIIIIIII...*laugh*
Zhu; WHATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

So yes, I suspect something is going on but didn't expect much until I stepped into Loudspeaker...
Surprisingly, he lead me to a room. Wth, wehaven't ask for a room and we already have a room. So I thought that he booked a room earlier. I was still neutral.

Room 26.
He kinda push me into the room. Then, I saw the Alvls peeps, Kai Hua and my SAM friends - Chalsy, Ser, Reb and Kairou! I was like.....WOOOOOOOOO. Then, more came - Kai Yen, Su Min, Mabel, Phuah, Gina and Phaik. Whao, my frineds are all good actors. No wonder few of them never wish me at 0000am, 22/5.

So, Zhu Wei was the one who planned this together with a few others friends.

I feel bliss. I feel great. I feel happy. I feel love. I feel friendship.
I am glad to have them all. Really.

God blessed me. I have good friends. I have good boyf. I have lovely people around me.

Lastly, thankyou! :)

Also, my uni friends! Su Min who bought the cake! And all the wishes, funny wishes! Thank youuuu!

xo.