我正是家里的大姐，下有妹妹和弟弟。我今年19。算是大人了吧。长大应该是件快乐的事但是，我越是成长，越是不喜欢成长。越是成长，得到的关心，关怀就变的越来越少。大概是大家都觉得我长大了，一切都可以自己处理，自己掌握，自己有分寸。并不是这样。有时候，还是会希望有多一点点的关怀，尤其来自家人。就比如说不久前，我的手脚忽然间出现了许多的红斑点，痒痒地，要去药房买药顺便让药剂师看看。心想，天快黑了，应该有人可以会陪我去。结果，还是一个人去了。我不喜欢麻烦多多。出尔反尔的说要陪我去，免了。我会觉得很烦。或许我不够独立，也很依赖。但是，人不是时常都说little thing counts吗？我只是想要多一丁点的关心和关怀。只是这样。在家里的兄弟姐妹我排行最大，这不代表我不需要和以往一样多的关心关怀。
请允许我发发牢骚。也不要误会我家人对我不好，我只事比较贪心，要的比较多。
Wednesday, August 29, 2012
Tuesday, August 28, 2012
Sunday, August 26, 2012
GC
Hello readers! ( If I still have some of them, haha!) Blog is dead and so are my friends's blog! Please update. Thankiu. :)
So, to make this blog alive. I will blog about Gold Coast, Australia. I went there last Monday night and reached GC in the morning. 8hours of flight is disaster! Especially with AirAsia. The seats are bad and small and the air-cond is damn cold! Geeez. Ok, let's forget about that. It's the cheapest flight if I am not mistaken. So yeah. I went GC for about a week and stayed in Isle of Palm Resort. I would say the place is good, nice scenery. :)
Hmm, would like to share what I like about GC/Australia: -
1. Public toilets
The best public toilets I have seen so far. What i meant in public toilets are those toilets in the theme parks, parks, supermarket and airport. They provide tissue papers which are MORE THAN ENOUGH. The best part for girls, not like LCCT you need to bring your own tissue paper and if you don't have - OPSSY. One more thing, they have enough toilets for everyone, no looooong looooong queue that ALWAYS happened in LCCT. So yes, their public toilets are good! 5 starts rate. Hah!
2. Supermarket
I went 2 supermarkets during the trip - K-mart and Coles. K-mart is good for shopping! K-mart sells a lot of shoes, from flats to high heels, handbags, accessories (something like in Diva), food and many more. The handbags/sling bags are bloooody cheap, one for $8-$19! Freaaaaaky. If I didn't get anything from factory outlet earlier I would grab 5 bags or more in kmart! I got 3 in the end though. Still yay! Coles, so much of food. So much. Too much. And oh, they change their price for food (chips,chocs,nuts,etc) everyday. So if your lucky enough you will get something really cheap like $2 for 5 packets of peanuts which are really nice.
3. Smoke free area
Gonna love this rule! The theme parks or I shall say everywhere I went they got this sign - SMOKE FREE AREA. But I guess is a boo-boo for the smokers. Anyway, they still provide a designated smoking area for the smokers lah.
4. Theme Parks
You buy a bottle of drink and you can refill it for one whole day as long your in the theme park. Don't you think it's damn good? :)
5. The sky is love.
Picutures: -
So, to make this blog alive. I will blog about Gold Coast, Australia. I went there last Monday night and reached GC in the morning. 8hours of flight is disaster! Especially with AirAsia. The seats are bad and small and the air-cond is damn cold! Geeez. Ok, let's forget about that. It's the cheapest flight if I am not mistaken. So yeah. I went GC for about a week and stayed in Isle of Palm Resort. I would say the place is good, nice scenery. :)
Hmm, would like to share what I like about GC/Australia: -
1. Public toilets
The best public toilets I have seen so far. What i meant in public toilets are those toilets in the theme parks, parks, supermarket and airport. They provide tissue papers which are MORE THAN ENOUGH. The best part for girls, not like LCCT you need to bring your own tissue paper and if you don't have - OPSSY. One more thing, they have enough toilets for everyone, no looooong looooong queue that ALWAYS happened in LCCT. So yes, their public toilets are good! 5 starts rate. Hah!
2. Supermarket
I went 2 supermarkets during the trip - K-mart and Coles. K-mart is good for shopping! K-mart sells a lot of shoes, from flats to high heels, handbags, accessories (something like in Diva), food and many more. The handbags/sling bags are bloooody cheap, one for $8-$19! Freaaaaaky. If I didn't get anything from factory outlet earlier I would grab 5 bags or more in kmart! I got 3 in the end though. Still yay! Coles, so much of food. So much. Too much. And oh, they change their price for food (chips,chocs,nuts,etc) everyday. So if your lucky enough you will get something really cheap like $2 for 5 packets of peanuts which are really nice.
3. Smoke free area
Gonna love this rule! The theme parks or I shall say everywhere I went they got this sign - SMOKE FREE AREA. But I guess is a boo-boo for the smokers. Anyway, they still provide a designated smoking area for the smokers lah.
4. Theme Parks
You buy a bottle of drink and you can refill it for one whole day as long your in the theme park. Don't you think it's damn good? :)
5. The sky is love.
Picutures: -
Isle of Palm Resort
Skypoint, Gold Coast
Backyard
Paradise Country, Aussie Farm
Paradise Country, Aussie Farm
Paradise Country, Aussie Farm
The place we went to catch yabby and crabs.
At the border of Gold Coast and New South Wales.
Beautiful place indeed.
Mount Nathan Winery
Now you see the sky. Beautiful isn't it? :)
I haven't edit any pictures oh.
Thursday, August 16, 2012
平静
你显得非常平静。仿佛一切一切发生的并没有影响到你。你依然微笑。你依然玩闹。你还唱了《分手快乐》。就好像一切都无所谓。你说，你习惯了。你说，一路来都是这样相处，现在degrade成朋友也没什么不同。我，无言。可能这是你们的相处方法。也或许是你别无选择了。
也或许我把你想得太脆弱了。
也或许我把你想得太脆弱了。
Tuesday, August 14, 2012
Monday, August 13, 2012
Jet
"Look what you have done..." - Jet
yes, look what you have done to me.
a bag of memories.
but thank you so much.
I learnt to hold back.
Which is a good & bad thing.
yes, look what you have done to me.
a bag of memories.
but thank you so much.
I learnt to hold back.
Which is a good & bad thing.
苦。哭
失恋，真的很苦。
时常听人说，失恋会心痛。
心，真的会痛吗？
会。真的会有一丝丝痛的感觉。
一年多前，体会了那种莫名的痛。
当时，我并没想过我会有那荣幸来体会那种莫名的痛。
分开了不久，心不再痛了，我变成了原来的我，原本疯狂的我。
分开了不久，我有恨他。恨他那么的残忍。恨他那么的干脆。恨他那么的潇洒。
最近，我在放假。我妈叫我整理书房。我照办，因为没事做。
收拾的时候，发现了他送过我的小礼物，是两个可爱的吊饰品。
一瞬间，那么多的回忆涌进脑海。他对我说得每一句话，他做过的每一件事，原本我忘记了的事情，慢慢的浮现在脑海里。又把很多事儿都记起了。
最记得的一个问题： Where is your house ah？
很顺口的我问了一句为什么。
他便告诉我，next time i can drive you around lo。
有点草率的答案。但是，我当时真的满开心的。我说真的，我当时很开心。
记不起来，感情开始变质，对我越来越冷淡。我记不起了。我只记得我当时还抱着一点希望，一切都会过去。我们从没当面说出心里话。从来都没有。。。
一言难尽。只想随便写写。
时常听人说，失恋会心痛。
心，真的会痛吗？
会。真的会有一丝丝痛的感觉。
一年多前，体会了那种莫名的痛。
当时，我并没想过我会有那荣幸来体会那种莫名的痛。
分开了不久，心不再痛了，我变成了原来的我，原本疯狂的我。
分开了不久，我有恨他。恨他那么的残忍。恨他那么的干脆。恨他那么的潇洒。
最近，我在放假。我妈叫我整理书房。我照办，因为没事做。
收拾的时候，发现了他送过我的小礼物，是两个可爱的吊饰品。
一瞬间，那么多的回忆涌进脑海。他对我说得每一句话，他做过的每一件事，原本我忘记了的事情，慢慢的浮现在脑海里。又把很多事儿都记起了。
最记得的一个问题： Where is your house ah？
很顺口的我问了一句为什么。
他便告诉我，next time i can drive you around lo。
有点草率的答案。但是，我当时真的满开心的。我说真的，我当时很开心。
记不起来，感情开始变质，对我越来越冷淡。我记不起了。我只记得我当时还抱着一点希望，一切都会过去。我们从没当面说出心里话。从来都没有。。。
一言难尽。只想随便写写。
Thursday, August 9, 2012
I am...
Perhaps my mom is right, she always say I am not observant, I am a very slow catcher. I always get annoyed when she say that but now I guess I have to admit I am not observant enough and I am slow catcher. Lol. I've got myself a few prove. -_-
1. RM9.50 for mixed rice
This happened few weeks ago in uni. I was having lunch with boyf at the cafeteria. I walked around the cafeteria, don't know what to eat. I spied the stalls one by one. Yes, I always do that because I always don't know what to eat to fill up my starving tummy and yes, the food are always the same, nothing special. So, in the end, I went to a mixed rice stall. The dishes looked good so I chosen 2 dishes - fried tauhu + vegetables and a fried chicken. My boyf loves this stall very much, he said this is one of the best stall in cafeteria and I also think that's true plus it's quite cheap (reasonable). So normally, myself and my boyf take something similar whenever we come here to eat. It cost us RM4.50-RM5.00. Reasonable right? But why not this time? Because I am blur and not observant enough. I took a bigger size of fried chicken which I think it's the same price and the worker there did not tell me that bigger size of fred chicken will cost me more. so yeah, it turned out to be a very expensive mixed rice. probably the most expensive mixed rice I've ever eat!
2. Buy 1 free 1 Chatime
Just a half an hour ago, I went out to buy Chatime. Fyi, my sister asked me to buy for her. She said that the buy 1 free 1 is still on. So, I was quite boring at home and thinking to go book sop to get something and so, I went out. I reached Chatime. I chose Coffee Smoothie for my sis and Mango Smoothie for my bro. Okay...I was still thinking they have buy 1 free 1 so I was still quite happy, thinking that I am getting something worth it. While waiting the girl to punch in my drinks and the total cost I looked around. Then, I saw 1st-14th AUGUST BUY ONE FREE ONE 6PM-8PM. Jeng-jeng-jeng. I am one who do not dare to change my order in the very last minute. So yes, the two drinks cost RM12.80 in the end which I initially thought that I only have to pay RM5.90...........my goodness. I wanna cry. -_-
I've got one more story but i forgotten. I believe there are more than 3. So not proud of it.
Oh god, how can I be more observant? Geeez.
BUT ANYWAY TO THE WORKERS PLEASE BE POLITE AND TELL ME (CONSUMER) ABOUT YOUR TIME FOR BUY 1 FREE 1 AND HOW MUCH IS YOUR BIG FRIED CHICKEN I BELIEVE THERE ARE CUSTOMERS AS BLUR AS I AM. PLEASE. HEHE!
kthxbai. :)
BUT ANYWAY TO THE WORKERS PLEASE BE POLITE AND TELL ME (CONSUMER) ABOUT YOUR TIME FOR BUY 1 FREE 1 AND HOW MUCH IS YOUR BIG FRIED CHICKEN I BELIEVE THERE ARE CUSTOMERS AS BLUR AS I AM. PLEASE. HEHE!
kthxbai. :)
Tuesday, August 7, 2012
Monday, August 6, 2012
Famine 30 - a wake up call
Famine 30 - Hunger No More! 你我童行，饥饿不再！
Yes, after so many years of THINKING and HOPING to join this world wide event/activity, I finally did. This event is held from 4th-5th of August at Taylor's Lakeside Campus by World Vision.
Just in case you don't know what is Famine 30. Famine 30 is a worldwide event/activity where people join and not eating in anything for 30 hours. We are only allow to drink water, plain water. We don't do this for FUN. It's a charity event. The main purpose is to help the poor, malnutrition kids especially.To join this activity, we need to gather rm80 from people (outsider) as a donation to the poor kids and families from the poor country like, Indonesia, Cambodia, Ethiopia and so on. The money we gathered is to get them food and a better life of course! Also, we can adopt kids from the poor country. Fyi, there are 925million of people starving outside there! It is not a small number. Check it out more from World Vision website.
If you think not eating for 30 hours is nothing. You are wrong. 30 hours without food and only survive with water is SUFFERING. Plus, we are doing it for only 30 hours, from the activity I got to know that the kids tend to starve for 3 months when the country is having disaster like lack of food resources. 3 months, THREE FREAKING MONTHS. Just imagine it...3 months with no enough food. Ohmygod isn't? :(
Since I just came back from Famine 30, I can tell you how it feels like living without food for 30 hours. The last four hours when we went Stadium Melawati for countdown was DISASTER. I felt so damn freaking weak. I can't think. I can't open my eyes. I just sleep in the stadium ignoring half f the performances on stage. For the first time, I felt dizzy and I can't stand still. The last 2 hours I know I cannot take it anymore, the tiredness is eating me up. So I asked for sweets from friends. I am lucky enough, Kai Yen brought some sweets along. So, for the first time in life, GINGER SWEET tasted like heaven. I never like ginger sweet, I tried before and I think I gave it to my mom. GINGER SWEET TASTED LIKE HEAVEN. I ate two of them! Yes, I was that weak and I need that so much! Then, half an hour before the 30 hours ends, camp leader gave each of us a Massimo bread (Corn flavor) and Vsoy! Before the they countdown for 10 seconds, I already opened up my bread and start to smell it since I cannot eat first. I smell it with Phaik Yan and shared with my friends. Pathetic much? We were that hungry, I was that hungry! Perhaps not hungry, I don't feel any gruu-gruu-gruu in my stomach, I just feel like eating! Another first time in life, CORN bread tasted like heaven too. I never like corn flavored bread, I swear. I hate it. I hate the smell, I hate the very strong and fake corn smell but not this time, not this time. It tasted like I have reached heaven. My goodness, so damn gooooooood. Even my friends said, this is the best-est bread I have ever ate!
Now I know how it feels like for not eating for 30 hours. I am lucky. Perhaps too lucky till I tend to forget how to appreciate things I have around me. Time to wake up.
Famine 30 is indeed a wake up call for everyone. There are really very very very poor people outside there. They got nothing to eat. The kids have no enough nutrition to live healthily. The parents cannot afford to bring the kids to school. They have to cook and eat mud cookies. They don't have a proper shelter. These are all the scenes we saw on TV and might be thinking they are all fake, just trying to touch people's heart. I thought of that too but not now, not anymore. There are such people in this world, at a corner that we all forgot about them. One of the lady from Ethiopia said, 'Don't forget about us".
"I am not gonna join this next year!" - this is what I said after the activity. I really ought to think thrice before I join next year. Haha! It's not easy okay. There are people took part in this activity for 15 years STRAIGHT. *Salute*
Yes, after so many years of THINKING and HOPING to join this world wide event/activity, I finally did. This event is held from 4th-5th of August at Taylor's Lakeside Campus by World Vision.
Just in case you don't know what is Famine 30. Famine 30 is a worldwide event/activity where people join and not eating in anything for 30 hours. We are only allow to drink water, plain water. We don't do this for FUN. It's a charity event. The main purpose is to help the poor, malnutrition kids especially.To join this activity, we need to gather rm80 from people (outsider) as a donation to the poor kids and families from the poor country like, Indonesia, Cambodia, Ethiopia and so on. The money we gathered is to get them food and a better life of course! Also, we can adopt kids from the poor country. Fyi, there are 925million of people starving outside there! It is not a small number. Check it out more from World Vision website.
If you think not eating for 30 hours is nothing. You are wrong. 30 hours without food and only survive with water is SUFFERING. Plus, we are doing it for only 30 hours, from the activity I got to know that the kids tend to starve for 3 months when the country is having disaster like lack of food resources. 3 months, THREE FREAKING MONTHS. Just imagine it...3 months with no enough food. Ohmygod isn't? :(
Since I just came back from Famine 30, I can tell you how it feels like living without food for 30 hours. The last four hours when we went Stadium Melawati for countdown was DISASTER. I felt so damn freaking weak. I can't think. I can't open my eyes. I just sleep in the stadium ignoring half f the performances on stage. For the first time, I felt dizzy and I can't stand still. The last 2 hours I know I cannot take it anymore, the tiredness is eating me up. So I asked for sweets from friends. I am lucky enough, Kai Yen brought some sweets along. So, for the first time in life, GINGER SWEET tasted like heaven. I never like ginger sweet, I tried before and I think I gave it to my mom. GINGER SWEET TASTED LIKE HEAVEN. I ate two of them! Yes, I was that weak and I need that so much! Then, half an hour before the 30 hours ends, camp leader gave each of us a Massimo bread (Corn flavor) and Vsoy! Before the they countdown for 10 seconds, I already opened up my bread and start to smell it since I cannot eat first. I smell it with Phaik Yan and shared with my friends. Pathetic much? We were that hungry, I was that hungry! Perhaps not hungry, I don't feel any gruu-gruu-gruu in my stomach, I just feel like eating! Another first time in life, CORN bread tasted like heaven too. I never like corn flavored bread, I swear. I hate it. I hate the smell, I hate the very strong and fake corn smell but not this time, not this time. It tasted like I have reached heaven. My goodness, so damn gooooooood. Even my friends said, this is the best-est bread I have ever ate!
Now I know how it feels like for not eating for 30 hours. I am lucky. Perhaps too lucky till I tend to forget how to appreciate things I have around me. Time to wake up.
Famine 30 is indeed a wake up call for everyone. There are really very very very poor people outside there. They got nothing to eat. The kids have no enough nutrition to live healthily. The parents cannot afford to bring the kids to school. They have to cook and eat mud cookies. They don't have a proper shelter. These are all the scenes we saw on TV and might be thinking they are all fake, just trying to touch people's heart. I thought of that too but not now, not anymore. There are such people in this world, at a corner that we all forgot about them. One of the lady from Ethiopia said, 'Don't forget about us".
"I am not gonna join this next year!" - this is what I said after the activity. I really ought to think thrice before I join next year. Haha! It's not easy okay. There are people took part in this activity for 15 years STRAIGHT. *Salute*
We have Wang Lee Hom to join us at the countdown this year. He is also the bomb of the activity too.
The superb crowd in the countdown. 18k of people!
I failed in fasting for 30hours. Only me. My boyf and my friends all go through it! *clap*
Take a break.
I am having a month of break. I am thinking to get myself some part time job, still thinking. Too lazy to move around. So, the first week of break just end. I did quite a lot of outings. In fact, I did not stay at home about about a week. One day after the finals, I went Tjg Sepat and Malacca with friends. Then, the next day I went Famine30.
Skip the two awesome events first.
and let's talk about the Olympic.
Badminton men's single finals. As we all know, everyone in the world who watch the very chi-gek badminton match yesterday, Malaysia lose, Dato' Lee lose to China, Lin Dan. That means Lin Dan got the gold medal and LCW got the silver medal, both for the second time. I don't really watch sports so I don't know much about the rules or any improvement of the player. What I saw on newspaper, twitter and facebook, people do mentioned that LCW bertarung bermati-matian in the match and that's also what I saw from tv. So, I shall say that LCW really did a very good job even he did not got the gold medal. He is still the hero for Malaysians.
Yes, he is still a hero to all Malaysians. Hmm perhaps not all. There are still some brainless people outside there, talking bad about LCW lose in the game. Something like - 'Ohhh noooo, no more Baskin Robin for us!!'. Wtf. Get a life people. If you think it is so easy to win the game, go replace LCW. If you think BR is so important in your life, go work for BR and you can get to eat the ice cream everyday!
Well, this complain is still acceptable. I saw one tweet from a girl saying "OI Chong Wei my grandma very old already ok don't you want her to see you win while she is alive?! You think i will bring the tv to her grave ah" This is WAY TOO MUCH. WAY TOO MUCH. Think about it, what if LCW saw this message. How will he feel? He is already crying in front of so many people. Can't you see the disappointment in his eye? Are you blind or what? Again, if you think it's easy to win the game, go replace and bloody stop complaning. Geez. I guess this tweet pissed a lot people out there. Also, in the same time she is also insulting her OWN grandma and kind of cursing her grandma. Olympic is once in four years. 4 years is not a super duper long time. Time flies.
Girl, think thrice before you tweet and please think maturely! Twitter is not meant for you to critic people in this rude and heartless way. This shows how shallow are you.
kthxbai.
Skip the two awesome events first.
and let's talk about the Olympic.
Badminton men's single finals. As we all know, everyone in the world who watch the very chi-gek badminton match yesterday, Malaysia lose, Dato' Lee lose to China, Lin Dan. That means Lin Dan got the gold medal and LCW got the silver medal, both for the second time. I don't really watch sports so I don't know much about the rules or any improvement of the player. What I saw on newspaper, twitter and facebook, people do mentioned that LCW bertarung bermati-matian in the match and that's also what I saw from tv. So, I shall say that LCW really did a very good job even he did not got the gold medal. He is still the hero for Malaysians.
Yes, he is still a hero to all Malaysians. Hmm perhaps not all. There are still some brainless people outside there, talking bad about LCW lose in the game. Something like - 'Ohhh noooo, no more Baskin Robin for us!!'. Wtf. Get a life people. If you think it is so easy to win the game, go replace LCW. If you think BR is so important in your life, go work for BR and you can get to eat the ice cream everyday!
Well, this complain is still acceptable. I saw one tweet from a girl saying "OI Chong Wei my grandma very old already ok don't you want her to see you win while she is alive?! You think i will bring the tv to her grave ah" This is WAY TOO MUCH. WAY TOO MUCH. Think about it, what if LCW saw this message. How will he feel? He is already crying in front of so many people. Can't you see the disappointment in his eye? Are you blind or what? Again, if you think it's easy to win the game, go replace and bloody stop complaning. Geez. I guess this tweet pissed a lot people out there. Also, in the same time she is also insulting her OWN grandma and kind of cursing her grandma. Olympic is once in four years. 4 years is not a super duper long time. Time flies.
Girl, think thrice before you tweet and please think maturely! Twitter is not meant for you to critic people in this rude and heartless way. This shows how shallow are you.
kthxbai.
Friday, August 3, 2012
FRoad Trip
FRoad Trip = Food + Road Trip. I randomly came out with this word. BoLiao.
Homosapiens: Zhu Wei, Kai Yen, Su Min, Ji Tsong, Lily, Yuit Ying, Siew Ern and myself.
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