Thursday, September 27, 2012

Of friends

"Don't put too much trust on your friends, they might leave you one day..." This is what my boyf always mumble behind my ear and honestly, I hate it very much.

I love friends. I love people. I love the people around me. I do not like people say bad about my friends. I love them. Hence, I think my boyf is green with this. So, he made up all this nonsense. Haha! But somehow it is true...people change and then they leave.

Anyway, the main reason I am writing here again is - I MISS LEE PHAIK YAN.
The breast friend of mine. I met her in secondary school and got close during Form 4. Thanks to Choir Club!  How is she my breast friend? She always poke my boobs and I do back the same thing to her. Other than boobs, we did a lot of stupid-est things in front of our close friends like Zhu Wei, Gina, Phuah Sheng, Wai Kynn and a lot more. We act as if we are a pair of couple hardcore kissing on the train in Genting! We did a lot of crazy things together. I don't know how we get along...it just happen. Like magic. Then, after SPM we went swimming together along with her brother. Then, before the SPM we study together until 4am. Then, we went Broga Hill with a bunch of monkeys and take 100000 of pictures! Ahh. Life. That is life with her.

But ever since I get into college and uni, the distant between us is getting further. I don't get to see her often. Perhaps university is too huge to bang on her. But still, when we meet up we are still good friends. :)
Heee. I miss those days. I really do.

p/s: Zhu, don't get jealous about it! I love you too! :)

Monday, September 24, 2012

旅行去咯!

“下次,我们一起去吧!”

这句话,最近满常说对朋友们说。




Sunday, September 23, 2012

疯婆子

我真的快疯了。脑快爆了! 我需要一些些的改变!我真的需要!








啊。

Thursday, September 20, 2012

小事

1 部落格隔着一段时间了。因为没时间。因为抽不出时间。因为。。。任何理由都可以完成这个句子。其实,有很多想分享。但是,每当来到电脑前什么也打不出来。懊恼啊!

2 最近很迷Instagram。真想把我自己给杀了!呵呵。

3 有些心事很想很想跟好朋友分享(诉苦)。但是,想了想说了出来,不见的有任何的改变,所以就。。。算了。啊,说到这儿,有一个朋友在FB上写了一句很好笑但有很真的一句有没有试过不想讲出心事,因为知道讲了也不会有人明白,讲了也无补于事,讲了也没分别,只会让自己越想越多,越来越苦。。。到最后也是自己吃大便。。。我最喜欢最后那三个字!第一次读到觉得很好笑,现在很适合用在自己的身上,更好笑。生活就是如此无奈。 

4 有时候,我会想到一个陌生的城市。是不是很有感觉?我很三八。有时候,会乱想。但是,总是只有想没行动,因为害怕咯!

5 有时候,我会想到底命运是不是都已经安排好了呢?

6 ”其是女人应该受受保护“ 最近很喜欢这首歌,《保护》。是一个朋友的朋友唱的!不错哦! 

7 我很烦。我很烦。我想大喊!

熄灯。

Monday, September 10, 2012

Tired -

Tired is an easy word. Tired is also a hurtful word.

I am pretty sure every one of us here, we always say that we are tired; we are tired of everything and the tired word goes on and on. It's endless. Hence, I say tired is an easy word. We just say it out. Just do it, like Nike.

But how is it a hurtful word?
I am pretty sure again that we tend to say "I'm tired lah, mi/di" to your parents is not a not-so-nice way. In fact, we did it in a rude way. Maybe not you but I did it when I was in the teenager stage where I start to act weird and act cool which is so not cool. By that time, I never realized every time my mom asked me to do something or my dad ask me to do something, I said "I'm tired lahhh..."continue mumble* in a rude way (in front/at the back) to them. And the other one is...probably my mom asked me what I wanna eat for dinner for tonight. I might replied in a rude and impolite way just because I am tired of my home works and some shitty school problems. Yes, now I see I was rude and I am still sometimes rude (doing the same thing) now. Now I realized. After I eyed this situation and conversation between a girl and her mom. I've got an urge to scold her in her face but then I didn't.

Few weeks ago I was reading a book from a church mate, Sharleen. It says, Teenagers tend to think it is so difficult to cop with the parents but they never know how hard parents try to cop with the teenagers instead. I just roughly type out what the book mentioned. We are selfish, people are selfish, I am selfish, we always think of our self and sometimes only our self.

I suddenly lost my mind and I guess I have to stop here.
Just a reminder to all: Never left your parents behind.
Just a reminder to me: Control the mood. :)

xoxo.

Sunday, September 9, 2012

Second and tough

I just started my second semester of Food Science with Nutrition. Initially, the course was known as Food Science and Nutrition, now they changed it to Food Science WITH Nutrition because there will be more nutrition information for us. Is a nay or yay? Both I will say, is a YAY and a NEY. Yay because we will be more nutritious in a way and Ney...we have more things to learn which means more  information to squeeze into the brain.

Second and tough. That's what my lecturer told us. I am taking 6 subjects included kitchen operation.
Kitchen operation sounds cool when your friends are taking it. It's not so cool when you yourself is taking it. We have to stand for 4hours straight during kitchen class. I was having the briefing in kitchen last Friday and stood for 1hour plus...and I can feel my legs are tired. Try to imagine 4hours, standing on the same spot for 4 hours, no chairs to rest the butt for 4 hours. I go MAMAMIA.

6 sucjects: Biochemistry, Microbiology, English, Introduction to Halal Food, Kitchen Operation and Chemistry.

The other day I was talking with my one and only hansem best Singh friend, he is always destroy people's mood. He told me "With biochemistry and microbiology, you sure die!" Yes, my best friend tell me that. Forever the same and never will change. Thanks, bro.

Oh wells. I can see my upcoming days in Uni will be tough.
crossed fingers.

"So long farewell to you, my friend..."

One by one, they are leaving for studies. 

All the best to them.

I kinda suck is writing these days. 

Sunday, September 2, 2012

am i over it or...not

hi es how have you been  lets be a little cliche how are you my inner child  haha  overall i think i am doing pretty well  though there are ...