A bus driver

So today four of us went to a temple which is 1 hour away from the city and that's the one and only Chinese Buddhist temple in South Australia. So yeah, we have no choice we have to travel all the way there but it do worth the travel cause I saw a very good bus driver. 

There was a lady who can't speak English at all and she got lost and she don't know which stop she is suppose to stop. So, she went up to the bus driver and ask but since she can't speak English at all, all I heard was some mumbling or maybe I was sitting too far away but I guess she was really mumbling because the driver got off from his seat and stop at one of the bus stop and faced us the passengers and ask 'anyone speak Kilkenny language?' And he kept asking the lost lady whether she knows the address or street name she is going to. I see that the lady was kinda struggling then she called up someone and the driver talked to the person over the phone but then the person over the phone don't speak we'll English as well so, both of them took up sometime to figure out where is the exact place.

Then, they finally found out the address I guess. The driver showed the direction of the destination for the lost lady. 

So, it's a good day isn't it? :)

            Zhu Lin Buddhist Temple

Sometimes I wonder why do God put me in this position and this situation that I have to fight with my heart, my feeling, my emotion, my thinking, my action, my tongue almost my everything.

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1. Sleep now, dream will come out; Study now, dream will come true.
2. The pain of study is temporary; the pain of not study is lifelong.
3. You do not lack of time to study, you are lacking of efforts. 
4. Study is one but not the only component of your life, but if you cannot even overcome this single component, what can you overcome?
5. Get up early, grind out hardy, gain on success. 
6. Nobody succeeds easily without complete self-control and strong perseverance.
7. Time pass by. 
8. Stop walking today and you will have to run tomorrow. 
9. People who invest the future are the true realists.
10. No pain, no gain. 

Of studying. The pain of studying.

Oh, finals. 

Am so damn stress. 

I am studying because I have to...

brrrrrr.

Indescribable.

Where can I find such music and voice again?

This is just so damn good.

Replay 8462944803 times.

在一起12年。最后分手收场。

关于一小部分的我 信仰

我越来越觉得这个部落格变成了我的日记。我越来越依赖它，收在橱里的日记有三个月没去碰了。可见人们越来越依赖科技！真不不知道是好是坏。刚刚看了我中学Christian Fellowship举办一年一度的camp，忽然想分享我个人对信仰这回事的想法。

我来自一个没有一个specific的信仰的家庭。我爸爸妈妈都不去膜拜任何一个宗教。他们也不会阻止我信奉哪一个宗教。所以在很小的时候我就有跟信奉基督教的邻居到教堂。那时候还很小，所以去教会只是唱唱歌听听圣经里头的故事，就很简单的几个小时。过后我邻居搬家了，但是如果我想去教堂的话，他们都会来载我。你可能会想为什么我爸妈不送我去；我爸妈就没有想参与这些信奉。过后，我断断续续去了教堂有好几年，也参与了教会组办的camp，也交了几个朋友直到今天我还记得他们，但已经没联络了，也换了两间教会。又过后，我邻居又换了教堂，但是我没有，我就待在我第二间的教堂直到现在，又整整十年了。但是这十年来都是断断续续并不是每逢礼拜都会去。但是在前年，我十八十九岁的时候，我的人生来到了目前我认为是最最最最最低潮的时候，我经常一个人哭，经常看不透想不透很多事情。。。也不知道何来的概念，我就打电话给了一位我在教会里混得比较熟悉的阿姨。我很清楚的记得当时的情况，她一拿起电话说了一声‘喂’，我就哭得无法自我，我根本无法言语，只是很努力得在忍着泪水，而她在另一头很紧张的问‘是谁是谁’。。。过了一会儿，我比较平复了就说了我是谁。我跟她坦白了我的烦恼。我也一直哭个不停。她也不停的安慰我开导我。最后，盖电话之前她当然也为我做了一个祷告。然后，我也平复了很多很多。自从那次最难受的时候，我就比较频密地参与教会的活动，也当上了part－time cameraman。我不知道我是从什么时候开始依靠神的力量来生活。我也不记得什么时候开始我每天晚上睡觉前会来个短短简单的祷告。自从那个低潮，我觉得信仰很重要，信仰让任何一个人的思想比较乐观，信仰让一个人的心理比较成熟，信仰让一个人变得更好，信仰让一个人有较好的理念。

我，是还没洗礼。我，是觉得我还没有资格，不够资格，不够心理准备来完完全全信奉他。
这是我的经历而这个经历让我变得更好。我也希望我会不断的进步。

直到现在，我去了那么多年的教堂，我家里也只有我一个人比较信靠基督，我家里没有任何一个人有想跟 我去。只是有时候我会哄哄我弟弟去教堂玩玩。唉，信仰这东西我是觉得不可以勉强。但是！让我最感动的是在去年，应该是去年，我爸带了我们全家去参观去体验了一间规模满大的天主教。我真的有一种莫名的感动。有但是，我爸就去了教堂那么一次。唉。

这全部都是我的看法，我绝对没有针对任何一个信仰。

the more you know about someone, the closer you get with someone, the more you know them, the more you know the real them and that is the time you take time to accept that is their real personality, everything transparent.

and when you find that you can rely them for a long time, believe yourself and forever believe only in yourself.

i think i am getting nearer to the real world. 

kthxbai.