Of waiting.

I wanted to blog about this for quite sometime ago but I always forget. So yes - WAIT.

Have you been waiting for someone? Not in the sense of waiting someone you love, not gonna talk about something so drama. What I mean is, have you been waiting someone to get ready for a meet up/gathering? and how long have you wait for him/her? and do you like it? 

I hate waiting for people.

I can wait but not more than 30 minutes and I think 30 minutes is my very very maximum limit. I sometimes waited for someone for more than 15 minutes and I start to be moody and frustrated. Its like, come on man, be punctual. Being punctual is one of the most basic thing to do in life. What can you do when you can't even be punctual? Okay, if your late for a reasonable reason that is acceptable but there are people have the mindset like "it's not like I will be the only one who will be late" and some are like "aiyah, it's okay la, wait for a while only". Wah, it's not so okay please. Maybe your boyfriend/parents can wait for you but not everyone. Nobody should wait for anyone for something like a meet up/gathering. And worse case scenario is - when he/she is already late for the gathering, he/she started to make up stupid reasons and start to reason their very reasonable reason and making you feel guilty. Oh geeez please. That is so annoying. Just admit your late when your late and if you don't wanna admit your late, don't be late. It's just that simple. What's wrong to start preparing earlier? 

I do get late once in a while though but I really try to be punctual all the time. I did rather to reach at the spot 10 15 minutes earlier. It's okay to wait than letting people to wait for you. Well, to me at least. Maybe I am paranoid but I don't think so. :) 

老了

有一天我忽然在想，有一天我一定会老，脸上一定会铺满皱纹，双手会颤抖，双脚会不能自由走动等等。那一天的我，会怎样呢？

你有想过那样的你吗？

Am enjoying the last weekend of winter break. 

Time flies. 

Sydney/Melbourne trip is like yesterday. 
Sydney: The combination of Hong Kong, Singapore, Korea, Japan and Kuala Lumpur. Crowded. Crowded. Expensive. 
Melbourne: I prefer Melb. Slightly cheaper than Sydney. Not so crowded. Apparently, Queens Victoria Market is my favourite place in Melb. I can wander around the market for a day I think. :) 

Am not ready for Yr 2 Semester 2. Brr.

Sydney/Melbourne

So yes, I am sort of enjoying the last weekend for my first winter break. LAST WEEKEND. Time flies. My trip to Melbourne and Sydney was like...yesterday? Bah. Time flies. 

So, how's my trip to Sydney & Melbourne with friends? 
I would say, it is a good one! A good experience with people I like. This time we don't have any good map-reader or anyone who has great sense of directions. So yes, we do get lost and we do go for the longer or maybe the longest route ever to reach somewhere which we can just reach within a few minutes. For an example, in Sydney, the train central station is just behind our hotel, we went all the way to musuem station (another train station, which is quite near to our hotel too) to get on a train and stop by at central station and move on to another point. We only found out that the central station is just behind our hotel on the second last day in Sydney. We are just too funny. Anyway, it's good for laughing in the future. :) Other than taking the longest route to reach a point, we lost our way too especially in Sydney! Omg, Sydney is so damnfreakingsuperduper crowded and the roads are soooooo narrow. The narrow roads causes the amount of car to look like 324729584 of cars. Sooooo crowded and one thing I must mention, the amoutn of people smoking in Sydney...too damn a lot. Just take a walk on any busy street you will know what I meant. Good luck. Okay, the people are friendly, just ask anyone that looks like local when you lost your way they are really helpful and they are also helpful in taking pictures! 

Sydney/Melbourne?
I prefer Melbourne! Sydney is too crowded for me but Sydney definitely has the better scenery than Melbourne. Melbourne is just like another city. Sydney is the combination of Korea, Japan, Singapore, Hong Kong and Kuala Lumpur. Melbourne has better food and  slightly cheaper than Sydney. Sydney is really expensive. 

Okay, the best part of the trip is that I am able to visit different cities in Australia with the friends. We lost our way together, we find the way together, we find good food together, we meet up with new people, we meet up with high school friends, we argue over little matter and we get closer! 

失败

本来是应该开开心心充分地过最后两个星期的假期。结果我竟然在第三学期的末考FAIL了一科。结果我需要重考。我真的傻眼了当我看到我的成绩竟然有一个‘F’！不是说我是个优秀生没有不及格过，但是我真的不懂这一次我伤心过度的力量从哪里来。我真的沮丧了两天。

我那么的伤心而且伤心了两天，主要是因为我很他妈的的不甘心。我从来没有想过我有这一天。我从来没有想过我会不及格而且还要重考。即使我在怎么差我也没有想过我会要重考而且还是我最讨厌的一科。我真的很不甘心是因为当我想到我之前的努力就像大便一下子就被冲进了粪池。我不甘心是因为平时在班上不见人影的同学竟然及格了！所以我根本不敢相信我这次真的FAIL了！我的心里不平衡到那种我拼命的去转牛角尖，死命的问自己到底是什么原因我失败了。

不管多么的不甘心，我还是乖乖的温习它。

王菀之 我的心真的受伤了

灯光也暗了　音乐低声了

口中的棉花糖也融化了

窗外阴天了　人是无聊了

我的心开始想你了

电话响起了　你要说话了

还以为你心里对我又想念了

怎么你声音变得冷淡了

是你变了　是你变了

灯光熄灭了　音乐静止了

滴下的眼泪已停不住了

天下起雨了　人是不快乐

我的心真的受伤了

电话响起了　你要说话了

还以为你心里对我又想念了

怎么你声音变得冷淡了

是你变了　是你变了

灯光熄灭了　音乐静止了

滴下的眼泪已停不住了

天下起雨了　人是不快乐

我的心真的受伤了

我的心真的受伤了

即使再不甘心 事实还是 无法改变

Hate this.

I hate this - there are so much of thoughts floating in the mind but whenever I wanna express it out with words...everything is gone. 

Tonight, I am feeling a bit more than usual. 

- I miss Jacky Cheung's concert few years back. He is awesome. 
- I haven't been to Jay Chou's concert. 
- I miss home. 
- I wanna talk to someone who will give me advices, bring me laughters and never feel funny/laughing inside about my questions & problems.
- I wanna edit and show my friends my winterbreak photos but I am lazy. 
- I really don't like to sleep alone. 
- I wannna chill in a cozy cafe. 


Most of all, I am feeling kinda sick now. Too much of drinking water debt to pay from the trip. I didn't drink enough of water for the whole week. ;\

Grown up

Always after a long week of vacation, all I wanna be is at home. My home.

This year, this time after a long week and tiring vacation to Sydney and Melbourne...I'm not going home. Not the home I used to go back after a vacation. 

问题天天多

有时候面对着每天面对的人，面对着每天必须面对的问题，面对着必须面对的。。。有时候真的不懂要怎样保持当初的新鲜感来面对一切一切。

#winterbreak

Away. 

TEA

Hibiscus & Raspberry tea.

Too good until I must post pictures non-stop. 

The pretty tea set is just soooooo pretty....ahhh.

The tea tasted okay, very soothing.

BY BLACKBIRD.

#winterbreak

Day 1 (2/7) - We did nothing much. Just went to the city and have a walk. Made sushi at night and it turned out quite good.

Day 2 (3/7)
Woke up early in the morning like 0730 with Kai Yen and went for a jog with Angela as well at Botanic Garden. Jog huh. We must be making fun on ourselves! Our stamina...we got zero stamina. We jogged for about 10 minutes ONLY and then we start to take pictures around the garden and did some light exercise. Bahh I guess I really have to force myself to get back on running...I should. But the weather is damn freaking cold in the morning. Try to jog under 7 degree celcius. :)
Kitt Mun came over to visit, one of my ex-classmate back in high school. We went for brunch and shopping. :) And she is staying over our place for a night, let's call this a girls session.

I love holidays!

在国外读书，在国外遇到的朋友／新朋友，我们都在经历同样的事情如省钱方法，厨艺，学业，想家还有远距离爱情。我们经历的一样也了解彼此的感受，不用给予太多的解释大家都明白因为我们都在同一条路。。。没什么特别意义但是我有点感慨。

人

当人成长了，人与人之间的互相要求就更加的。。。不可理喻。

还是我无法接受？

FREEDOM

Finally I am done with Semester III. (Not yet I guess, have to wait for the results -.-) The last paper was Biochemistry which is also the most stress out paper to me and my fellow friends! We felt so damn freaking superduper relieve after the paper. Now, I've got nothing but time! Metaphor.

Now, I am finally, officially having my first WINTER BREAK!

Gotta list out what I should do and I have to do and what I must do in this 3 weeks time. I am gonna use my time wisely. Heh.

First, plan the trip to Sydney and Melbourne! WOOOHOO.