I'm lucky

Something I wanna jot down about my twenty-one birthday. Twenty-one birthday seems to be a real thing lol. It means freedom. It means I'm an adult. I guess.

This year's birthday, my friends in Adelaide had a surprise at my place. All thanks to the organizer, Lily. Apparently lily is the one I always 'beh song' but she is the one who plan this surprise. Life's funny, isn't it? Anyway, thank you very much to Lily, Kai Yen and Siew Ern. They always put more effort on occasions like this. Also, other than them, the surprise won't succeed without my other classmates like Iris, Wilson and Eiwon. They were the one who helped out to bake the birthday cake and giving ideas, especially Iris lol. She seems to be an idea provider. Ok, I am not being bias or what, I won't in fact! Everyone contributed in the surprise. To avoid any misunderstanding, I wanna thank Cher, Jiaxin, Melvin, Mindy, Karman, Ah Fui, Lien and that's all! I hope I didn't missed out anyone! 

Last year's surprise was quite fail but this year's surprise is a success I shall say lol. I didn't expect them to come over to my place and give me a surprise and also throwing a small party because my birthday falls on the mid week of semester...mid week semester is just hectic, it's a week of submissions of assignments sort of week. So I really appreciate what they had done. Truly appreciate. 

This year's birthday in Adelaide is also memorable because my good girlfriends were here, Sumin and Mabel. They came to visit us and travel around Adelaide...so I'm just lucky! I am glad that we celebrated my 21st together. 

Not to forget, I got a lot presents. I love presents. Who doesn't?!?! I even got a present all the way from Sydney! Hehe. That was a little surprise for me tooooooo. <3 also a birthday card from Sydney and Malaysia lolol.

Lastly, THANK YOU AGAIN. 

每個人都不一樣

我們雖然身處在同一個環境面對同樣的難題與困擾 但是我們都選了不一樣的道路 你選了以自我中心為主 你選擇了我幫你是理所當然因為我沒有出聲 而我選擇了以大眾為主 你也不以為然 

請問我還能怎樣 我需要怎樣 

接下来的两个礼拜都会很忙很忙很忙 

Fate

this song always brings back memories of us;

but that was before. 

Memories fade.

My birthday day just end. I'm officially 21. 

Random 49262

I give up listening to lecture hence I am here. 

Let's do this...

Sometimes I feel like I try very hard to be friend to someone. Someone who is already my friend but I tend to put more effort to get us to get closer. I tend to do so. Somehow now, I feel I am doing too much coz somehow there's no positive result. And that feeling suck! 

That feeling suck yet I didn't stop putting more effort. I try again. 

I think I am getting sick of myself for being like this but I really would like to keep this relationship between us...maybe I could, deep down my heart. 

What say you? Have your counter such situation? 

At times, we try too hard to achieve something.


Somethings are not belong to us...

17052014 Saturday

A night to remember. I am beyond thankful. I am filled with love.

I wanna show my appreciation. Soon. Still thinking what should I do.

Update soon. Busy week ahead but I will survive!

Life

I guess I'm in the situation where I can only choose one category from a few: study, work and friends. 

Priorities? How easy is it to decide? It's never easy. Priorities doesn't seems to balance what I want. Hmm I guess we can never balance everything in life, something can stay but something have to go. 

当一个充满欢笑声的聚会结束过后那空虚感吗？那空虚感真的很难受。就好像整间屋子本来很热闹很多人突然间只剩下你一个人。本来很开心，一瞬间变得空虚。

人很矛盾，我很矛盾，我喜欢时不时来个小聚会，见见老朋友谈谈笑笑等，但是我不喜欢聚会结束后每个人在很短的时间内又离开了又回到自己岗位。

Do the right thing on the right time. 

of friends

the girls are here. i'm sure that we all had a lot of fun even though they have only been here for two days. we were talking about the future, every girl's talk includes that topic lol. so, we were talking about the future when we have kids, working and marriage life and other more factors. one thing that i am worry or we are worry about is that our friendship will not work till the end of the world. human are realistic. the future is realistic. the society is realistic. everyone needs something to live and survive, and that thing is money. i am pretty worry that in the future we might get into a fight because of money. hmm. i am a worry-whore? anyway i really hope that our friendship last till the end of world.

xo.

Sometimes I wonder why should I be so soft-hearted to those who I care and I think they care for me when they don't really care about me? Why can't I be selfish? Why can't I be as selfish as they are? Why should I be good? Why should I give something to them? Why should I share something good with them? 

Why?

Sometimes I wonder. 

Sometimes I hope all the good deeds I've done will be me some good luck. 

Hello, May

I just teared off my little pinky's skin coz I was squeezing my clothes in a fast motion (aggressively).

May, the month I was born. May, my favorite month ever since I can start to think lol. May, number 5 has always been my favourite number too.

This year's May will be a super hectic month. I don't even know when and where should I celebrate my birthday. My 21st birthday. I got my pressie from my family before I fly back to Adelaide. My mom bought me a necklace with a key pendant. :)

Back to the topic. This year's May is going to be hectic hectic hectic! So much of work, so little time. Presentations, reports, tests and practicals. Omg. Wish me luck! 

I am not a big fan of my new subject, intensive subject - Biotechnology Wine and Food. 

I just got back from Melbourne anyway!

And I am looking for a part time job...