勇

如果說我和一個好朋友喜歡上同一個男生 我會選擇離開 我會退出 我會當作沒一回事 

不說好朋友 只要我認識的 只要交情不錯我都會退出 

無論如何我會提醒自己要退出那場可能會爆發的爭議

所以 我並不是很勇 

Final Year

The last semester of my course is commencing next Monday. Time flies. I am gonna be a fresh man in society by next year if I manage to pass every subject lol. Let's hope for the best!

I am back from my 4 days 3 nights road trip to Robe and Yorke Peninsula. 

The first night we spent in Robe then get back to city for a night and continue our journey to Yorke Peninsula for a night. Robe is at the south and Yorke is at the north of South Australia, so basically we made a small round around South Australia, which is good coz this is my final year here. Who knows what and how is it gonna be next year, whether I am able to stay here or not? The future is too far to see. So yeah, this road trip to Robe and Yorke has been great! A huge huge thanks to Chock, Won's brother, our brother as well as driver. 

I personally think that these two places are worth to pay a visit even thought the journey took up about 5 hours for each place coz the sceneries are breathtaking, especially Yorke Peninsula. I even opened up an album in Facebook and jot down the places I went, as a memory. So, facebook better not bankrupt lol. Too many memories in fb. 

Anyway, long story short, we had a great time! Great time spent with Iris, Wilson, Won and my three girls as well as Chock! Great winter break and also my busiest winter break, very very occupied. 

In fact, I didn't really spare time for myself but that's okay I think. I will have plenty time for myself when I get old lol. 

Also, I am glad that Kim came to ADL too but too bad I only manage to spend a day with her in the city. That's good enough, better than nothing but of course I wish that I am able to spend more time with her. Hmm next trip maybe. :) 

Seeking for a reason to hold on.

We seek for reasons to get along,
we seek no reason to forget about getting along, 
we are so fragile, 
trust is so fragile. 

The heart and mouth are not following the mind, 
they are fragile. 

We are fragile,
but trying to put things back together again. 

respect

This might be a bit rude but I don't care.

So I was talking to a boy one day. I don't know how and where he started talking about boy girl relationship thing so he went on and on I just listened and replied a little coz I think everything he said is just a piece of big fat smelly shits.

So what he said?

"You know what if you stay in townhouse nobody will monitor you, who you bring back home or bring to your room, a boy or a girl. You have full freedom, no one cares."

"You see your living in an apartment with your friends, they are monitoring you. You got no freedom."

Hmm okay. I wasn't sure how should I reply him so I just smile a bit and say no...it's not like that. In fact, I don't need such freedom. Thankyou.

That conversation was still okay but I don't like the way he talked la obviously. I don't think there is a need to show off that you have full freedom and I don't. Well, in fact, I have freedom too but  I didn't bother to explain more to him coz I know it will be such a big waste talking to someone like that.

Then, a friend of him came over. To be honest, that fella doesn't look good, not even close to handsome, I think he is yongsui (ugly). Ok lah both of them also yongsui. Then, they started talking about what happened last night in a club, I think.

"Whao you had fun right last night! Kissing a girl in the club like damn hot. Why didn't you bring her back and bang her?"

His friend just smiled at him. Looks kinda proud.

Okayyyyy I think that is too much.

Then this fella repeated that to me again. I don't think I have to reply to such stupid thing so I just give him a fake smile and hoping to go off as soon as possible. Then, as soon as possible, before he go further on his freedom theory and banging a girl theory, I left.

I feel damn disgusted talking to such person. Ok, maybe I am a bit conservative you might think. Ok, let me be; but I don't think I am conservative. What I thought about when he said was super duper childish and he is currently in a very professional course. Such a shame, such a joke! What you said doesn't put you under the professional category, to be honest. It's not like I am conservative, it's the way you talked...so damn shallow please.

I just wanna say, I really hope that before he learn anything else, please learn how to think before he starts talking.

sometimes I get really really angry on something done by someone i am so close with that i cannot just yell at them i can only keep quiet and ignore because ignorance is bliss but holy shit i just cannot control my eq sometimes most of times i dont give a fuck i just show them i dont like the way you do things whatever man i really dont give a flying fuck

oh flying fuck something i learnt today lol not a good thing though but i dont give a damn

kthxbai

Of love

Hmm.

The bond between zhuwei and I seems to be stronger compared to last year lol. I am very glad that we made it through the one year of long distant relationship (Malaysia - Australia). All the arguments, all the miscommunications, all the tears and shoutings...are all worth it lol. Now we are still in a long distant relationship but nearer lol, at least the same country.

I think zhuwei really know me but not really the other way round hah. I am the more careless one at times or most of the time? haha he will know.

Ok I am no good in writing mushy stuffs but he will know what I wanna say, I hope. Let's hope for the best for both of us.

xo.

hello

It's funny how I used to update my blog more during busy time like exam period but not updating more frequent when I am having a long break lol.

I've been quite busy since the first day of winter break. Zhu Wei came to Adelaide once I finish my finals, for nine days. I only realize nine days here with me is too short after he left lol but oh wells, better than nothing.

In fact, I've got quite a lot of visitors this month. First, le boyfriend, then Olivia, then mummy, then Kim! Looking forward to meet all of them! Hopefully all the meet ups will be good and fun.

This winter break is really gonna be fun! Keep me busy and more road trips please!