WTF DECEMBER?!

Sigh. 

It's going to be a tough month. 

It's all about decisions. 

It's about the money money money. 

It's about life life life. 

Anyway, I just touched down from Tasmania. 

Tasmania was great. 

The people I went with was great - my boyfriend and Yue Gin. 

We went sooooooo many hikings that I felt like I have walked the amount for December. 

Yes, that much. 

But it was alllll good. 

Thank you to zhuwei for planning this trip and also Yue Gin. 

The sceneries was soooo good. The water so clear. The sky so blue. The air so fresh. Eveyrthing was just so fine. 

I really enjoyed myself despite zhuwei and I had some fight and argument in between the trip lol. 

Alright, back to reality. 

Need to work my ass off. 

Wish me luck. Wish me luck. 

PHHHHOTOS

My new place - I love this a lot...somehow. 

It makes me feel...sad somehow. 

and also quiet. 

Meet my buddy here - Angela. 

The most....ridiculous girl ever lol. 

#throwback to October - My very first working experience in a food company. 

This is  me taking my last selfie in the food company before I left. 

Masak-masak day with boyfie during his study week -.-

BONDI BEACH 

View from the balcony of my place.

This view makes me thought of Adelaide, so much. 

I used to get to see sunset from the balcony outside my room then. 

Our weekend meet up - looking damn sleepy but still must meet lol.

So much love lol.

short update

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It's zw&me day! Too lazy to count how many months we have been together lol but I am glad we are still together! 

Since it's our special day even though he usually give no shit but secretly still care a lot (lol, that's what I think), I decided to make a lunchbox for him and bring it to the city for him after his first exam paper. It's something very simple and require not much cooking skill - Japanese Curry lol. It only requires chopping skills and...nothing else. And since Japanese curry is not as healthy, I added my favourite broccoli to add nutritional value! Heh. I wanted to take a photo of the lunchbox but obviously I didn't get to take one. 

To many more months of loveeeee! 

It's basically a happy day. 

I found a diary on the train and emailed the owner and yes, she is getting her diary back! 

She thanked me for my kindness. Heh. 

I thank my kepoh-ness. Zw always say I am very kepohchi...sometimes I am but I think I am helpful lol. 

At first, I was hesitating should I touch the diary or not coz nowadays a lot scary news like do not touch any baggage that appears out of no where and etc. Then I text zw, asking him should I touch the diary just in case I get into trouble. Ok la, I got 'approval' so I flip through the diary and found the only way to contact the owner, which is her email address. I quickly email her using my phone and she only replied me after sometime, so I left the diary to the station manager where I live. 

She replied me saying that she was so worry about not getting her diary back and thank me for picking it up for her. :) 

I glad I picked the diary up and not just left it on the train. 

And I hope I am able to help more people without any hesitation! 

I also hope that scary society news can cut down to help me on helping on others more lol. 

So you see, it's a happy day. Helping people is kinda happy. 

Then in the afternoon, I received a call from a recruitment centre that I always wanted to spotted by them! I was so happy, to be very honest. 

I was told to attend an interview with them on my background and the role they are going to offer me. 

I was so happy, I called zhuwei, my mom and dad. 

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I attended the interview. 

And I was super nervous, I don't know why. 

I was blank. 

I kinda screwed up the whole interview. 

I am sad. 

I am so sad. 

I wish I did better! 

I hope I don't screw up...

I hope they take me. 

Ahhhh..

I shall keep positive! 

FIGHTING. 

I am glad that the man interviewed me was good enough to advice me and told me to be more confident  and utilize my experiences. 

Thank you, Ivan. 

I hope he will take me for that position. 

What a day! 

Comfort food - Shin Ramyun 

memories are annoying III

hola November. *gasp*

So let's do a positive post! 

I spent some time reading the book that I have left on my desk quite a while ago due to the house moving and tiring working days. 

I thank myself for taking some time out to read instead of refreshing facebook and instragram again and again... 

Books are indeed important in life. 

I don't read a lot, I have to admit. 

I only read books and buy books that really really attract me. 

And I usually read books that are closely related to life coz I wanna learn how to live a life and how to enjoy life and how to face shits lol. 

Anyway, long story short. 

After the two precious posts, two annoying posts, two emo posts;

I am gonna do something positive on this post. 

‘时间，就该挥霍在值得的人事物上。’

‘唯有你，才是自己的绊脚石。’ 

‘只要放下了，没有什么人，什么事能够再束缚你。’

‘宽心，是一种不强求鱼随缘的态度。当事情不如预期的发展，请不要太在意，更不要为此而烦恼。你的在意与烦恼改变不了任何事，却既有可能改变了你的生活。心乱了，生活节奏也会乱，然后一切事情就会乱成一团。’

‘很多的不愉快，都是自己过不去， 只要自己过的去，不快乐就容易跨过了。

谢谢 阿飞。

谢谢你的文字。 

Thank you Afei. 

This takes time to digest. 

I read, I think, I don't digest immediately but I am trying to digest it and plant it into my mind and heart so I remember them all the time. 
I guess I will take up some time to really digest this coz it has been happening constantly. *roll eyes x100* 

So lastly, I decided not to think or care stuffs I wrote in the two previous posts. 
It's not like I don't contact you but I still care...
It's more like I will only take further action (care) after I (kinda) digest them.
Coz I will only say very very bad stuffs right into their face when I am still annoyed and I hate it when I do that so might as well just keep a distant for now.

Life is all about learning and I am learning to live a life. 
SOUND VERY PRO LEHHHH LOL.