I die die also wanna post something coz I am having a long break.
My parents ask me soooo many times whether I am going back home for CNY or not.
I gave them the same damn answer from the first time they ask me the question.
The answer is "I am not sure leh...let's see how la later"
They ask me so many times. I answer them so many times.
I feel so guilty.
It's not that I don't wanna go home.
It's that...it's not the time yet?
It's not the time yet because I haven't found a full time job.
Why God no gimme a full time job??!! *cryyy*
But I still believe that good things are going to happen!
Yes! Good things will happen in the new year!
I've gone through so much I believe I can wait for a little while more!
Can you feel my enthusiastic lol?
I wanna thank one recruitment agent I met not long ago.
He told me to be confident with my experiences I had.
Maybe it sounds nothing for you but it is something for me.
He is very straightforward to me, which is good.
Ok la...not only him.
Zhuwei actually told me to be confident too. He always say that I am not confident enough.
Hmmm ok la....zhuwei also very good lol.
Ok la...about zhuwei...
We had so many fights this year, so many big fights that almost lead to break up.
But I am glad we are still together and facing shits together.
Future is still too far to see I will say.
Where will we be in the future? No one knows.
But I hope that we will be better for each other.
There are times that I wanna let go but in the end I didn't.
I am glad I didn't end this up. Well, shits happen...
I learn so much of him this year. He is so much more hot tempered than me oh god.
Hopefully we are able to go through all the shits ahead of us! Woohoo lol.
I guess that's all for now.
I am craving for thai food but zw is not around...ugh.
Another thing I wanna mention is that my college mates are still ze best.
We chat in whatsapp last night and it felt the same three year ago...
I mean the bond between us.
We haven't gather around for quite some time, say like 1 year or more?
But the bond is still there and it's amazingggg.
We are still so lame so crazy so funny and so cute.
I hope the day we meet up we will be as close as 3 years ago, as funny as 3 years ago, as crazy as 3 years ago and may our bond be that strong for the rest of our life.
We do crap a lot but between the conversation we advise each other, we encourage each other and it felt like we are there for each other.
It's just like you know they will be there lol.
Not like some friend that I came across are just so...indescribable.
Not contacting each other means care of you that kind of friend.
Biggest bullshit of the year.
I really don't know how to face such people lo.
Do you think I should agree with that shit?!
I know you busy, I also busy, we all busy but some of us still give time to talk to people and THAT IS CARE OKAYYY?! GET IT?!
Don't tell me you are busy and you don't have time to talk - this kind of bullshit preaseee.
I cannot lo ok.
Seems like I have not get over this bullshit of the year that happened few months back yet.
Super bullshit.
I am so angry - of myself.
I am so angry coz I don't know why I still give shit on that bullshit.
Obviously because I care.
认真就输了。
Best quote of the year.
Walao really, everytime I thought of that bullshit I am still very angry.
How can someone so dearly to me BEFORE said this kind of shit right into my face.
Super dulan. Super cannot understand.
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Walao really, everytime I thought of that bullshit I am still very angry.
How can someone so dearly to me BEFORE said this kind of shit right into my face.
Super dulan. Super cannot understand.
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Anyway........
let's countdown to the new year - 2016.
Let's hope for a better year with better people and more good things to happen!
Let's hope for a better year with better people and more good things to happen!
