Hello 2017!!
& goodbye 2016 for good.
I have been trying (quite hard)) to think back what had happened throughout the year in twenty-sixteen.
I know it wasn't easy at all in terms of work, life, friends and family.
Working life aka adult life - it's not that fun lah.
but I will not say it is not fun lol. It's just that I have so much to learn...?
Ugh I don't know. I miss uni days haha coz all I need to do is just study and have fun.
Ughh but again, I have fun too in working life. Had fun meeting new people, had fun working with different people, had fun learning new things everyday, had fun dealing with shits and etc.
It's very...ermm...occupied. But again, work life balance is important too and I kinda struggle a bit. I tend to bring home my stress at work. Ok, so this is my resolution for this year - do not bring back home work stress, yep, yep, yep!
Life - I moved into a new small house with zhuwei and siew ern.
so yes, I am living with my boyf. I always wanted to only live with him once we ROM/married but haha things changed lah. I mean like...think for my parents/his parents, I don't think they would be super happy OR 100% agree to let us stay together before marriage coz they conservative coz they old-school ma, I am conservative too lah but I mean like...it's ok? Living together comes with good and bad - and for now, I would say so far so good, getting used to it. Of coz we fight, of coz we argue, but we are alright lol. I come to think - what if we are not living together...how will things be? We are living together, we are closer than ever, we are getting used to waking up beside each other...is there still love or we are just used to it? hmm lol think too much? But I am glad that we are good now and I hope we will work things out this year with more lvoe and lesser argument and yelling! With the boyf at home, of coz I will spend most of the time with him and somehow neglected my housemate and of coz like that my housemate sometimes no happy but ok la we work it out and I also try to remind myself don't somehow neglect her but somehow shits still happen la sometimes but zhuwei also quite smart one, to avoid all arguments/bitch faces at home I know he tried to fulfill everyone at home lol sounds wrong but yeh I can see that he put a lot effort to maintain the harmony at home. so yeh..woohoo.
Friends - people comes and goes.
Those whom we lost contact what can I do? I can't do much.
But glad that those who stayed along the way and they are the precious ones.
But I am hoping to meet more new people in 2017!
Also - I see my friends struggling to find a job - tomorrow will always be a better day and do not give up ok.
Oh - and also I have to admit that I was quite bad in replying messages at one period due to the pressure I got from work. I apologize. Sincerely apologize.
Family - I only see them once a year goddamnit.
My sister is so into the pageant stuffs and my parents are old-school and I am trying to not be old-school and accept the fact that she likes it and it is not harmful lol and at the same time trying to calm my parents down and also telling htem it is okay to let her try and don't be annoyed lol. It's tough guys. In the same time I have to manage myself, my parents and my sister...kaiwanxiao. I try not to care so much but I can't lah, my family wor. Every shit also need to get involve a bit coz I am already so far if I don't get involve I will feel left out lol. So yeah, it is what it is. Everyone has their own interest we can't stop them from liking what they like it's impossible. Respect is what we should do. Sometimes I feel sorry for my sis coz she will be the 'eldest' at home when I am not and automatically the eldest tend to get the blame first on everything well asian family mah. So yeah...I am glad that I talk more to my sister now and vise versa compared to few years back where we seem like we hate each other lol or at least I always felt like she hates me haha. (Hello sister ily if you ever read this). I hope she is happy. I hope she is doing fine in life, in studies, in relationship and at home. I hope that our bond gets stronger in the future - I hope everyone of us at home will stay as close as now and forever.
My brother is still alright i guess - he is stying in hostel starting from last year. So I really didn't talk much to him. I hope he is alright. I know he is tall now and I hope he grows taller coz I think he hits his puberty too damn early lol! I hope he grow up as a gentleman. Yep..I sound like an old aunty fml.
My daddy my mummy - I only hope that they are happy everyday and healthy forever and my dad please don't forget about me coz he always say that he is inherited with the Alzheimer disease genes coz my grandma had it when she was really young!! god bless my dad please.
Quick run throughout the year 2016.
Thank you to everyone who has been my side all year round. Thank you to myself for staying strong lol.
xx
