till today
whenever i thought of Edward
my nose gets irritated immediately
then my eyes start to get wet
i wonder how much pain he was experiencing
but i believe he must be in so much pain
that he could not take in anymore
but i still wish he is still around
but i still wish that i could see him again
but there is no but
2020 is about to come to an end now
i have always been looking forward to 2020
but i wish we could all restart 2020
just to get things right
just to spread enough love to people we love
just, just
