Long story short - A senior of mine told me to have faith and he had faith on me. He had faith on me when i was in the Prefect Probation few years ago. However, I quit the probation after the interview. Hah. So I got no idea whether I passed or failed in the probation. It's no longer important. The reason I joined probation - I wanna try something new and fresh in high school. So I dragged a friend to join with me. She stayed and I left. The reason I quit probation - I don't like the lifestyle of prefect. Duty during break time and have break time after break time. Anyway, during the probation I got to know a few new friends but we lost contact or became hi-bye friend. This is the cycle, we all know that. During the probation, I didn't do my duty well, I admit. Now. The thing I remember I did during duty was singing Hot and Cold by Katy Perry with few of the probate. Haha. That's why some seniors don't like me and give the kind of STARE.
Back to faith; he told me that he has got faith on me to pass my probation but I guess I gave him a shock after all. so yeah. I broke his faith on me. I don't have faith on myself either.
Faith is believe, to me. Faith, something easy to say, you can say it anytime and you can say it as many times as possible, you can just let the word come out from your mouth but it is really hard to have faith on ourselves and the people around us.
Though I lost contact with him now but yeah, the words are still in my mind.
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