Hello, 2013.

Some flashback in Year 2012, about myself and family and people around.

- Started Degree in Taylor's University major in Food Science with Nutrition during March.
- Ended Semester 1 during June and passed every module. This is joy.
- Started Semester 2 during July/August and started to know the meaning of 'suffer'.
- Got to know Biochemistry is such a pain in the ass and starting to hate my lecturers and the body system.
- Went for a FRoad (Food + Road) Trip to Tanjung Sepat and Malacca during semester break with Kai Yen, Su Min, Yuit, Siew Ern, Lily, Tsong and Mr Zhu! I am looking forward to more of this kind of road trip, free and easy.
- Daddy got diagnosed with Dengue during February or March, can't remember. Stayed in hospital for few days. I was so worried. Worried like shit.
- I got back to church. Now, I call it the house of joy and love. I found and feel love in the house. I love how it rolls. I got to join and involve in quite a number of activities held in church. Mostly as a photographer.
- Boyfriend surprised me with all my close friends in Loudspeaker during my birthday. Loves.
- Sent off a friend to India and farewell a friend to Johor. Both taking medicine course. I have doctors friends.

there are more of course, i just can't remember now. 


Today is my dad's birthday. Today is also my Biochemistry paper. It's a hate-love day. I hate it because I think I screwed up the paper and I am afraid I will fail and I will then fail the whole module and then my dream to the gate of Australia is broken to many pieces and it feels like a pile of shit straight throw into my face and I just found the best description to describe my feeling now. Then, I went to celebrate dad's birthday at Chilis. Food are good. Daddy mummy sister brother are good. Brother is noisy today. I guess it's because today's his first day of morning session class so he is kind of hyper since morning 6am. I told my dad how shitty it was my paper and I sighed x500 and dad told me "you 'haih' also no use". Ahh- 'What is done, is done." Also, I think dad looks much more happy than the birthdays he had before. I guess he is getting old. You know, when people start to get old they start to appreciate little things like celebration. Heh. Love my dad! :) 


Goodnight.