Before I fly here, I told myself not to cry. You know, when people are leaving for studies, then the friends and family with definitely cry. I do not want to cry. I told myself not to cry and I keep it in mind.
On the day I fly, my family, my grandma, my grandpa, my boyfriend, my uncles and aunties and cousins and a few secondary and uni mates came to say a goodbye to me and friends. My second aunt actually hugged me very tight. Hmm, 她看着我长大叻。So yeah, we were quite close. Then, my grandma hugged me too and she cried and I ALMOST CRY but I control myself. My boyfriend hugged me......ahhh.
Apparently, my daddy and my mummy never hug me! Hahahaha! I guess they were TOO SCARED to hug me. My mum is one tough mother, I don't know why she NEVER cry, so very the steady! Kai Yen's mum cried and Siew Ern's mum cried but my mom's eyes are not even red. BUT, when I was about to check in, going down the escalator to the custom check, I saw my mom from upstairs swinging her hand very hard to say goodbye to me. I don't know whether should I laugh or cry. Then, my dad, he is tough as usual. No tears but keep advising me to study hard, study hard and study hard. Yes, I will. Then, my boyf, he was about to cry too when reminding me what to do once I reached Australia and some advises (He is always that fatherly) but I told him not to cry. Because if someone starts to cry, I will start crying and everyone will cry. So yeah, better not cry at the first place.
Yes, I told myself not to cry but when I was about to take the escalator down to the custom check I cried. The tears flow down from my eyes and I don't know how and why and the tears keep falling from my eyes. Lol. That was the moment my friends and I cried like big babies. Then we looked at each other and we started to laugh at each other. Hah! So memorable.
I thought I will not cry but I cried.
I never know leaving will be THAT sad.
Will definitely meet up with you guys soon! xo.
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