Reminder:

1. Physiology Research Project discussion and carry out experiments. - 4 hours.
2. Presentation on my journal. (I am really worry about this.)
3. Listen to lectures and study for an upcoming exam in Physiology.
4. Assignment II to be done for Food Chemistry.
5. Do past year paper (physiology).
6. Go jogging after tuesday.

Ahh.

Share only lah!

1  今天在巴士上看见了一位许久没碰见的老伯。看上去今天的他显得特别疲惫及憔悴但是身上依然打扮的得体。这一位老伯每一次我看见他都是一个人，我不曾看见他身边有人陪伴。有一次在巴士上不小心把饭盒给弄跌了，刚好掉在老伯的座位下，他慢慢的弯下腰把饭盒给拾起来，我也客气的说了一声thank you。还有一次我和朋友经过一条比较安静的街道看见老伯一个人坐在树下的一个板凳上。有时候我会很好奇，怎么老伯总是一个人独来独往，怎么他的家人可以让一位年迈的老人自己上街去呢，他们不会担心吗？年级那么大，弯弯的身躯，疲惫的脸，缓慢的动作。。。在读着这一段的你可以想象到我形容的这为老人吗？是否和我有同样的想法？

2  除了老伯，今天在巴士上也让我看见了一个很吵很吵的小朋友。虽然长得很可爱，但是如果我是他的监护人，他就惨了。哈哈。这个小孩子就一直闹不时就喊叫。小孩坐在爸爸的大腿上，很粗鲁的在翻着一本大人杂志，边翻边吵闹，爸爸忙着叫他安静一些些但是小孩时而听时而不听继续作乱；妈妈只顾着在一旁专心的看杂志。过后，小孩爬到妈妈的身后，在妈妈的背后扭曲不定，结果妈妈抛出了一句 “what the hell”。。。然后小孩被爸爸抱回去了。我妈妈不曾对我和弟妹动用过粗口。嗯，可能真的是外国的风俗和我们比较保守的亚洲人有些不同。

回家路上 － 30/8/2013

懒

最近，一点点儿的推动力都没有。我是多么的懒惰，多么地懒散，多么的散漫，多么地无聊，多么地怠慢！我不喜欢这样的日子也不喜欢这样的自己但是我真的没有感受到任何一丁点的推动力！啊啊啊啊啊。救命啊！

Recently.

1. Winter is coming to an end.

2. Had Kai Yen's 20th birthday party at home. GLad that she enjoyed it and so do our friends! 

3. Assignments...

4. Baked cake batik. Not exactly bake, I made cuz I don't bake the cake.

5. Joined a lantern-making activity where we volunteer to help making latern for the OzAsia Festival in September. 

6. Miss home. 

7. Wish that someday a DSLR will fall into my hand from sky. Lol.

"You are fatter than fatty acid"

I am getting round FOR REAL. Looking back the pictures I took on February when I just reached Adelaide and compared with the current one. I was like....HOLY SHIT I AM ROUNDER THAN I THOUGHT.

Okay, let's just admit - I am getting fat. I gained weight.

Oh geez. I don't wanna accept this fact so I am on on diet mode. Peace out, wish me luck!

PS: the title of this post came from my Hong Kong friend who teased her girlfriend by that line.

人

有的人假的令我害怕

有的人真的令我更害怕

或许这社会就是如此的可怕；这社会努力地在培养一群又一群的自私社会人士。

第一次和‘红毛人’合作

嗯。真不懂应该开心还是难过还是什么好。我有一个research project必须和四位‘angmoh'男生完成加一个雁。幸好有阿雁不然我可一定会慌张。呵呵。我不懂我在怕什么可能是担心沟通上会有问题吧。不是说我的英语说的不好，我的英语算过得去，但是有时候他们的口音是重到很厉害。即使把耳朵竖起聆听还是会有听不懂他们在说什么的机率。而且这一个project里的communication会被评分。让我更是紧张。今天是我们的第一次见面，第一次一起上practical，第一次的practical便是验尿。我的妈呀！第一堂课就那么尴尬了。但是我真的不能太逊只好以笑容来掩饰我的紧张。然后我们必须讨论research project的题目。四位男生以一口流利的不得了的英文讨论，七嘴八舌，你说他接的讨论，我根本接不上话，只好静静的听只是偶尔给出一点点的意见或是笑著点头表示我同意。唉，想到还真的有点沮丧。

再接再厉吧。我希望下个星期的聚会讨论我可以说更多话给更多意见。

Are you ready for changes?

I think I am so used to this current state and I am afraid of changes.


Comforting people is always so easy but when the real thing happen on ourselves...things are different.

偶像

今晚，我有点伤心。


也因为我没得去周杰伦得演唱会。

CIGARETTES

Hmm. Let me start with a secret of mine, I almost started to smoke in secondary school and I did ask my classmate who smokes to let me try smoking one day later. So why did I even wanna try smoking when I know smoking is bad for health and also my image prolly. The reason is simple in fact, I was growing up and facing some friendship problem that time and friendship problem tend to be the most popular problem in teenagers (-.-) also I hate to face shits so I thought smoking can really solve my shits. So yeah, that period of time I really thought of smoking and trying to be a bad girl. Lol. I was that childish. My friend did ask me a few times whether I REALLY wanna try smoking or not but I don't remember what I said but a strong feeling still tell me that smoking is not good for health and also, I am afraid that I will turn into a monster if I really succeed to be a bad girl. Okay, I am not saying smoking is not good and smoking will ruin someone's image. That's a NO. So in the end of story, I did not try sucking a cigarette until now. Lol. And I am really really really really glad that I did not try smoking when I was young! Thank God and my parents! <3

My secret is no longer a secret now. 

Recently I found that one of my friend started to smoke because she is bored. She used to be my really good friend in primary school days. We have tuition together, we eat together, we bath together, we watch horror movies together and etc. I am quite sad that she smokes now. I am really not trying to say smoking will ruin someone's life, I just feel sad. Its like a natural reaction. I haven't talk to her for ages after she leaves KL to Penang with her mom after standard 6. I should have maintain our friendship. I should have be her listener. I know she is going through tough times in secondary school days from all sorts of social media. 

Ahh. What should I do? If I start up a chat with her out of sudden, that would be really really awkward right? Gah. 

And to the teenagers who are reading this long post, growing up is just one of the process in life. Shits happen - from studies to relationships. All sorts of shit will definitely strikes you during your teens. Stay positive all the time, learn to love yourself, talk to your mother (or someone you trust) if you have any problem, learn that you're growing up not that God is torturing you or haunting you down or trying to make your life hard. No, it's just a process in life. Stay positive and remember those who loves you so that you will not take the wrong step. 

bahh.