Where should I start?
10 more days till the day I fly back to Adelaide. Mummy keep telling me to start packing but I haven't even open up the luggage. I really don't feel like going back because HOME is too damn good. Everyday I do nothing lol like a 'fei chai'. Those who always complain about their home and parents should go and eat shit lol. Parents are the best thing in the world! Nobody loves me as much as they do. Hmm my boyfriend do lolz but it's another kind of feeling. It's just...different.
Anyway, I should really start packing because I need to pack in some food and my lovely shoes! Without noticing I bought like five pairs of shoes in these three months...I feel damn rich and happy! :)
And this year going back to Adelaide, I need to spend less because I spent too much last year ughhhhhh. I've got limited savings to spend and I have to get myself a part time job. Hopefully I can get one haih. Reality...why you so real.
And Mr Yap is going to Sydney to continue his study too. So, out relationship is going to face another new start, which is a good start because we are finally on the same land with 30mins of time different! Hopefully we will work things well and be happy! :) oh, he told me about this one week before he fly off and I almost give him a slap with a wok. Yeh.
Friends.
I've seen and feel and know who are the ones who still care about the friendship we have or we had and who don't even give a damn. This crazy cruel world fill with these people is just heart breaking! 那种心情就好像身体里的每一根血管打了一个大大的结，纠结死了，难过得不得了。ok whatever it is, I know what's letting go. No point asking them out all the time and all I get is...nothing? I guess human beings are like that and this is how the world goes lah. People move around, nothing will remains as they were forever.
Anyway, I wish that this year will be a good year and I hope I can grow up lol!
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