TGIF

THANK GOD IT'S FRIDAY 

Rough

This week has been rough yo. 

Ups and downs and repeat literally. 

I was so happy that I thought I can finally move out from the current place I stay to a whole new apartment with a friend. Shit happens. 

I am not moving to anywhere now. 

After accepting and rejecting the owner for two times, the final decision was to let the apartment a go. What a waste I have to say. 

That apartment was beautiful and bright and spacious. 

That was my dream place to stay. 

Ugh yeah...dream gone. 

If I have a full time job now I think I will probably move in by myself. 

Sounds like a little thing to you or it is not even a problem to you. 

Yeah true that. 

After calming myself down, that's actually a small little down part in life. 

I can still find a place to move later when I am more financially stable lol.

I am not even near to stable now.

I am struggling through every week.

I am with only one job now, which is not enough to cover my expenses and the freaking rental. 

Ugh life. Fresh grad life. 

So friends, please please please remember to do more savings when you are a student. 

When it is still 'right' to get money from parents...

Okay, it is not right to do so...

but at least when you are still depending on parents don't spend every cent they give it to you.

Save them up lol. 

Coz after you graduate, after you put on the square hat on your head...

you will freaking feel grown up and...

the real world, the real society WELCOMES you...

and that is when you will feel URGH/LOST. 

Chill friends. 

It is okay to feel lost. 

It is really okay to feel that way. 

But one thing you have to know is..

after feeling lost for sometime, you have to know what you want.

YOU HAVE TO KNOW WHAT YOU REALLY WANT.

Well, I got my aim. 

My main and current-one-and-only aim is to get a damn job in Aussie. 

So yes, that is my aim now and that's all you have to know now lol. 

Let's keep things low prof. Heh. 

Anyway, this has gone too far away.

From my moody week to life? lol. 

坏习惯

我有一个坏习惯 我习惯把自己抽离一个我很喜欢很爱的人事物 总爱显得一副不在乎的样子

这是我的自卫方法吧

？

认不认同

那种不被认同的感受真难受

你认同吗？

珍惜

珍惜不是说了就算 要做了才算 拼命说着珍惜 但是什么屁都没有做 这种珍惜 真的就算了 最近我在读那本阿飞的书 有句话说道 ‘长大后，朋友渐渐少了，不一定是他们离开了，而是我们慢慢知道，谁才是真正的朋友’ 这句话真的假不了 这半年来 我一直很纠结 找不到理想工作 然后一直自我纠缠等等 但是那个过程中 我知道了 谁会在我身边 谁会借我他的耳朵 谁会借我肩膀依靠 谁会第一时间听我诉苦然后再给我意见等等 这很欣慰 但是也很伤心 因为我认为那个会陪伴我的人没有到来

或许说 或许 我对她的要求太高了 结果到最后把自己搞得现在这个样子

还是要真心谢谢那些一直陪着我的朋友 我真心谢谢每一个你