Rough

This week has been rough yo. 

Ups and downs and repeat literally. 

I was so happy that I thought I can finally move out from the current place I stay to a whole new apartment with a friend. Shit happens. 

I am not moving to anywhere now. 

After accepting and rejecting the owner for two times, the final decision was to let the apartment a go. What a waste I have to say. 

That apartment was beautiful and bright and spacious. 

That was my dream place to stay. 

Ugh yeah...dream gone. 

If I have a full time job now I think I will probably move in by myself. 

Sounds like a little thing to you or it is not even a problem to you. 

Yeah true that. 

After calming myself down, that's actually a small little down part in life. 

I can still find a place to move later when I am more financially stable lol.

I am not even near to stable now.

I am struggling through every week.

I am with only one job now, which is not enough to cover my expenses and the freaking rental. 

Ugh life. Fresh grad life. 

So friends, please please please remember to do more savings when you are a student. 

When it is still 'right' to get money from parents...

Okay, it is not right to do so...

but at least when you are still depending on parents don't spend every cent they give it to you.

Save them up lol. 

Coz after you graduate, after you put on the square hat on your head...

you will freaking feel grown up and...

the real world, the real society WELCOMES you...

and that is when you will feel URGH/LOST. 

Chill friends. 

It is okay to feel lost. 

It is really okay to feel that way. 

But one thing you have to know is..

after feeling lost for sometime, you have to know what you want.

YOU HAVE TO KNOW WHAT YOU REALLY WANT.

Well, I got my aim. 

My main and current-one-and-only aim is to get a damn job in Aussie. 

So yes, that is my aim now and that's all you have to know now lol. 

Let's keep things low prof. Heh. 

Anyway, this has gone too far away.

From my moody week to life? lol.