Updates

Job Hunt 
To those whom I always keep contact with knows this well. I am still looking for a full time job that is related to my field. Still. At the beginning of the hunt which is March, I tell myself I will get a job on May - no news then. In May, I tell myself I will get a job on September, which is next month. So hopefully, I will get a job. Anyway, this is not about getting a job or not, it's not choosing vegetables in the market, for now, I don't have anything to bargain with people. My experiences that is related to food tech is nearly zero. So, when I am choosing a job, people are also picking me. In fact, I don't have the right to choose or pick anything, yet. But, I hope that the job that pick me in the end will bring me happiness too. 

Life 
Living in this house with...I can't describe, really. I can't say they are bad nor good. They are good and bad. They are just more to them self. They stand for themselves. They care for themselves. They think for themselves. This house is just lack of caring, lacking so damn much. Who am I to judge? I am just an outsider. This is a house, not a home. This is a shelter and it's only a shelter. 

Anywhere, that is away from home is just a shelter I guess. But I will give myself  a home when I am able and when I am afford to do that. 

Life in this city has not been changing much. It's all about work, eat, sleep and shit and repeat. Every single day. I finally got myself another job after a month. So yes, I am filling up my weekdays and having my weekends free. I am appreciating my weekends more coz the days that I have to work in the cafe, I have to wake up at 5am lol. Quite crazy huh but I am enjoying it coz I get free coffee. 

I secretly think mocha taste good now coz I am a usual latte drinker. 

Money 
No money, no talk. Money is not the most important things in life, indeed. Money can't buy you happiness. True. But without money, you can't do anything. Every single thing needs money. So, money is important, to able to survive. I am not earning a lot to be very honest. I am struggling through lol but I am still surviving. I am not sure how I did it but I guess I just did it coz when you don't have a lot of money you tend to suit yourself into a life that does not require that much of money. And, I am actually quite happy with my daily life now.