wtf june

ok June - 

Wait, what?!??!!???!!??!?!?!??!?!?! 

ok, chillax a bit. 

Time fucking flies. 

Let's do some bits and pieces update. 

I just cooked myself a bowl of ginger egg soup noodle coz it is raining and cold so I decided to keep myself warmer. 

ZW's parents are here for 2 weeks - for holiday and also for his GRADUATION woooohoooo lol. 

Went out dinner with them at ZW's fav(?) restaurant - turkish meal. 

Dinner was good - weather was bad - heavy rain. 

Let's talk a out work a little shall we? 

Yes we shall. 

Work is - good. 

I think it is good - I am learning a lot, my manger teach me a lot. 

But - I think I am not doing very well, yet. 

I know I will improve - I just need some time. 

Soooo - I am really really bad with small little details and my manager is the god of details. 

Yep, so I really need to work on my eye to work on detaaaaaaaaails. 

And I really need to work on handling pressure. 

I always get panic attack inside me - which is really bad when I do not have as much on my plate compared to my manager yet she is handling all her details shit so well. 

That is pressure. 

I am not sure if I will be able to work better under pressure or not - coz some people work better under pressure. 

Hmm I am neutral? 

I am just a careless person. Ugh, which sucks. 

okok I gotta chill the heck out and just focus in the future. 

I also realize that I am such a lazy bum to explain stuffs - 

if someone think it's not right then alright, I will just let it be and I will just follow whatever you say. 

That means I am a follower? I guess. 

I am such a lazy bum when it comes to explaining seriously...

I think explaining stuff can be tiring...

So yeap...if it's not a big fat deal then just let it be. 

blablabla. 

It's still raining. 

I feel like going out - 

Should iiiiiiiii?