"I always say that everything has 3 sides; 

what he said;

what she said;

and what the truth says." 

well said.

thank you Ray.

let me be your jiemei too

so lilien came to Sydney for a conference and then she extended her trip for a day for us 

i guess hahaha 

i had the best weekend when she was here and kim was here as well 

best weekend so much laughter so much that you won't believe it 

the connection we had over the weekend 

it is real it feels real even when you can't see it 

it the connection between us 

i can feel that we had each other 

even when i dont really know lien 

yes i feel that i dont really know her well enough but pretty sure kim does 

the withdrawal when she went back home felt so empty 

but yes even thou we dont talk to each other everyday we dont meet everyday 

the connection is so real 

i feel like they love me and i love them so so much 

i just wanna spend all day long with them 

laugh over stupid little things 

share about oursleves 

that is what i am looking for in a friendship 

to be ourselves 

to love each other 

to feel the real connection between us even when you cant see it 

quick quick update

hi hi hi 

let's jot down a few things happened recently - 

emm maybe not - let's jot down what is going on in my brain recently. 

one of my friend got engaged recently!! yay. 

first ever friend that got proposed and of coz she said yes! 

...

she once told someone that we were not very good friend?

ok...i don't know what word she used exactly but put it this way - 

she mentioned to that friend that we were not very close coz something happened when we lived together back in uni days. 

ok...well...i must admit we were not the closest friend to each other;

but at least i always got her back;

i meant like i treat her as a friend that is for sure;

and most of all i did not not treat her as a friend;

we were not as close because i feel that we do not have much similar interest;

come on everyone is different and i respect them; 

but...ok...anyway i respect her opinion to that friend...;

but people started to ask me is she going to invite me to her wedding;

emmm...deep down in my heart of coz i hope she would;

we were once housemate, classmate and friend;

we lived together we share the same memories; 

if i am not invited to the wedding....

what can i say hahahahahaha

i meant...that is her wedding;

and she have to feel comfortable and happy on her wedding right...

i never thought of that question where if i am going to be invited or not until my friend brought it up lol

coz no matter how much shits happened between us how many misunderstandings happened last few years 

she is still my friend 

anyhow 

and she will always have a place in my heart 

xx

June

Hold on - I have got so much going on in my little brain 

Hold on 

Wait for me