quick quick update

hi hi hi 

let's jot down a few things happened recently - 

emm maybe not - let's jot down what is going on in my brain recently. 

one of my friend got engaged recently!! yay. 

first ever friend that got proposed and of coz she said yes! 

...

she once told someone that we were not very good friend?

ok...i don't know what word she used exactly but put it this way - 

she mentioned to that friend that we were not very close coz something happened when we lived together back in uni days. 

ok...well...i must admit we were not the closest friend to each other;

but at least i always got her back;

i meant like i treat her as a friend that is for sure;

and most of all i did not not treat her as a friend;

we were not as close because i feel that we do not have much similar interest;

come on everyone is different and i respect them; 

but...ok...anyway i respect her opinion to that friend...;

but people started to ask me is she going to invite me to her wedding;

emmm...deep down in my heart of coz i hope she would;

we were once housemate, classmate and friend;

we lived together we share the same memories; 

if i am not invited to the wedding....

what can i say hahahahahaha

i meant...that is her wedding;

and she have to feel comfortable and happy on her wedding right...

i never thought of that question where if i am going to be invited or not until my friend brought it up lol

coz no matter how much shits happened between us how many misunderstandings happened last few years 

she is still my friend 

anyhow 

and she will always have a place in my heart 

xx