adulthood

one of the thing we got to learn in adulthood is - to not care, to not care so much

un-be-lieve-able

yes

but that is legit

the more you care the more frustrated you get

but sometimes we (I) can't control my mind

it is different from overthink

it is not like overthinking

it is like you can't get yourself out of that problem

but that problem is not your own problem

get it?

it is complicated

it is complicated when it involves mind and...feelings

always

so what should we care?

ourselves.

yourself.

your closest family.

friends?

well....this is the tough part.

friends, good friends, close friends, buddy, soul mate, best friends

afterall they are friend

care for them too but there is a limit

there is a  limit

you have to set the limit

you have to actually practice to not go over the limit

but where is the limit

the limit is where you have done your part

that is the limit

as long you have done your part as a friend

they are friends afterall

they live their own life

they do not live for you

and neither you do

so do not go over the limit

do not overthink

what happens next, happens

...

I have done my part as a friend

what else can I do

nothing

and I am not going to do anything

because I cherish this friendship

I cherish your presence

I love you as a friend

I care for you as a friend

I do not want to ruin what we have now

...

so yes I am not going to cross the limit

...

welcome to adulthood

do not cross the limit

it is always easy to say than do

but I gotta try this time

xx