Countdown to 2016

I die die also wanna post something coz I am having a long break. 

My parents ask me soooo many times whether I am going back home for CNY or not. 

I gave them the same damn answer from the first time they ask me the question. 

The answer is "I am not sure leh...let's see how la later" 

They ask me so many times. I answer them so many times. 

I feel so guilty. 

It's not that I don't wanna go home. 

It's that...it's not the time yet? 

It's not the time yet because I haven't found a full time job. 

Why God no gimme a full time job??!! *cryyy*

But I still believe that good things are going to happen! 

Yes! Good things will happen in the new year! 

I've gone through so much I believe I can wait for a little while more! 

Can you feel my enthusiastic lol?

I wanna thank one recruitment agent I met not long ago.  

He told me to be confident with my experiences I had. 

Maybe it sounds nothing for you but it is something for me. 

He is very straightforward to me, which is good. 

Ok la...not only him. 

Zhuwei actually told me to be confident too. He always say that I am not confident enough. 

Hmmm ok la....zhuwei also very good lol. 

Ok la...about zhuwei... 

We had so many fights this year, so many big fights that almost lead to break up. 

But I am glad we are still together and facing shits together. 

Future is still too far to see I will say. 

Where will we be in the future? No one knows. 

But I hope that we will be better for each other. 

There are times that I wanna let go but in the end I didn't. 

I am glad I didn't end this up. Well, shits happen... 

I learn so much of him this year. He is so much more hot tempered than me oh god. 

Hopefully we are able to go through all the shits ahead of us! Woohoo lol. 

I guess that's all for now. 

I am craving for thai food but zw is not around...ugh.

Another thing I wanna mention is that my college mates are still ze best. 

We chat in whatsapp last night and it felt the same three year ago...

 I mean the bond between us. 

We haven't gather around for quite some time, say like 1 year or more? 

But the bond is still there and it's amazingggg. 

We are still so lame so crazy so funny and so cute. 

I hope the day we meet up we will be as close as 3 years ago, as funny as 3 years ago, as crazy as 3 years ago and may our bond be that strong for the rest of our life. 

We do crap a lot but between the conversation we advise each other, we encourage each other and it felt like we are there for each other. 

It's just like you know they will be there lol. 

Not like some friend that I came across are just so...indescribable. 

Not contacting each other means care of you that kind of friend. 

Biggest bullshit of the year. 

I really don't know how to face such people lo. 

Do you think I should agree with that shit?! 

I know you busy, I also busy, we all busy but some of us still give time to talk to people and THAT IS CARE OKAYYY?! GET IT?! 

Don't tell me you are busy and you don't have time to talk - this kind of bullshit preaseee. 

I cannot lo ok. 

Seems like I have not get over this bullshit of the year that happened few months back yet. 

Super bullshit. 

I am so angry - of myself. 

I am so angry coz I don't know why I still give shit on that bullshit. 

Obviously because I care. 

认真就输了。

Best quote of the year. 

Walao really, everytime I thought of that bullshit I am still very angry. 

How can someone so dearly to me BEFORE said this kind of shit right into my face. 

Super dulan. Super cannot understand. 

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Anyway........

let's countdown to the new year - 2016. 

Let's hope for a better year with better people and more good things to happen! 

Time

时间真好 让我明白了真 让我看穿了假 让我看清了谁留下来了 让我看清了谁离开了 让我成长了 让我知道现实的残酷 让我明白了这条路是自己选的跪着也要走完 让我知道了靠人不如靠己 让我知道钱虽然不是万能但是没有钱什么都免谈 让我看清楚我身边谁才是真真值得交的朋友 

朋友啊 

虽然不是生命中最重要的 但是朋友的确带给自己满多欢乐 不是每个朋友都值得放很多心思 选朋友也很重要 他要走你留不了 他不找你你逼不了 他说不联络也代表还在乎这种屁话你也得接受 因为生活中如果少了这些荒谬的言论就会少了很多心跳 有了心跳才懂得原来你多在乎 过后也懂了再在乎也没个屁用 所以还是收拾心情算了吧 删除该删除的 不值得留恋的就算了 反正不值得 偶尔他会在网上炫耀 炫耀完了 你也吐完了 随便按个赞 就是结束了 在等待下一个炫耀的po 

It's a circle. 

WTF DECEMBER?!

Sigh. 

It's going to be a tough month. 

It's all about decisions. 

It's about the money money money. 

It's about life life life. 

Anyway, I just touched down from Tasmania. 

Tasmania was great. 

The people I went with was great - my boyfriend and Yue Gin. 

We went sooooooo many hikings that I felt like I have walked the amount for December. 

Yes, that much. 

But it was alllll good. 

Thank you to zhuwei for planning this trip and also Yue Gin. 

The sceneries was soooo good. The water so clear. The sky so blue. The air so fresh. Eveyrthing was just so fine. 

I really enjoyed myself despite zhuwei and I had some fight and argument in between the trip lol. 

Alright, back to reality. 

Need to work my ass off. 

Wish me luck. Wish me luck. 

PHHHHOTOS

My new place - I love this a lot...somehow. 

It makes me feel...sad somehow. 

and also quiet. 

Meet my buddy here - Angela. 

The most....ridiculous girl ever lol. 

#throwback to October - My very first working experience in a food company. 

This is  me taking my last selfie in the food company before I left. 

Masak-masak day with boyfie during his study week -.-

BONDI BEACH 

View from the balcony of my place.

This view makes me thought of Adelaide, so much. 

I used to get to see sunset from the balcony outside my room then. 

Our weekend meet up - looking damn sleepy but still must meet lol.

So much love lol.

short update

09112015 

It's zw&me day! Too lazy to count how many months we have been together lol but I am glad we are still together! 

Since it's our special day even though he usually give no shit but secretly still care a lot (lol, that's what I think), I decided to make a lunchbox for him and bring it to the city for him after his first exam paper. It's something very simple and require not much cooking skill - Japanese Curry lol. It only requires chopping skills and...nothing else. And since Japanese curry is not as healthy, I added my favourite broccoli to add nutritional value! Heh. I wanted to take a photo of the lunchbox but obviously I didn't get to take one. 

To many more months of loveeeee! 

It's basically a happy day. 

I found a diary on the train and emailed the owner and yes, she is getting her diary back! 

She thanked me for my kindness. Heh. 

I thank my kepoh-ness. Zw always say I am very kepohchi...sometimes I am but I think I am helpful lol. 

At first, I was hesitating should I touch the diary or not coz nowadays a lot scary news like do not touch any baggage that appears out of no where and etc. Then I text zw, asking him should I touch the diary just in case I get into trouble. Ok la, I got 'approval' so I flip through the diary and found the only way to contact the owner, which is her email address. I quickly email her using my phone and she only replied me after sometime, so I left the diary to the station manager where I live. 

She replied me saying that she was so worry about not getting her diary back and thank me for picking it up for her. :) 

I glad I picked the diary up and not just left it on the train. 

And I hope I am able to help more people without any hesitation! 

I also hope that scary society news can cut down to help me on helping on others more lol. 

So you see, it's a happy day. Helping people is kinda happy. 

Then in the afternoon, I received a call from a recruitment centre that I always wanted to spotted by them! I was so happy, to be very honest. 

I was told to attend an interview with them on my background and the role they are going to offer me. 

I was so happy, I called zhuwei, my mom and dad. 

10112015 

I attended the interview. 

And I was super nervous, I don't know why. 

I was blank. 

I kinda screwed up the whole interview. 

I am sad. 

I am so sad. 

I wish I did better! 

I hope I don't screw up...

I hope they take me. 

Ahhhh..

I shall keep positive! 

FIGHTING. 

I am glad that the man interviewed me was good enough to advice me and told me to be more confident  and utilize my experiences. 

Thank you, Ivan. 

I hope he will take me for that position. 

What a day! 

Comfort food - Shin Ramyun 

memories are annoying III

hola November. *gasp*

So let's do a positive post! 

I spent some time reading the book that I have left on my desk quite a while ago due to the house moving and tiring working days. 

I thank myself for taking some time out to read instead of refreshing facebook and instragram again and again... 

Books are indeed important in life. 

I don't read a lot, I have to admit. 

I only read books and buy books that really really attract me. 

And I usually read books that are closely related to life coz I wanna learn how to live a life and how to enjoy life and how to face shits lol. 

Anyway, long story short. 

After the two precious posts, two annoying posts, two emo posts;

I am gonna do something positive on this post. 

‘时间，就该挥霍在值得的人事物上。’

‘唯有你，才是自己的绊脚石。’ 

‘只要放下了，没有什么人，什么事能够再束缚你。’

‘宽心，是一种不强求鱼随缘的态度。当事情不如预期的发展，请不要太在意，更不要为此而烦恼。你的在意与烦恼改变不了任何事，却既有可能改变了你的生活。心乱了，生活节奏也会乱，然后一切事情就会乱成一团。’

‘很多的不愉快，都是自己过不去， 只要自己过的去，不快乐就容易跨过了。

谢谢 阿飞。

谢谢你的文字。 

Thank you Afei. 

This takes time to digest. 

I read, I think, I don't digest immediately but I am trying to digest it and plant it into my mind and heart so I remember them all the time. 
I guess I will take up some time to really digest this coz it has been happening constantly. *roll eyes x100* 

So lastly, I decided not to think or care stuffs I wrote in the two previous posts. 
It's not like I don't contact you but I still care...
It's more like I will only take further action (care) after I (kinda) digest them.
Coz I will only say very very bad stuffs right into their face when I am still annoyed and I hate it when I do that so might as well just keep a distant for now.

Life is all about learning and I am learning to live a life. 
SOUND VERY PRO LEHHHH LOL. 

memories are annoying II

I think I am annoying now. 

bah, don't care. 

today, someone said bff need not to be show, it is deeply in our heart. 

Hmm well said. I guess I have to agree. 

I do have a few friends where we don't talk so often yet we are still feeling close to each other. 

Just a few. 

I agree and disagree, actually. 

The reason I still feel close to them even though we don't talk much or contact each other often is because that we put effort on our friendship. 

Let's not talk about everyday. 

Just talk about initiative. 

Initiative, is important in any relationship, be it boy girl relationship or just plainly friendly. 

We take initiative to talk to each other once in a while. 

We know we will be there whenever we need someone. 

We know. 

It's the chemistry. 

And, before the chemistry happen between us, there is effort. 

But, some people just don't give a shit on initiative and effort. 

They will be like, why should I find you when you don't. 

Ok, so what if I find you all the freaking times and you never take initiative and always saying that 'I don't contact you doesn't mean I don't care' kind of bullshit. You think our friendship will be strong when I am the only one who always take initiative? 

Have you heard of one sided love? 

Yes, that's it. 

Alright alright, I might be a little too sensitive. 

Maybe I am. 

Because I care. 

Because I am not selfish as fuck. 

Because I am not that kind of 'I don't contact you doesn't mean I don't care' (as if I know you care when you don't contact me lol). Human beings are just funny at times. Also, ridiculous. 

People tend to create something so funny to protect them and thinking they very cool like that. 

I very beh tahan. Sorry. 

Anyway, this is something to learn in life. 

After all your studying life in schools or universities. 

You will get to see so much this kind of shit happen around you. 

Well, shit happens lol. 

Then, you will know clearly who is the one you can trust and rely on when you are in deep shit. 

Then, you know how annoying this shit can be. 

Then, you will know you shouldn't put so damn much of effort on someone when they don't give a shit. 

Then, you will know, friends are only friends and you will also know at the very end of the everyday, you have yourself to trust and be strong no matter what. 

Coz this is how the world rolls yo. 

Stay strong peeeeeps. 

Don't give shit on people who don't give a shit on your effort and time. 

Memories can be a pain in the ass. 
aih.

memories are annoying

something hit me again today - 

before I start anything, this is just my bloody opinion. 

Memories is one of the most annoying element in the world. 

Element? Whatever. 

It's just my opinion.

You don't have to agree with me and I'm not expecting that from you. 

Memories is what we carry about with us everyday. 

Memories are meant to be cherish. 

Memories remain forever. In your heart. 

Today, one of my friend say that 

"I don't contact you doesn't mean that I don't care" 

WAAAAAAAA. SO ATAS KIND OF LEVEL OF CARE. 

I'm sorry to say that I take not contacting as not care lor. 

Make life easier a bit can or not.

If not contacting each other is still care...I can't even....understand.

So sorry to let you know that I don't understand loh.

If not contacting is still care...just wow me. 

So many times.

Maybe contacting each other is not your style lah. 

Anyway, I have to say I have a few friends around me used to do this - not contacting doesn't mean don't care. 

This is very bothering me. 

I'm confused. 

So what is contacting each other? Care? 

Then what is not contacting but care? 

I think it's just...annoying. So annoying. 

I always keep in touch with people I care. I don't do it another way round. That doesn't make sense to me, at all. 

I show them I care. 

Sometimes too much, always too much. 

And why should I care so much? 

For whaaaaat? 

Anyway, cheers to the people whom we still keep in touch! 

I am glad I have you lol. 

ciao.

女人啊

总觉得越靠近自己的东西，很快就会失去；

但是，事实上并不是这样；

只是心里一直觉得一切的美好就快失去了，就快没了。。。

唉， 女人

多烦啊。

UPDATES

1. I finally moved out from my small little stuffy room with my one and only roommate lol. We moved to a bigger room, a so much bigger room where we can actually do dancing in the room! So spacious. So much space to move around. Back to our old room, we can barely move around in the room, not even joking. So, we are both very happy to move out and start a new life (sort of) haha.

2. Getting along with the new housemates from Taiwan. Hmmm I can't speak my Malaysian slang and words to them such as, zomok, walao and so many more lol. Also, I am learning some new terms from them such as screw driver. We usually just call screw driver a screw driver back home but I can't say screw driver as screw driver to them lol. Get it?

3. Started as a contract worker for 3 weeks in a flour making company. So yes, I finally get to work in MY FIELD. Yes, 3 weeks, which is sad but I hope they extend my contract maybe? I hope they are lack of people in certain department in the company lol. Anyway, I have a few tasks that need to be done every morning then move on to inspections on flours and wheat and some report. Yeap, that's about it.

That's all I guess?

xo

27092015

shit happens.

hopefully everything will be fine.

we need to talk.

Recent playlist

Don't we used to do the recent playlist when we were younger? Here it is again. 

Recent playlist: 

Nothing compares 2 U - Sinead o'connor

吻得太逼真 - 张敬轩 

那些或许我该寄出去的情书 - 四个朋友

我想有有个家 - 曹格 

 

I really really wish that I can sing like Sinead. Her voice is just beautiful. So beautiful. So much feels. 

Now I really wish that I get a full time job. 

And also I wish I have more money. 

And also I wish I can travel to Tassie and NZ within these two years. 

And also I wish I will be a wiser person. 

And I think I am very greedy. 

no big head no big hat

i dont understand why you no big head want big hat what is the freaking use of the big hat when you cant even put it on properly ok yes with the help of others you manage to put on the big head and what you didnt even thank the one who helps you the most what is really in your mind is it that difficult to thank someone who helps you with his whole damn heart why did he deserve this shitty treatment from you he has the choice to not help you at all yet he help you the most you have the choice not to treat him like what you have just done yet you chosen the worst to do why i question myself the answer is this is life and nothing is fair in the world this is life this is reality this is human this is ugly human but i believe in God i believe he is fair i believe he my dad will have a better life in the future and i will be his better future i really hope so

frst lv

i am always curious how will he react when someone ask him about us few years back five years back always curious and i finally found my answer few days back from a friend i am feeling somehow relieve when she told me how he reacted when people ask him about us i am not sure why i feel relieve coz it has been so long so damn long where we actually move on so damn a lot ever since that day we separated i mean like i dont know what i mean but i just feel relieve and a little comfort deep inside me and i cant help to think back those days my first love i have to admit that the memories are fading away slowly as time goes by it is really fading away it is so blurred its like an incomplete puzzle that i dont think i will wanna complete it sometimes things are meant to be fade away i guess despite the memories are fading away a first love will always remains in the heart forever (?)

那些年

那些年

炎热的下午

穿着白衣蓝裙的校服

偶尔穿上马来同胞的baju kurung 

背着书包

手上拿着一叠书

汗流浃背

我的年代的流行是 手上拿着一叠书 

我们都不用包包装

可能手上拿着看起来比较酷 

那些年

说的一口流利的英文

是一件很酷的一件事

是成为学校里的风云人物的其中一个条件

那些年

爱情是一个可以说得没完没了的一件事

虽然现在也是一样

那些年

谈过恋爱的同学都会传授一些爱情advise

结果被封为爱情专家

任何失恋或想谈恋爱或三心两意的人都会找上那位爱情专家

寻求一些advise

那些年

一大班同学朋友

物以类聚

喜欢同一个偶像的都混在一起

喜欢用英语沟通的混在一起

不喜欢用英语的混在一起

三姑六婆的混在一起谈别人的是非

喜欢读书的混在一起 通常这组人 很沉默

结果会被排斥

男生女生混在一起是一件很酷的事

男生女生有肢体的接触是一件大事

牵手了 就轰动整个学校

不再牵手了 也轰动整个学校

反正这首歌让我想起很多

那些年

那些年

一起上课一起玩

或是 擦肩而过的同学

中学过后不再联络的同学

你们可好？

我们要征服逆向的风！

不难

爱 简单 

是相信太难

不如承诺来得简单

19082015

A few update for the past few days:

I just sent off  Yun Yin who came to Sydney for holidays for 5 days. We couldn't recall back when was the last time we met each other, probably a year or a year more. So yeah, I was quite excited and happy when she told me she is really coming! I went to the airport with Zhu Wei on the day she reached then we sleepover in Kim's place. Yeap, I tagged along lol. I've been spending a lot or I should say, most of my time with Yun. Four of us went up to blue mountain for a day trip then I took a days off from work to bring her around the city before she leave to Melbourne. We walked a lot. It was quite tiring but adventurous coz I don't know where exactly we were heading to coz I am very bad in direction lol. Anyway, I discovered new places that I can bring my friends to when they are here so yes, WIN! Time really flies. Yun's trip ended last night. How I wish we have more time together as we won't meet up anytime soon after this meet up. While we were talking to each other, we realized that we have known each other for 9 years and still counting! How time flies so quick?! The first time we met was back in Form 1 when we were only 13...Hopefully there will be MORE 9 years of friendship in the future.

...

This is a incident happened last week. I am lazy to type out what happened exactly but yeah, just wanna jot down this in MY blog.

There are sooooo many ways to convey a message. So damn many.
I have the right to EXPRESS MY FEELING. I really have the damn right to do so.

I don't understand the sarcasm. I don't know why that way you used to conveyed the message. I don't know how long can I take this shit. I am not saying that someone is bad. You are not even close to bad and in fact, you are good. But this shit you are giving me is real shit. It's mentally stress. I don't know when I will get the same damn shit from you. I don't know how to read mind. I really don't...

...

Did I said that I like my new job in the cafe? Haha. Too early to judge. Okay...I do like it and quite enjoying the on-going flow in the cafe. In the same time, I can get quite stressed out. So much to learn and so much to cop in the kitchen as I based in kitchen. So damn much to cop. I really hope that I can pick up all of the chores before I get fired. I want free coffee! I want to learn to froth milk la at least lol. I made my own coffee today, before I leave and I have to say...it sucks lol. The milk was too damn hot and I really hate it when my coffee is too hot.

...

My dinner tonight is a bowl of vegetables. Too damn much of food for the past few days. Too damn much.

I broke my landlord's kettle fml. Shit really happens! 

Ciao.

Updates

Job Hunt 
To those whom I always keep contact with knows this well. I am still looking for a full time job that is related to my field. Still. At the beginning of the hunt which is March, I tell myself I will get a job on May - no news then. In May, I tell myself I will get a job on September, which is next month. So hopefully, I will get a job. Anyway, this is not about getting a job or not, it's not choosing vegetables in the market, for now, I don't have anything to bargain with people. My experiences that is related to food tech is nearly zero. So, when I am choosing a job, people are also picking me. In fact, I don't have the right to choose or pick anything, yet. But, I hope that the job that pick me in the end will bring me happiness too. 

Life 
Living in this house with...I can't describe, really. I can't say they are bad nor good. They are good and bad. They are just more to them self. They stand for themselves. They care for themselves. They think for themselves. This house is just lack of caring, lacking so damn much. Who am I to judge? I am just an outsider. This is a house, not a home. This is a shelter and it's only a shelter. 

Anywhere, that is away from home is just a shelter I guess. But I will give myself  a home when I am able and when I am afford to do that. 

Life in this city has not been changing much. It's all about work, eat, sleep and shit and repeat. Every single day. I finally got myself another job after a month. So yes, I am filling up my weekdays and having my weekends free. I am appreciating my weekends more coz the days that I have to work in the cafe, I have to wake up at 5am lol. Quite crazy huh but I am enjoying it coz I get free coffee. 

I secretly think mocha taste good now coz I am a usual latte drinker. 

Money 
No money, no talk. Money is not the most important things in life, indeed. Money can't buy you happiness. True. But without money, you can't do anything. Every single thing needs money. So, money is important, to able to survive. I am not earning a lot to be very honest. I am struggling through lol but I am still surviving. I am not sure how I did it but I guess I just did it coz when you don't have a lot of money you tend to suit yourself into a life that does not require that much of money. And, I am actually quite happy with my daily life now. 

TGIF

THANK GOD IT'S FRIDAY 

Rough

This week has been rough yo. 

Ups and downs and repeat literally. 

I was so happy that I thought I can finally move out from the current place I stay to a whole new apartment with a friend. Shit happens. 

I am not moving to anywhere now. 

After accepting and rejecting the owner for two times, the final decision was to let the apartment a go. What a waste I have to say. 

That apartment was beautiful and bright and spacious. 

That was my dream place to stay. 

Ugh yeah...dream gone. 

If I have a full time job now I think I will probably move in by myself. 

Sounds like a little thing to you or it is not even a problem to you. 

Yeah true that. 

After calming myself down, that's actually a small little down part in life. 

I can still find a place to move later when I am more financially stable lol.

I am not even near to stable now.

I am struggling through every week.

I am with only one job now, which is not enough to cover my expenses and the freaking rental. 

Ugh life. Fresh grad life. 

So friends, please please please remember to do more savings when you are a student. 

When it is still 'right' to get money from parents...

Okay, it is not right to do so...

but at least when you are still depending on parents don't spend every cent they give it to you.

Save them up lol. 

Coz after you graduate, after you put on the square hat on your head...

you will freaking feel grown up and...

the real world, the real society WELCOMES you...

and that is when you will feel URGH/LOST. 

Chill friends. 

It is okay to feel lost. 

It is really okay to feel that way. 

But one thing you have to know is..

after feeling lost for sometime, you have to know what you want.

YOU HAVE TO KNOW WHAT YOU REALLY WANT.

Well, I got my aim. 

My main and current-one-and-only aim is to get a damn job in Aussie. 

So yes, that is my aim now and that's all you have to know now lol. 

Let's keep things low prof. Heh. 

Anyway, this has gone too far away.

From my moody week to life? lol. 

坏习惯

我有一个坏习惯 我习惯把自己抽离一个我很喜欢很爱的人事物 总爱显得一副不在乎的样子

这是我的自卫方法吧

？

认不认同

那种不被认同的感受真难受

你认同吗？

珍惜

珍惜不是说了就算 要做了才算 拼命说着珍惜 但是什么屁都没有做 这种珍惜 真的就算了 最近我在读那本阿飞的书 有句话说道 ‘长大后，朋友渐渐少了，不一定是他们离开了，而是我们慢慢知道，谁才是真正的朋友’ 这句话真的假不了 这半年来 我一直很纠结 找不到理想工作 然后一直自我纠缠等等 但是那个过程中 我知道了 谁会在我身边 谁会借我他的耳朵 谁会借我肩膀依靠 谁会第一时间听我诉苦然后再给我意见等等 这很欣慰 但是也很伤心 因为我认为那个会陪伴我的人没有到来

或许说 或许 我对她的要求太高了 结果到最后把自己搞得现在这个样子

还是要真心谢谢那些一直陪着我的朋友 我真心谢谢每一个你

28062015

Hello.

这星期花特别多钱。有朋友从阿德来所以自然就会花比较多钱。而且这个星期我失去了一份工作，收入少，花钱花得厉害。而且我在最破产的星期买了一本书名为《只要好好过日子》。是一本励志小说吗还是文学，我不知道我不会分。我只知道这本书的内容深深吸引我。我是从FB知道这本书的，作者有在分享他的作品然后有人share然后share到我这儿来。这是我第一次再澳洲买书而且是一本中文书，所以很自然的它比较珍贵所以也比较不便宜。但是，我没有半点后悔。这本书的内容真的很贴切我自己的心情和我想的东西还有我想不通的事情。所以，我很喜欢。我恨不得马上把整本书给啃完哈哈。我读书的速度没那么快而且很久没有读那么多中文字的书而且我这个人有点三分钟热度哈哈。但是，我要确定我一定要把这本书给读完。加油吧！呵呵。

this is really an endless journey...

this & that

let's do some this & that updates for the past two weeks? yes, past two weeks.

1. Interviews - so far, I received two phone calls to attend interviews. yay! like finally. after three months of giving out my resume and cover letters like advertising leaf-lets. I attended one interview for a Food Technologist position and the another upcoming interview for the R&D position. I have to say that I really hope that I can get the Food Tech position compared to R&D, but it's not up to me, really lol. I will have to take whatever is in front of me, it's not the time to choose for now. But, maybe I will like the R&D position more after the interview? lol. I'll see. I just have to do best for the upcoming interviews! Come on babehhhhhhh.


2. Work - so far so good, getting used to it too. Currently having two jobs - as a cashier in a froyo shop and as a customer service team member in a telecommunication manufacturer. The cashier job is easy easy and boring. On the other hand, the customer service job is full of challenges.
For the second job mentioned, everyday I have to communicate/face/talk/be polite with different type of customers no matter they are good and polite or cranky, annoying and those who thinks customer-is-always-right customers. Well, it's obvious that it's better to have more good&polite customers than those annoying ones but without them, life in the office will be so boring lol. So far, I came across with this one lady who wants to complain about me because I wasn't helpful enough and my attitude...everyone has limits lah aunty.

So here's what happened...

She couldn't pair up her cordless phone to the main base station. So, I did guide her and teach her to reset her cordless phone and base station. Ok, done resetting but it's still not working. So, I talked to the technician to ask for more recommendation to solve her problem. I told the technician what I have done and he said "she has to send her whole unit back for service". I then said the same damn thing to the aunty, she said "no I am not going to do that, I will just send in the handset". I tried to explain why we need her whole unit and she still refused to send in the whole set and continue her complain and blablablabla and not believing what I said...then in the end I said "alright then, it's up to you, just send in the handset then". Okayyyy.....then she said she wanna complain about me coz I am not being helpful and she wants my name and how to spell my name and wanna talk to my supervisor. Walao aunty...lan si gat lou please.

In the end, I passed the phone call to the technician.

My worst customer because she wanna complain about me.

3. Life - hmmm life is about the same. Life is basically wake up - breakfast - bath - out to work - home - eat - sleep. Other than that, brunch with the girls once in a while, shopping once in a while (forever shopping mood la, window shopping lol) and spending my hard earn money once in a while lol. I am starting to do some savings too. Of coz I have to...no money no talk mah. What about travel? Hmm not so in my plan this year. I've got friends going to ski during the winter but I don't think I am joining coz I just don't feel like going. What is in my mind is that I just wanna go somewhere with my favourite boy lol. I am starting to value people. Value, yes. I am just starting to value those who care for me and worth my care. Ugh...mood swing hor lol. Say say only.

4. Visitors - Da yi and Uncle Kevin & family (my new friends who left to Malaysia already lol)

Bahh that's about it.