hello april already

hello april, my mom's month. 

wished her a happy birthday and sent a card back home on the bday it self lol. 

im always last minute. always forgetful. bad bad. 

anyway let's so a short update. 

so i just ended the working contract in the QA team to help out before an audit. 

it was fun indeed. the people i worked with are just fine. 

well not all of coz but overall everything is just fine. 

i learnt new things and i gained new experience every time i work at different place with different role. 

i realize that working casually could be fun and eye opening. 

working casually i get to see more people, i get to meet more people, i get to hands-on on different area and i learnt about myself more too. 

recently i get to work hands on in an environment testing lab. 

not much hands on but at least an experience not everyone has the chance to. 

so im pretty lucky and grateful.  

im pretty lucky and unlucky at the same time actually. 

lucky that i get to work at different areas. 

unlucky is that i am always moving around and not a permanent working at a place. 

sometimes travelling by public transport can be quite tiring, i have to admit. 

but then, it's so much better than no-work. 

im not sure whether i am one step closer or stagnant on the road to PR application in oz. 

but i can tell that i am quite enjoying my life here, right now. 

im kinda used to move aorund by train and bus and walking... 

... 

something i learn recently; 

sometimes there is no need to share everything with friends, close friends too. 

not every time they give shit. 

sometimes they are just ignorant like others. 

i don't know whether they are just out of words to comfort you or they are just plainly lazy to reply. 

the non-repliers - internet people, sometimes they are just one of them. 

so why bother to share to anyone right...

ugh life. 

so cruel. so cold. so much sadness in between. 

who is true friend? who is who? who is what? 

i guess i will never find out. 

people change, things change. 

so much shit change... 

i shall grow up and open my eyes to see who is who and who is what and what is what...