update here and there

Below give you an idea of today's society -
        

One morning, I was on a bus on the way to work - the bus was quite packed and there were people standing. When the bus stopped at one of the stop, people get down one by one but one of the lady did not manage to get down, guess she was standing quite behind of the bus and some people blocked her way out - hence, the bus started to move again.

She kinda raised her voice to tell the driver to stop the bus - 'hey driver! hey driver!' 

Nobody gives a shit to help her to stop the driver.

Anyway, the driver stopped at the next stop and she got down on the next stop.

This is the society - today. I was one of them. 

Next - 

The stupidest mistake I made this year - rejecting a job offer early this year.

If I have had accepted that job, I am probably applying for AU PR right now, right this moment. 

But nope, I rejected. I thought I made the right decision. 

I kinda regret now - 

I am not sure if I am happy now. 

I am going through so much this year...I feel like it at least. 

I am going through so much...it's not even funny. 

I was thinking - if I am not here in Sydney, I am back in MY, what will I be doing? How am I gonna be? I am gonna be as the same as today? 

So many questions and what ifs going on my mind. So many. 

So many uncertainties. So many so many. 

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