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19082015

A few update for the past few days:

I just sent off  Yun Yin who came to Sydney for holidays for 5 days. We couldn't recall back when was the last time we met each other, probably a year or a year more. So yeah, I was quite excited and happy when she told me she is really coming! I went to the airport with Zhu Wei on the day she reached then we sleepover in Kim's place. Yeap, I tagged along lol. I've been spending a lot or I should say, most of my time with Yun. Four of us went up to blue mountain for a day trip then I took a days off from work to bring her around the city before she leave to Melbourne. We walked a lot. It was quite tiring but adventurous coz I don't know where exactly we were heading to coz I am very bad in direction lol. Anyway, I discovered new places that I can bring my friends to when they are here so yes, WIN! Time really flies. Yun's trip ended last night. How I wish we have more time together as we won't meet up anytime soon after this meet up. While we were talking to each other, we realized that we have known each other for 9 years and still counting! How time flies so quick?! The first time we met was back in Form 1 when we were only 13...Hopefully there will be MORE 9 years of friendship in the future.

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This is a incident happened last week. I am lazy to type out what happened exactly but yeah, just wanna jot down this in MY blog.

There are sooooo many ways to convey a message. So damn many.
I have the right to EXPRESS MY FEELING. I really have the damn right to do so.

I don't understand the sarcasm. I don't know why that way you used to conveyed the message. I don't know how long can I take this shit. I am not saying that someone is bad. You are not even close to bad and in fact, you are good. But this shit you are giving me is real shit. It's mentally stress. I don't know when I will get the same damn shit from you. I don't know how to read mind. I really don't...

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Did I said that I like my new job in the cafe? Haha. Too early to judge. Okay...I do like it and quite enjoying the on-going flow in the cafe. In the same time, I can get quite stressed out. So much to learn and so much to cop in the kitchen as I based in kitchen. So damn much to cop. I really hope that I can pick up all of the chores before I get fired. I want free coffee! I want to learn to froth milk la at least lol. I made my own coffee today, before I leave and I have to say...it sucks lol. The milk was too damn hot and I really hate it when my coffee is too hot.

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My dinner tonight is a bowl of vegetables. Too damn much of food for the past few days. Too damn much.

I broke my landlord's kettle fml. Shit really happens! 

Ciao.

Updates

Job Hunt 
To those whom I always keep contact with knows this well. I am still looking for a full time job that is related to my field. Still. At the beginning of the hunt which is March, I tell myself I will get a job on May - no news then. In May, I tell myself I will get a job on September, which is next month. So hopefully, I will get a job. Anyway, this is not about getting a job or not, it's not choosing vegetables in the market, for now, I don't have anything to bargain with people. My experiences that is related to food tech is nearly zero. So, when I am choosing a job, people are also picking me. In fact, I don't have the right to choose or pick anything, yet. But, I hope that the job that pick me in the end will bring me happiness too. 

Life 
Living in this house with...I can't describe, really. I can't say they are bad nor good. They are good and bad. They are just more to them self. They stand for themselves. They care for themselves. They think for themselves. This house is just lack of caring, lacking so damn much. Who am I to judge? I am just an outsider. This is a house, not a home. This is a shelter and it's only a shelter. 

Anywhere, that is away from home is just a shelter I guess. But I will give myself  a home when I am able and when I am afford to do that. 

Life in this city has not been changing much. It's all about work, eat, sleep and shit and repeat. Every single day. I finally got myself another job after a month. So yes, I am filling up my weekdays and having my weekends free. I am appreciating my weekends more coz the days that I have to work in the cafe, I have to wake up at 5am lol. Quite crazy huh but I am enjoying it coz I get free coffee. 

I secretly think mocha taste good now coz I am a usual latte drinker. 

Money 
No money, no talk. Money is not the most important things in life, indeed. Money can't buy you happiness. True. But without money, you can't do anything. Every single thing needs money. So, money is important, to able to survive. I am not earning a lot to be very honest. I am struggling through lol but I am still surviving. I am not sure how I did it but I guess I just did it coz when you don't have a lot of money you tend to suit yourself into a life that does not require that much of money. And, I am actually quite happy with my daily life now.