just like every ordinary night scrolling fb before bed
but it turned out to not be an ordinary night, at all
that night, i found out that Edward has passed away
that night, i found out that he took his own life
it took me a while to actually digest this bad bad news
and in fact, still taking in the news
hoping that its not the truth
but 事实总是残酷的
it was just a few weeks ago, i was asking kjng paul abour edward just because ive not seneany updates from him for a while
and that's when i found out that he has been diagnosed with depression
at that point of time i was worried about him just because we all know that depression is always unpredictable and it could be challenging to be fully treated
i was worried but i have never expect to hear this next
my mind is alllllllllllllll over the place
until we meet again, all i want to do is to shower him with lots of love lots of love lots of love
see you when i see you, Edward.
