27092015

shit happens.

hopefully everything will be fine.

we need to talk.

Recent playlist

Don't we used to do the recent playlist when we were younger? Here it is again. 

Recent playlist: 

Nothing compares 2 U - Sinead o'connor

吻得太逼真 - 张敬轩 

那些或许我该寄出去的情书 - 四个朋友

我想有有个家 - 曹格 

 

I really really wish that I can sing like Sinead. Her voice is just beautiful. So beautiful. So much feels. 

Now I really wish that I get a full time job. 

And also I wish I have more money. 

And also I wish I can travel to Tassie and NZ within these two years. 

And also I wish I will be a wiser person. 

And I think I am very greedy. 

no big head no big hat

i dont understand why you no big head want big hat what is the freaking use of the big hat when you cant even put it on properly ok yes with the help of others you manage to put on the big head and what you didnt even thank the one who helps you the most what is really in your mind is it that difficult to thank someone who helps you with his whole damn heart why did he deserve this shitty treatment from you he has the choice to not help you at all yet he help you the most you have the choice not to treat him like what you have just done yet you chosen the worst to do why i question myself the answer is this is life and nothing is fair in the world this is life this is reality this is human this is ugly human but i believe in God i believe he is fair i believe he my dad will have a better life in the future and i will be his better future i really hope so

frst lv

i am always curious how will he react when someone ask him about us few years back five years back always curious and i finally found my answer few days back from a friend i am feeling somehow relieve when she told me how he reacted when people ask him about us i am not sure why i feel relieve coz it has been so long so damn long where we actually move on so damn a lot ever since that day we separated i mean like i dont know what i mean but i just feel relieve and a little comfort deep inside me and i cant help to think back those days my first love i have to admit that the memories are fading away slowly as time goes by it is really fading away it is so blurred its like an incomplete puzzle that i dont think i will wanna complete it sometimes things are meant to be fade away i guess despite the memories are fading away a first love will always remains in the heart forever (?)

那些年

那些年

炎热的下午

穿着白衣蓝裙的校服

偶尔穿上马来同胞的baju kurung 

背着书包

手上拿着一叠书

汗流浃背

我的年代的流行是 手上拿着一叠书 

我们都不用包包装

可能手上拿着看起来比较酷 

那些年

说的一口流利的英文

是一件很酷的一件事

是成为学校里的风云人物的其中一个条件

那些年

爱情是一个可以说得没完没了的一件事

虽然现在也是一样

那些年

谈过恋爱的同学都会传授一些爱情advise

结果被封为爱情专家

任何失恋或想谈恋爱或三心两意的人都会找上那位爱情专家

寻求一些advise

那些年

一大班同学朋友

物以类聚

喜欢同一个偶像的都混在一起

喜欢用英语沟通的混在一起

不喜欢用英语的混在一起

三姑六婆的混在一起谈别人的是非

喜欢读书的混在一起 通常这组人 很沉默

结果会被排斥

男生女生混在一起是一件很酷的事

男生女生有肢体的接触是一件大事

牵手了 就轰动整个学校

不再牵手了 也轰动整个学校

反正这首歌让我想起很多

那些年

那些年

一起上课一起玩

或是 擦肩而过的同学

中学过后不再联络的同学

你们可好？

我们要征服逆向的风！