Hmm I've been quite sentimental, moody, down and a little bit of mixed feeling lately. Don't ask me why coz I really don't know why am I being like this. I hate myself being like this too. I am such a big loser in covering up my true feelings and just put on a smile on my face. I really suck in this lol.
We are in the last semester of our course. We, refer to my beloved course mates (friends). After this semester, we all have to decide where to go for our next stop - to continue study or work and from there we all will be separated and scattered everywhere and anywhere. We all have different decisions. We all have different plans. We all have our own dream. We are all by ourselves, next year (most prolly). Goodbyes are never easy. Never.
I never like goodbyes. Recently, I realized that all of us are getting closer to each other compared to last year and here we are, the very last semester...we left about 10 weeks together? Sigh. This is quite saddening when I thought about it. What saddens me the most is...by next year, my housemates will not be the same again. Living together for 2 years, under the same roof, sharing the same breakfast/lunch/dinner, chasing the bus on the street, going market being aunties and calculative etc. By next year, nothing will be the same again. We argue, we laugh, we cry, we share, we care...so much of memories together, so much.
Well, this is life. Hellos and goodbyes...never end.
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