Friends.

Shall we talk about friends again? 

Seriously? 

I feel so childish, talking about this again and again. 

But I just can't brain...

Or I should say I am paranoid as ever 

I have been thinking recently if the friends I have now, those that I hang out with now and always... 

Do they really take me as their friend? 

Tell me if I am very negative or paranoid. 

Coz this is a serious question. 

Coz I treat all my friends with my heart. 

Like literally 用心对待 是真心对待

But I wonder if they are doing the same as me? 

I wonder. 

I wonder. 

I really really can't tell who treat me as a real friend or who is actually using me. 

I really can't. 

Should I build a wall between people and myself? 

To protect myself. 

Human beings are selfish after all. 

...

Just like them.